davidmcall1899
Messiah of project C.U.M. December 10th.....
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My whole life is shit. Ive missed on average 3-4 days in school every week for the past couple months. My principal calls me to his office to shout and curse at me. I have one friend that i only talk to in school. Someone called me a freak in school today and someone defended me and said to leave me alone. I got pitied by him because i freze up when someone makes fun of me. I get told that i fell off because i used to be popular when someone does talk to me . My only real friend of 13 years left me for the guy who called me a freak and he sat their and said nothing. Im getting tested for nurodivergance soon. I cant hold eye contact with anyone i speak to. I barely do anything after school i just stare at the wall or play on my PlayStation alone. I got told to fuck off by a gay kid for asking a question and got shouted at by a teacher for being "smart" to her multiple times. I dont speak to my sister and she ignores me. Im athiest but i hoped the devil was real on the way home from school today. Im thinking of running away i have alot of survival tools from a hyperfixation when i was 14 but i know thats not gonna work in my small country with barely any forests. It would be cool to post my homeless arc on here but thats not gonna happen.

