I'll still be an asymmetrical lopsidedcel, but I know everything will be fine (somewhat) once I minimize all the face fat within me. I just need my eyes and cheekbones to finally have a contrast with each other. I noticed I'm lower weight than my brother already which was my goal weight.
I'd say upper body, I'm leaner than him, but I still have a lot of face fat even then + my ass and legs, guys always touched my arse.
Girls too, facially I look incel, but I'm not all that incel yk. Omg remembering when I lowk creepshotted a few females in class.. I have one more thing I did during 9th grade that just confirms I'm a total piece of shit perv fuck, but wtv.
I dropped out the following school year in Oct 2023 when I had blackpill content flood my fyp, first time using TT as well.
I've engaged with it before that in late 20-22, as all of this is just a pill-coded self-improvement manosphere that's been around the internet. Started dooming in 21-22. I only picked up on social cues in 9th grade as well, lmao, my vision distorted how I lived day to day with no glasses until 9th. Shit eyesight. I was thought to be an autist amongst my classmates in middle school. Had a girl tell the teacher to relax on me he has autism, miss. I'm an aspie, not a complete autist !
I just went to check my weight, and I'm around 150 lbs, 5'7-5.7.5. Was 165ish when I made this account, and started at 240-250 at May. (Went to the doctor and measured me at 5'6, I prob just had bad posture at the time )
Also, I'm not going to the gym fuck that. I struggle enough getting up and even trying to consume media. I just LDAR all day. Maybe in 2026, tho. I want to go to community college after I get my highschool diploma.
All of this is just a waiting game, also it's recommended to just lose all that fat first before lifting weights, so I don't waste my newbie gains or sum shi by deficiting while trying to gain muscle. Idk, just another excuse to be a little anorexic bitch who sometimes goes on their walking pad from time to time.
I'd say upper body, I'm leaner than him, but I still have a lot of face fat even then + my ass and legs, guys always touched my arse.
Girls too, facially I look incel, but I'm not all that incel yk. Omg remembering when I lowk creepshotted a few females in class.. I have one more thing I did during 9th grade that just confirms I'm a total piece of shit perv fuck, but wtv.I dropped out the following school year in Oct 2023 when I had blackpill content flood my fyp, first time using TT as well.
I've engaged with it before that in late 20-22, as all of this is just a pill-coded self-improvement manosphere that's been around the internet. Started dooming in 21-22. I only picked up on social cues in 9th grade as well, lmao, my vision distorted how I lived day to day with no glasses until 9th. Shit eyesight. I was thought to be an autist amongst my classmates in middle school. Had a girl tell the teacher to relax on me he has autism, miss. I'm an aspie, not a complete autist !
I just went to check my weight, and I'm around 150 lbs, 5'7-5.7.5. Was 165ish when I made this account, and started at 240-250 at May. (Went to the doctor and measured me at 5'6
, I prob just had bad posture at the time )Also, I'm not going to the gym fuck that. I struggle enough getting up and even trying to consume media. I just LDAR all day. Maybe in 2026, tho. I want to go to community college after I get my highschool diploma.
All of this is just a waiting game, also it's recommended to just lose all that fat first before lifting weights, so I don't waste my newbie gains or sum shi by deficiting while trying to gain muscle. Idk, just another excuse to be a little anorexic bitch who sometimes goes on their walking pad from time to time.
