[ascendandrope]

my mom just found my cigarettes and is extremely angry at me and possibly hates me a lot rn. Not just that, i start school tomorrow and I can't stand this shit. I don't like being there and prefer to ldar and slop all day in my fucking room. all this looksmax shit has made me question shit like a lot but what do y'all recommend i do

 

[henri]

my mom just found my cigarettes and is extremely angry at me and possibly hates me a lot rn. Not just that, i start school tomorrow and I can't stand this shit. I don't like being there and prefer to ldar and slop all day in my fucking room. all this looksmax shit has made me question shit like a lot but what do y'all recommend i do

Transfer to a new school if u can (assuking ur not in uni)

 

[ascendandrope]

Transfer to a new school if u can (assuking ur not in uni)

i really can't and don't want to. I have some close friends there but it's too much to change schools and I don't wanna annoy my parents anymore. My only goal is not to fucking fail. I'm a total failure and can't do shit. If you wanna discuss more about it give me your discord if you have one and we'll talk later

 

[shame]

my mom just found my cigarettes and is extremely angry at me and possibly hates me a lot rn. Not just that, i start school tomorrow and I can't stand this shit. I don't like being there and prefer to ldar and slop all day in my fucking room. all this looksmax shit has made me question shit like a lot but what do y'all recommend i do

Drink valerian root and ashwaganda

 

[Biomaxx]

my mom just found my cigarettes and is extremely angry at me and possibly hates me a lot rn. Not just that, i start school tomorrow and I can't stand this shit. I don't like being there and prefer to ldar and slop all day in my fucking room. all this looksmax shit has made me question shit like a lot but what do y'all recommend i do

My vape fell out my pocket infront of my mom today I dont think she saw tho but I shat myself. Yes I vape, yes that makes me a twink, yes I wear a thong and plug outside


Anyways- dont stress it bhai itll be fine in a couple days, everyone parents always tell stories abt how they were caught doing crazy shit at a young age. You js gotta not care

 

[ascendandrope]

Drink valerian root and ashwaganda

idk what that is I'm sorry

 

[shame]

idk what that is I'm sorry

Just herbs lol, natural shit it will help with confidence and anxiety its highly available at sny drugstore

 

[ascendandrope]

My vape fell out my pocket infront of my mom today I dont think she saw tho but I shat myself. Yes I vape, yes that makes me a twink, yes I wear a thong and plug outside


Anyways- dont stress it bhai itll be fine in a couple days, everyone parents always tell stories abt how they were caught doing crazy shit at a young age. You js gotta not care

I'm worried about how I'll turn out and not all of my situation with my mom. idfk what to do

 

[ascendandrope]

Just herbs lol, natural shit it will help with confidence and anxiety its highly available at sny drugstore

I'll try raw meat jfl

 

[Biomaxx]

I'm worried about how I'll turn out and not all of my situation with my mom. idfk what to do

Go with the flow bhai, your stressed out and its making u think theres no options, ik I must sound super annoying rn but once u start not caring about anything your life become so neutral, better then bieng sad

 

[henri]

i really can't and don't want to. I have some close friends there but it's too much to change schools and I don't wanna annoy my parents anymore. My only goal is not to fucking fail. I'm a total failure and can't do shit. If you wanna discuss more about it give me your discord if you have one and we'll talk later

i dont rlly use discord but if u can message me through here thats fine too.

im not really the person who uses books for reasoning, but in the book "The Portrait of Dorian Gray", there is a character "Dorian Gray" who is very handsome but is naive due to his lack of attention growing up (both parents dead), and becomes easily influneced by the outside world, and becomes an ugly person on the inside.

Now ofc you aren't dorian gray and you are probably not an ugly soul, but the problem is when you bring negativity to yourself, your actions reflect that. If you can procrastinate going home, go outside, go for a walk or to the gym. Find a particular area to just reflect on yourself. If you can gain consistency with something such as going to the gym, you can continue the consistency to push on throughout ur life.

life sucks, honestly, but the whole test of it is to see if ur going to give up and end up like a loser on the streets. Try talking w people more outside, and just have more confidence overall in urself. I believe in u

 

[ascendandrope]

Go with the flow bhai, your stressed out and its making u think theres no options, ik I must sound super annoying rn but once u start not caring about anything your life become so neutral, better then bieng sad

ty for this

 

[ascendandrope]

i dont rlly use discord but if u can message me through here thats fine too.

im not really the person who uses books for reasoning, but in the book "The Portrait of Dorian Gray", there is a character "Dorian Gray" who is very handsome but is naive due to his lack of attention growing up (both parents dead), and becomes easily influneced by the outside world, and becomes an ugly person on the inside.

Now ofc you aren't dorian gray and you are probably not an ugly soul, but the problem is when you bring negativity to yourself, your actions reflect that. If you can procrastinate going home, go outside, go for a walk or to the gym. Find a particular area to just reflect on yourself. If you can gain consistency with something such as going to the gym, you can continue the consistency to push on throughout ur life.

life sucks, honestly, but the whole test of it is to see if ur going to give up and end up like a loser on the streets. Try talking w people more outside, and just have more confidence overall in urself. I believe in u

i appreciate you for coming over to help me. I will note this down thank you.