As i said i ruined my sleep routine so i will start here
I had big problem of setting my sleep for day time and after 3 weeks of living in darkness i kinda succed
I set my sleep that i woke up at 4am and i was going to sleep 14-16 so i was sleeping a lot and it is kinda ok bcs i have time to Play games looksmax go to Scholl and work out and most important have good sleep.
But i am planing to do little trip to bigger city bcs i am Urban climber and haven't climbed anything in 4 months so i wanted to slowly set myself to night mode.
And my normie biggest lowiq normies ive seen wanted to Play some Minecraft x100 and i thoud it would be fun bcs we really haven't player anything since months and i miss time when we were just playing like 3-5 Years ago.
So i agreed and IT was a mistake yeah it was fun but when it started to get really late for me 16-18 i was really tried i said im half awake and i am going to sleep.
They started raging at me bcs yeah i have my routine that was good for 2 weeks and i have time for everything and i get good sleep but i am crazy bcs i got sleep at 16 but bo going to sleep at 3 AM and being non-thinking zombie whole day is better bcs playing games is better than being healthy.
We argued for a bit and the smarter one screamed if you are so tired just go to sleep we will finish later so i said i AM and disconected.
I brushed my teeth and Jumper into bed and damm i am fucked its 21:04 RN and when i closed my eyes it was 19:10~ i can't fall asleap for a hour normaly it taked me 5-10 mins so in Rage knowing my routine is ruined i texted them, i can't sleep thx for ruining my routine, and dumber one texted fuck off never Play with US again we dont care.
IT Hurts bcs one i ruined my sleep and i will go thru all this pain of setting again which is hard to me and two that this guy that i know 10 Years just said something like this and i know he is not joking.
Our relation is slowly falling Apart bcs when he is going down i am trying to improve.
I grew up from playing games whole day whole life and he didnt i can't spend much time with them and him espiecially bcs everything he does is draging me down when i want to improve.
( i may did some typos i was writing this on phone in a rush)
I had big problem of setting my sleep for day time and after 3 weeks of living in darkness i kinda succed
I set my sleep that i woke up at 4am and i was going to sleep 14-16 so i was sleeping a lot and it is kinda ok bcs i have time to Play games looksmax go to Scholl and work out and most important have good sleep.
But i am planing to do little trip to bigger city bcs i am Urban climber and haven't climbed anything in 4 months so i wanted to slowly set myself to night mode.
And my normie biggest lowiq normies ive seen wanted to Play some Minecraft x100 and i thoud it would be fun bcs we really haven't player anything since months and i miss time when we were just playing like 3-5 Years ago.
So i agreed and IT was a mistake yeah it was fun but when it started to get really late for me 16-18 i was really tried i said im half awake and i am going to sleep.
They started raging at me bcs yeah i have my routine that was good for 2 weeks and i have time for everything and i get good sleep but i am crazy bcs i got sleep at 16 but bo going to sleep at 3 AM and being non-thinking zombie whole day is better bcs playing games is better than being healthy.
We argued for a bit and the smarter one screamed if you are so tired just go to sleep we will finish later so i said i AM and disconected.
I brushed my teeth and Jumper into bed and damm i am fucked its 21:04 RN and when i closed my eyes it was 19:10~ i can't fall asleap for a hour normaly it taked me 5-10 mins so in Rage knowing my routine is ruined i texted them, i can't sleep thx for ruining my routine, and dumber one texted fuck off never Play with US again we dont care.
IT Hurts bcs one i ruined my sleep and i will go thru all this pain of setting again which is hard to me and two that this guy that i know 10 Years just said something like this and i know he is not joking.
Our relation is slowly falling Apart bcs when he is going down i am trying to improve.
I grew up from playing games whole day whole life and he didnt i can't spend much time with them and him espiecially bcs everything he does is draging me down when i want to improve.
( i may did some typos i was writing this on phone in a rush)
