Parsival
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I’m tired of being at home, but going outside just means heat and people acting predictable. I used to ride my bike as far as I could just to get away, but I already reached that limit and there’s nothing left in repeating it. Basketball feels empty now too, just ego and repetition, and I’m bored of my own playstyle.
So I stay inside, and as a consequence of being stuck here, I spend most of my time thinking, analyzing, and going over things that haven’t happened yet. I had an escape before, I used to go see my girlfriend, but she died, so that’s gone. Now there are only a few days left before university, something that was supposed to mean more, but doesn’t. At this point, the only variable left is what I mentioned before. If GAVA breaks this monotony even slightly, I’ll value it.

So I stay inside, and as a consequence of being stuck here, I spend most of my time thinking, analyzing, and going over things that haven’t happened yet. I had an escape before, I used to go see my girlfriend, but she died, so that’s gone. Now there are only a few days left before university, something that was supposed to mean more, but doesn’t. At this point, the only variable left is what I mentioned before. If GAVA breaks this monotony even slightly, I’ll value it.

