yohan
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Lately I haven't been able to think straight, I might just be falling into depression once again and I feel so retarded for that. I have been riddled with the strange thoughts of just killing and I don't even know why. It seems that I've just been hating everyone and I cannot help but let anger take ahold of me and this is very surprising because from as far as I can remember I was always a fairly normal people so this is odd for me, I mean I cannot really say I am too normal. I like to think of myself as a normal guy but I do recall people only calling me strange and unnatural. Continuing on what is riddling are the ideas of murder, I cannot help but just sit and get so enraged at everyone facing me but I mean I really have no reason to be enraged at them so I just stay quiet because I know this is utterly pointless, hitherto in my life I have not wanted to do such things and I am so puzzled but I cannot stand normally the desire has just been clawing at me and I cannot do anything. Anything experience anything like that before?
