SuicideFuel Why is my life so shit (1 Viewer)

[davidmcall1899]

My whole life is shit. Ive missed on average 3-4 days in school every week for the past couple months. My principal calls me to his office to shout and curse at me. I have one friend that i only talk to in school. Someone called me a freak in school today and someone defended me and said to leave me alone. I got pitied by him because i freze up when someone makes fun of me. I get told that i fell off because i used to be popular when someone does talk to me . My only real friend of 13 years left me for the guy who called me a freak and he sat their and said nothing. Im getting tested for nurodivergance soon. I cant hold eye contact with anyone i speak to. I barely do anything after school i just stare at the wall or play on my PlayStation alone. I got told to fuck off by a gay kid for asking a question and got shouted at by a teacher for being "smart" to her multiple times. I dont speak to my sister and she ignores me. Im athiest but i hoped the devil was real on the way home from school today. Im thinking of running away i have alot of survival tools from a hyperfixation when i was 14 but i know thats not gonna work in my small country with barely any forests. It would be cool to post my homeless arc on here but thats not gonna happen.

 

[Judenbänker]

What do you expect from us reading this apparently you didnt like when that dude pitied you but posting this implies you want to be pitied? Hop on add to be normal o algo lmao
Maybe drop out of school and work/learn something you like, if you werent such a social retard Id just change schools but prob wont help here. Otherwise just endure dont participate so you avoid conflicts and interaction if theres another „you“ at your school maybe try to initiate sm with him then but fuck the running away thing thats pure bs you could also rope but thats overreacting imo

 

[Catastrophicnoob]

What country are you from

 

[Kaligula567]

My whole life is shit. Ive missed on average 3-4 days in school every week for the past couple months. My principal calls me to his office to shout and curse at me. I have one friend that i only talk to in school. Someone called me a freak in school today and someone defended me and said to leave me alone. I got pitied by him because i freze up when someone makes fun of me. I get told that i fell off because i used to be popular when someone does talk to me . My only real friend of 13 years left me for the guy who called me a freak and he sat their and said nothing. Im getting tested for nurodivergance soon. I cant hold eye contact with anyone i speak to. I barely do anything after school i just stare at the wall or play on my PlayStation alone. I got told to fuck off by a gay kid for asking a question and got shouted at by a teacher for being "smart" to her multiple times. I dont speak to my sister and she ignores me. Im athiest but i hoped the devil was real on the way home from school today. Im thinking of running away i have alot of survival tools from a hyperfixation when i was 14 but i know thats not gonna work in my small country with barely any forests. It would be cool to post my homeless arc on here but thats not gonna happen.

I'm in the same boat

 

[Saber]

My whole life is shit. Ive missed on average 3-4 days in school every week for the past couple months. My principal calls me to his office to shout and curse at me. I have one friend that i only talk to in school. Someone called me a freak in school today and someone defended me and said to leave me alone. I got pitied by him because i freze up when someone makes fun of me. I get told that i fell off because i used to be popular when someone does talk to me . My only real friend of 13 years left me for the guy who called me a freak and he sat their and said nothing. Im getting tested for nurodivergance soon. I cant hold eye contact with anyone i speak to. I barely do anything after school i just stare at the wall or play on my PlayStation alone. I got told to fuck off by a gay kid for asking a question and got shouted at by a teacher for being "smart" to her multiple times. I dont speak to my sister and she ignores me. Im athiest but i hoped the devil was real on the way home from school today. Im thinking of running away i have alot of survival tools from a hyperfixation when i was 14 but i know thats not gonna work in my small country with barely any forests. It would be cool to post my homeless arc on here but thats not gonna happen.

well i had very similar thoughts not to long ago what helped, was when i joined jv baseball at my school i wasnt the best but people stuck up for me and actualy cared i dont know if this helped but it helped me a lot like, today i was sitting with like all the more popular sport kids at my school and was remebring last year where i hardly had anyone to talk to in my class. im not saying this will help you but it helped me.

 

[VelocityAnt]

Extremely relatable, it's been like 7 or 8 months or so that I didn't go to school. Re-did last year of highschool just cause I didn't want to go anymore(big doomer arc). Now i'm just wandering in my house while waiting for my acceptance in a new boarding school. Fuck it's long asf ngl i'll get tested (yes I ask, no one else did for me)with ndness but it never happened cause my family don't care about me(bruh only one aunt kinda wanted me to get tested in family of 30+ppl:soyjakcry:).
Fuck if by 2026, my therapist will say that she doesn't know when i'll be accepted in this school(kinda a psych yard). I'll run some test tren hgh var ai
and more(for support)

 

[davidmcall1899]

What do you expect from us reading this apparently you didnt like when that dude pitied you but posting this implies you want to be pitied? Hop on add to be normal o algo lmao
Maybe drop out of school and work/learn something you like, if you werent such a social retard Id just change schools but prob wont help here. Otherwise just endure dont participate so you avoid conflicts and interaction if theres another „you“ at your school maybe try to initiate sm with him then but fuck the running away thing thats pure bs you could also rope but thats overreacting imo

I cant talk to anyone else thats why i posted this and gatis tells us to do whatever we want. ive never had thoughts of roping ever in my life

 

[davidmcall1899]

well i had very similar thoughts not to long ago what helped, was when i joined jv baseball at my school i wasnt the best but people stuck up for me and actualy cared i dont know if this helped but it helped me a lot like, today i was sitting with like all the more popular sport kids at my school and was remebring last year where i hardly had anyone to talk to in my class. im not saying this will help you but it helped me.

Its more the fact that i have to go to school. When i leave school im not gonna care about any of this but still. I beat the shit out of one guy last year who was annoying that made me popular for like a month

 

[davidmcall1899]

I'm in the same boat

Welcome to hell boi

 

[sensitive sapphire]

Its more the fact that i have to go to school. When i leave school im not gonna care about any of this but still. I beat the shit out of one guy last year who was annoying that made me popular for like a month

well beat the shit out of another guy if that makes you popular

 

[davidmcall1899]

What country are you from

Im prob not gonna say but holy shit i hate it so much. The culture here is fucking terrible and the people are aswell. It used to be so cool a long time ago. Its built on hating eachother. Everyone is insecure and calls you gay if you look better than them.

 

[sensitive sapphire]

Im prob not gonna say but holy shit i hate it so much. The culture here is fucking terrible and the people are aswell. It used to be so cool a long time ago. Its built on hating eachother. Everyone is insecure and calls you gay if you look better than them.

same in my country too.lm a ltn but people are so fucking ugly and fat that i stand out

 

[Catastrophicnoob]

Im prob not gonna say but holy shit i hate it so much. The culture here is fucking terrible and the people are aswell. It used to be so cool a long time ago. Its built on hating eachother. Everyone is insecure and calls you gay if you look better than them.

So uk

 

[aylanamazigh]

That's because u goon on my face.

Seriously bro dw it's gonna be ok

 

[Judenbänker]

I cant talk to anyone else thats why i posted this and gatis tells us to do whatever we want. ive never had thoughts of roping ever in my life

Yeah because youre retarded hop on add or mdma and try to socialize bit by bit

 

[davidmcall1899]

So uk

No

 

[FaZe_Kjetil00]

Im prob not gonna say but holy shit i hate it so much. The culture here is fucking terrible and the people are aswell. It used to be so cool a long time ago. Its built on hating eachother. Everyone is insecure and calls you gay if you look better than them.

Just embrace it brah and come out as gay, then befriend all the girls

 

[Jj61]

well i had very similar thoughts not to long ago what helped, was when i joined jv baseball at my school i wasnt the best but people stuck up for me and actualy cared i dont know if this helped but it helped me a lot like, today i was sitting with like all the more popular sport kids at my school and was remebring last year where i hardly had anyone to talk to in my class. im not saying this will help you but it helped me

100% agreed. Get involved so normies think your chill