[baby bass]

Idk if this is a personal experience but I'll tell Anyway.
I've been lied to my whole life. My parents and family always swore on their lives I was handsome, well, im not. As a kid I used to get complimented a lot(even from strangers) because of my eyes, not the shape( ain't bad either), but the color. I guess where I live having blue eyes is something rare. I grew up thinking I was beautiful, and to be completely honest idk what went wrong. Because of this brainwash they did on me I can't take a single compliment, as I already know it's just full of lies. I guess the reality shock was way to bad when my own friend started to mock and ridicule me

Is it normal that I don't want to be involved with any girl so I don't have the chance to spread my genes to anyone? Also my child might be born autistic, since I have many family members who have autism(mostly cousins), and I've seen how complicated it is to deal and take care of them. It's honestly sad, but they didn't chose to be born this way

 

[Judenbänker]

Probably normal experience realizing youre unlovable but if they explicitly insisted you were above average in looks then I think thats uncommon

 

[baby bass]

Probably normal experience realizing youre unlovable but if they explicitly insisted you were above average in looks then I think thats uncommon

To be fair im not that bad looking, but I was a bit fatter when I got bullied. I think I have a decent/avarege base to start from. I might just be coping tho

 

[Judenbänker]

To be fair im not that bad looking, but I was a bit fatter when I got bullied. I think I have a decent/avarege base to start from. I might just be coping tho

Only one way to know bra face rev rn /j

 

[baby bass]

Only one way to know bra face rev rn /j

I will never post my face on this forum, I might kill myself depending on the awnser

 

[Judenbänker]

I might kill myself depending on the awnser