blonde manlet
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ill sadly admit im a newgen,im just too young to be early enough. But i have atleast done enough research and basic reading or biology knowledge to not sound retarded asf. But before november 18th i had a small friend group,mostly women (who obviously did not take me seriously considering at the time i was a manlet and ltn,which i still am) but now after a massive breakdown from the black 5'2 chubby ltb who took my virginity resulting in a thirty second voicemail she cried over how i was becoming hateful and afterwards i have struggled with talking to people. i feel like ive contracted autism from you niggas or something. i either refuse to talk to women out of misogynistic manlet rage or niggas js dont talk to me cuz "oo look thats the guy who hits his face with a hammer and hates women" or they just think im gay, which pissed me tf off, my last 2 friends called me gay so much i kind of just ignore them and do not respond to their texts. my ten year old self would be PISSED with me, i thought i would be out drinking,socialising and kissing girls considering im almost 15. now all i do is jerk off and cry in my room. even when i try not to bring up blackpill people mention my belief as i sadly earlier leaked it to my normie ex friends so now many people know of it. so now i just spend lunch and break (aka recess for you american ngas) wondering and speaking to people who barely know me. But i have found a person in many of my classes who i may come to like. hes around my height (i am 5'7 he is around 5'8, he is lltn/mltn but that is relevant in what im going to say) he has a sub5 overweight girlfriend who he believes may be cheating on him for a ginger 6'1 bisexual ltn who frankly nobody likes and even i make fun of him. and shes mad at him for being angry even tho she basically avoids this guy and goes straight to the 6'1 guy to talk. Women and the Blackpill have permanently ruined my perspective on everything i do, id consider the rope but embarrassingly i am too much of a pussy to do so and also very young. i feel so ashamed because everybody else in my family are people who go to parties and have fun. even my fraternal twin sister asked me today "why are you at this table with ____ arent you friends with ____(nigga who i ignore) and i was like no hes annoying and then she responded 'oh then who are your friends" and i shrugged,she walked off and its made me realise that even if i manage to scrape together money to hardmax to hmtn or above ill always be a person who women will not talk to, popularity halo is horribly brutal considering its determined by genetics too. fuck u niggas. MB for huge paragraph i have alot to get off my chest ive had a bad few months

