Hi so im a pretty social guy until it comes to girls or meeting a friend of a friend of mine which really blocks alot of stuff asw and as a kid i was on my pc all day so didnt socialize too much nor have any good friends in my life. I have friends ( people who i just dont dislike but dont go outside wjth and do stuff etc ) but not a best friend. First best friend ever i had since birth emigrated to another country and second one just went to another school and he never messaged me so i thought fuck him. Idk what to do im 14 i think i already fucked up on socializing cause i can looksmax and whatever but i would rather just want to socialize first dude and idk how to fucking make friends im a loser

