man tbh idk but I just need to write this somewhere. I'm genuinely the closest to suicide I've ever been. It really just hit me how ugly i am and im starting to think theres no escape. My dad left when i was around 5 and he was the only person (besides my grandad who died about 2 years ago) who i think i could say this too. But with everyday I start to realise that no matter what I do I'm destined to be a incel for the rest of my life. Everything I research just ends up being cope and i have no way to get peptides or any other drug that will actually help. I think it may be time to just give up on this. idk tho I just needed somewhere to vent and let this out because i don't trust anyone else and its starting to really effect me. Any help will be appreciated
ik how you feel check your plates and hop on roids some better looks will make you a lil bit happy
