[Tyler_gif]

I don't care if it sounds like whining; I don't have anywhere else to post.

It's just so fucking depressing and monotonous trying to wake up each morning and get through the day when you know it's just going to land you in the same spot as yesterday. Nothing new and nothing changes, especially whenever I look at the mirror.

I always wish that my acne or asymmetry would suddenly go away, but it never does. I fucking hate having to see the reflection of myself in every reflective surface. I know people on my account give me compliments, but who gives a single fuck if YOU don't feel that way, or when LIFE doesn't reflect that.

I don't get that treatment and never will until I get surgery to fix my deformed face. Why do I have to spend money on shit just for people to treat me like I'm human, just for me to be satisfied with myself, because my mom and dad couldn't have been bothered to raise me properly without any kind of developmental issues?

This shit is so annoying and makes me want to climb into a black pit where nobody can see me, and so I can see nobody else. I'm so tired of my fucked up face.

 

[DNR]

hop on accutane bro and save up for surgery and just dont rope till then man

 

[TheAlphaMale]

That wouldnt happen if you were NT btw

 

[Circadex]

I got a live alert some hour before this post; did someone can you MTN?

 

[Tyler_gif]

That wouldnt happen if you were NT btw

Yeah, it would never have happened because of my shit environment when I was younger.

 

[WhitePussySlayer]

Not wanting to look in reflective surfaces in real asf, sorry u feel this way bro

 

[Sith]

I don't care if it sounds like whining; I don't have anywhere else to post.

It's just so fucking depressing and monotonous trying to wake up each morning and get through the day when you know it's just going to land you in the same spot as yesterday. Nothing new and nothing changes, especially whenever I look at the mirror.

I always wish that my acne or asymmetry would suddenly go away, but it never does. I fucking hate having to see the reflection of myself in every reflective surface. I know people on my account give me compliments, but who gives a single fuck if YOU don't feel that way, or when LIFE doesn't reflect that.

I don't get that treatment and never will until I get surgery to fix my deformed face. Why do I have to spend money on shit just for people to treat me like I'm human, just for me to be satisfied with myself, because my mom and dad couldn't have been bothered to raise me properly without any kind of developmental issues?

This shit is so annoying and makes me want to climb into a black pit where nobody can see me, and so I can see nobody else. I'm so tired of my fucked up face.

feeling the same way, at the very least, everything is ideal asides from your asymmetry. I wish the best for you.

 

[Jean]

I don't care if it sounds like whining; I don't have anywhere else to post.

It's just so fucking depressing and monotonous trying to wake up each morning and get through the day when you know it's just going to land you in the same spot as yesterday. Nothing new and nothing changes, especially whenever I look at the mirror.

I always wish that my acne or asymmetry would suddenly go away, but it never does. I fucking hate having to see the reflection of myself in every reflective surface. I know people on my account give me compliments, but who gives a single fuck if YOU don't feel that way, or when LIFE doesn't reflect that.

I don't get that treatment and never will until I get surgery to fix my deformed face. Why do I have to spend money on shit just for people to treat me like I'm human, just for me to be satisfied with myself, because my mom and dad couldn't have been bothered to raise me properly without any kind of developmental issues?

This shit is so annoying and makes me want to climb into a black pit where nobody can see me, and so I can see nobody else. I'm so tired of my fucked up face.

Please take a break from the forums bro, theres literally more than looks in this world

 

[Tyler_gif]

Not wanting to look in reflective surfaces in real asf, sorry u feel this way bro

I sometimes wish to myself that I were just a floating camera, so I could see and observe things without anyone seeing my face.

I sometimes position myself in that thought so I can cope throughout the day.

 

[H_A]

I don't care if it sounds like whining; I don't have anywhere else to post.

It's just so fucking depressing and monotonous trying to wake up each morning and get through the day when you know it's just going to land you in the same spot as yesterday. Nothing new and nothing changes, especially whenever I look at the mirror.

I always wish that my acne or asymmetry would suddenly go away, but it never does. I fucking hate having to see the reflection of myself in every reflective surface. I know people on my account give me compliments, but who gives a single fuck if YOU don't feel that way, or when LIFE doesn't reflect that.

I don't get that treatment and never will until I get surgery to fix my deformed face. Why do I have to spend money on shit just for people to treat me like I'm human, just for me to be satisfied with myself, because my mom and dad couldn't have been bothered to raise me properly without any kind of developmental issues?

This shit is so annoying and makes me want to climb into a black pit where nobody can see me, and so I can see nobody else. I'm so tired of my fucked up face.

Hope u feel much better man. Its not over

 

[Floonth]

I don't care if it sounds like whining; I don't have anywhere else to post.

It's just so fucking depressing and monotonous trying to wake up each morning and get through the day when you know it's just going to land you in the same spot as yesterday. Nothing new and nothing changes, especially whenever I look at the mirror.

I always wish that my acne or asymmetry would suddenly go away, but it never does. I fucking hate having to see the reflection of myself in every reflective surface. I know people on my account give me compliments, but who gives a single fuck if YOU don't feel that way, or when LIFE doesn't reflect that.

I don't get that treatment and never will until I get surgery to fix my deformed face. Why do I have to spend money on shit just for people to treat me like I'm human, just for me to be satisfied with myself, because my mom and dad couldn't have been bothered to raise me properly without any kind of developmental issues?

This shit is so annoying and makes me want to climb into a black pit where nobody can see me, and so I can see nobody else. I'm so tired of my fucked up face.

From what I’ve seen especially from your tictok you should just look into therapy at this point, I think it could really help you

 

[6zrir6a]

I got a live alert some hour before this post; did someone can you MTN?

theres always some mfs in his lives telling him to rope and all this other shit, genuinely pisses me off

 

[Tyler_gif]

Please take a break from the forums bro, theres literally more than looks in this world

Doesn't matter if I leave the forums or this community as a whole because the damage has already been done.

I'll constantly be stressing whether I look good or not.

 

[H_A]

Doesn't matter if I leave the forums or this community as a whole because the damage has already been done.

I'll constantly be stressing whether I look good or not.

If you take a break from SM and go therapy if u have the money it helps so much and im not giving false hope too. Even having a drink or smoking sum cigs helps

 

[Circadex]

theres always some mfs in his lives telling him to rope and all this other shit, genuinely pisses me off

Yes it's not nice. However, tyler should know better than to give them the reaction they want on live.

 

[H_A]

I recommend to take psychedelics cause it will give you a whole new perspective on things and 9x/10 its for the better. Just do your research and make sure what ur doing

 

[Tyler_gif]

I got a live alert some hour before this post; did someone can you MTN?

Dude, just shut the fuck up, you're easily one of the most annoying users on this forum, and you ramble on about the random nonsense shit you do in your life, which nobody gives a single fuck about.

You don't know what it's like to be me, you've never stepped inside my shoes, and you make a bunch of assumptions because you're a retard. You spam that Cage emoji thinking you're funny when your post to rep says otherwise. Just leave the forum nigga.

 

[H_A]

I recommend to take psychedelics cause it will give you a whole new perspective on things and 9x/10 its for the better. Just do your research and make sure what ur doing

Set n setting is crucial and MAKE SURE WHERE UR TAKING IT FROM. If u get it from homeless niggas its laced with sum cancerous shit like NBOMEs and PCP

 

[Tyler_gif]

From what I’ve seen especially from your tictok you should just look into therapy at this point, I think it could really help you

Response to you and H_A

Yeah, I've been put on a waiting list for Psychotherapy, they're supposed to help me acknowledge my trauma and how it has impacted me, although it is taking a while since my social workers are doing this through the NHS.

I've been offered medication, but I don't want to take it. Why should I drug myself up with some bullshit chemicals to make you feel numb?

 

[Circadex]

Dude, just shut the fuck up, you're easily one of the most annoying users on this forum, and you ramble on about the random nonsense shit you do in your life, which nobody gives a single fuck about.

You don't know what it's like to be me, you've never stepped inside my shoes, and you make a bunch of assumptions because you're a retard. You spam that Cage emoji thinking you're funny when your post to rep says otherwise. Just leave the forum nigga.

Could say the same for you tyler? your threads are water ND ramblings about "Muh life, muh life" it's just ropefuel for people with asymmetry. In the duration you've been in this forum you've not contributed anything meaningful apart from flooding it with your iqlet tiktokcel following. And my post to rep? nigga IDGAF. Thankfully my life revolves more around stuff irl, not my post/rep ratio. And i don't care what it's like to be you tyler, you're just a attention seeking faggot, now and forever.

 

[Tyler_gif]

If you take a break from SM and go therapy if u have the money it helps so much and im not giving false hope too. Even having a drink or smoking sum cigs helps

I've been smoking cigarettes and vaping a lot recently; they help ease whatever tension I'm dealing with, but it's just a small coping mechanism for me to get through the day.

 

[Yaken]

Reconnect with nature, not the best advice but gives you temporary comfort and peace. Least thats what I do to calm down. Stay strong Brotato

 

[H_A]

Response to you and H_A

Yeah, I've been put on a waiting list for Psychotherapy, they're supposed to help me acknowledge my trauma and how it has impacted me, although it is taking a while since my social workers are doing this through the NHS.

I've been offered medication, but I don't want to take it. Why should I drug myself up with some bullshit chemicals to make you feel numb?

Fuck man waiting lists take like months-years man. If u wanna talk abt stuff I might help so PM me. Fill yourself with positivity and get rid of negative ppl

 

[Floonth]

Response to you and H_A

Yeah, I've been put on a waiting list for Psychotherapy, they're supposed to help me acknowledge my trauma and how it has impacted me, although it is taking a while since my social workers are doing this through the NHS.

I've been offered medication, but I don't want to take it. Why should I drug myself up with some bullshit chemicals to make you feel numb?

That’s really good bro, I’m also on a waiting list for psychotherapy so I can’t speak on it but normal therapy has really helped me. For meds I personally feel the same way but look into the specific medication you’re diagnosed because they’re not all antidepressants that numb you, there’s some that you can go on and off. Regardless I hope you get the help you need and you start to feel better.

 

[Floonth]

That’s really good bro, I’m also on a waiting list for psychotherapy so I can’t speak on it but normal therapy has really helped me. For meds I personally feel the same way but look into the specific medication you’re diagnosed because they’re not all antidepressants that numb you, there’s some that you can go on and off. Regardless I hope you get the help you need and you start to feel better.

Also my dms are open if you need anything