Venting childhood which lead me to this forum (1 Viewer)

[sneakyalex7]

my mom has bipolar, and as a result she was pretty abusive and she was in manic state for most of my childhood. She would attack/beat me over small stuff, then of course act with a lot of motherly love soon after so it was pretty hard on my psyche with her switching up like that. she also didn't teach me hygiene well and would starve me and my sibling or not feed us especially during covid. When I was around 6 I experienced an alien encounter, won't go into detail but this lead me to be a conspiracy theorist and very contrarian to mainstream views, along with my dad who was working most of the time teaching me from a young age that democrats and republicans are the same rich people. When I was 5 or so, I was hit with a soccer ball really hard in my stomach. it was a trigger of some sort, and I experience stomach pain every second now, anywhere from a 3/10 in pain (minor stomach ache) to a 8/10 (debilitating). It also turns out I also have fibromyalgia (increased pain) and I also probably have some sort of tick-borne illness such as lyme or bartonella. As a result of all this I never really had any irl friends so I just used video games and played with online friends. me and my online friends would play different games and compete to become the best at them, (shinobi life 2, GPO, deepwoken, etc) around 2023 I realized I was kinda fucked up and got into wheat waffles and other youtube videos for a little, but something happened to me unrelated to the videos idk how to describe it where I lost my personality and didn't know who I was and I reverted back into a much more childish personality where i'd jester for my family but felt empty inside, and got out of the rabbit hole. Then, I rediscovered bp from a new friend who introduced concepts such as lookism and female hypergamy to me when we would talk about stuff.

 

[Razi]

experienced an alien encounter

Was doing very good until this

 

[Razi]

Overall nice childhood but Idk if it will make the watcher cry 7/10

 

[sneakyalex7]

Was doing very good until this

well could've been a dream or something

 

[hideandseek]

Jfl

 

[terrify]

You cant just say you had an alien encounter and not expand on it

 

[sneakyalex7]

You cant just say you had an alien encounter and not expand on it

alright. At the time I had 2 beds in my room. A toddler bed and a twin sized bed. I went to bed in the twin sized bed, and my mom corroborates this. When I woke up, I was in the toddler bed. I saw two tall white figures talking or something. I observed them for a couple seconds until one noticed me staring and suddenly they looked me in the eye. I was super terrified and hid under the covers. I don't remember falling asleep but I woke up in the morning after what seemed like a short amount of time.

 

[Razi]

alright. At the time I had 2 beds in my room. A toddler bed and a twin sized bed. I went to bed in the twin sized bed, and my mom corroborates this. When I woke up, I was in the toddler bed. I saw two tall white figures talking or something. I observed them for a couple seconds until one noticed me staring and suddenly they looked me in the eye. I was super terrified and hid under the covers. I don't remember falling asleep but I woke up in the morning after what seemed like a short amount of time.

Did you drink or eat anything before you went to sleep ?

 

[hideandseek]

Did you drink or eat anything before you went to sleep ?

drink for sure

 

[sneakyalex7]

Did you drink or eat anything before you went to sleep ?

no

 

[LifeEnjoyer]

When I woke up, I was in the toddler bed. I saw two tall white figures talking or something.

Epstein friends ready to rape you

 

[sneakyalex7]

Epstein friends ready to rape you

 

[JohanL]

alright. At the time I had 2 beds in my room. A toddler bed and a twin sized bed. I went to bed in the twin sized bed, and my mom corroborates this. When I woke up, I was in the toddler bed. I saw two tall white figures talking or something. I observed them for a couple seconds until one noticed me staring and suddenly they looked me in the eye. I was super terrified and hid under the covers. I don't remember falling asleep but I woke up in the morning after what seemed like a short amount of time.

Deffo some child traffickers but u got saved u would’ve been an epstein victim lucky guy

 

[ogre]

alright. At the time I had 2 beds in my room. A toddler bed and a twin sized bed. I went to bed in the twin sized bed, and my mom corroborates this. When I woke up, I was in the toddler bed. I saw two tall white figures talking or something. I observed them for a couple seconds until one noticed me staring and suddenly they looked me in the eye. I was super terrified and hid under the covers. I don't remember falling asleep but I woke up in the morning after what seemed like a short amount of time.

Sounds like ur mum might be a alien, seems like u have to kill her bro so you can save earth

 

[sneakyalex7]

Sounds like ur mum might be a alien, seems like u have to kill her bro so you can save earth

I was looking at old posts and saw this, jfl

 

[sneakyalex7]

drink for sure

Yo hide I didnt know you at this time

 

[Mr. Oxytocin]

sorry you had to go through that hope your doing better now

 

[humble brit volcel]

sorry you went through this bro

 

[fent]

hope ur doing better now brah

 

[nettspend]

my mom has bipolar, and as a result she was pretty abusive and she was in manic state for most of my childhood. She would attack/beat me over small stuff

bro was getting bitched by a foid

 

[iblamevisual]

tldr

 

[sneakyalex7]

bro was getting bitched by a foid

tbh I was able to physically overpower her in 5th grade since I was like 5'7 or something

 

[nettspend]

tbh I was able to physically overpower her in 5th grade since I was like 5'7 or something

5'7 in 5th grade isn't a good thing bro

are your growth plates closed?

 

[sneakyalex7]

5'7 in 5th grade isn't a good thing bro

are your growth plates closed?

no they're open i'm 6'3 currently

 

[nettspend]

no they're open i'm 6'3 currently

lucky bastard