Maddestparrot_123
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I spiraled last night remembering what happened to me 4 years ago, I don’t talk about it or bring it up ever and I think that’s why it gets me so emotional. I still remember running through the camp cabins asking the others for help to lock the doors and stuff while 2 other people chased me around before grabbing me and kissing me after I said no I was straight. I remember telling my family and all they could say was “I don’t think anyone would ever want to kiss you”
Lookism is so prevalent in humanity you can’t even escape it from your own family, my own family didn’t believe me when I talked about it. I never brought it up again.
Happened again earlier this year, I was just talking to a girl and one of my mates just grabbed me, turned my head and kissed me. They had a partner too.
I confided with my closest friend last night about it. They didn’t believe me either. All they could say were “as if that would happen”, something along those lines. It made me spiral.
No one will ever believe anything happening to you if you aren’t attractive, no one will ever believe you if you aren’t conventionally attractive, all you can do is ascend and forget.
Your looks will matter, to everyone no matter how close you are.
Lookism is so prevalent in humanity you can’t even escape it from your own family, my own family didn’t believe me when I talked about it. I never brought it up again.
Happened again earlier this year, I was just talking to a girl and one of my mates just grabbed me, turned my head and kissed me. They had a partner too.
I confided with my closest friend last night about it. They didn’t believe me either. All they could say were “as if that would happen”, something along those lines. It made me spiral.
No one will ever believe anything happening to you if you aren’t attractive, no one will ever believe you if you aren’t conventionally attractive, all you can do is ascend and forget.
Your looks will matter, to everyone no matter how close you are.

