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THIS IS A LONG, BORING POST ABOUT MY TRYPTAMINES USAGE.
Im a acid junkie.
Ive done acid/mushrooms a lot over these past few years. it always makes me feel my best I will ever feel being the sad ltn that i am. each time i do it i always get that feeling of being scared or butterflies. and i always do it way too late into the night making me trip till 6 am. which isnt exactly good for me..
During my trips i always get moderate facial dysmorphia. because whenever i stare at myself i start to warble and become an uncanny nightmare. whenever i trip i usually get really happy (who coudlve guessed) but like,, lovingly. so being the little chud i am i go into discord servers everytime and start being joyous and i can never type correctly when im tripping so people just leave general cause im tripping. and i feel bad for ruining peoples like mojo but its also discord so i couldnt give less of a fuck. sometimes i hear noises when im tripping and that really scares me aswell.
I always wish when im tripping i can keep being like this forever and ever and just not stop being in this daze. When i first did acid it was on a crisp wednesday morning at 7:27 am. i was biking to school and i paused at this bridge taking out the tab from my bag in its little crunkled foil encasage. (mann i miss my plug he dont sell acid nm) i stick it under my tongue and after two hours it finally starts to kick in. during PE it was swim unit and i didnt bring my shorts to swim in so i had to sit in the benches watching everyone swim. I was listening to Santeria that entire. fucking. day. i did this thing where id be shimmying my feet then they would go like eerily still and then i would just stare and everything would start to become coloful and move and at one point i straight up was just looking at a canvas. One of my uncanny friends at the time started shitting on me for doing it and saying i was retarded but i was so elated i didnt care at all. I felt uncomfortable most of the trip because i felt really alone and quite sinister (rofl) because no one was tripsitting me. i felt like i was going to get caught super quickly but I never did. not any of my trips was i ever caught. except for mushrooms
I really hate mushrooms. My first and last experience with them were great until it became far too much. i think its what started my schizophrenic obsession with conspiracies. I started having these crazy thoughts that i was the center of everything and i could will anything to reality and that everything is an illusion. my room started melting. at this point by the way i had already gotten caught because i took these at like a bright and warm 2PM after school so i was fucked. Scariest shit ever gettng caught high on mushrooms.
I feel as though this post is far too long already. I might make a part 2 because this isnt really touching anything of my experience with tryptamines and my love for them.
