Venting Questioning life and whether its worth it. (1 Viewer)

[Dimorphic]

So, I was in class about a week ago right as the bell to leave was about to ring. I remember one of the guys in class saying, "Oh girls name should date guys name." (it was worded differently)

Keep in mind, this girl is the definition of a 4.25 on a good day with a full face of makeup on recessed chin, overbite and a wide nose around 5'1. My friend is around a 4.25 to 4.5 PSL he’s not terrible, just a little overweight at 5'8" with a hawk nose nothing too bad.

But basically, she said he’s way too ugly for her and that she’d rather someone like Dillon (me). It was like a snide remark because I’m a little better than him but not that much better. She basically compared me to her, like I’m in the same league as her?

I’m really considering whether I should just give up and accept that it’s over, since I’ve probably taken multiple years off my life cycling steroids just to get compared in the same league. I’ve been thinking I should just accept that I’ll be lonely and try to be gay try to be with feminine looking guys but I just cant. I honestly just can’t feel attracted to dudes.

just looking for any reason to keep going with them as I've probably stunted my growth as i haven't seen any height growth in a long time.

 

[Scorpion]

So, I was in class about a week ago right as the bell to leave was about to ring. I remember one of the guys in class saying, "Oh girls name should date guys name." (it was worded differently)

Keep in mind, this girl is the definition of a 4.25 on a good day with a full face of makeup on recessed chin, overbite and a wide nose around 5'1. My friend is around a 4.25 to 4.5 PSL he’s not terrible, just a little overweight at 5'8" with a hawk nose nothing too bad.

But basically, she said he’s way too ugly for her and that she’d rather someone like Dillon (me). It was like a snide remark because I’m a little better than him but not that much better. She basically compared me to her, like I’m in the same league as her?

I’m really considering whether I should just give up and accept that it’s over, since I’ve probably taken multiple years off my life cycling steroids just to get compared in the same league. I’ve been thinking I should just accept that I’ll be lonely and try to be gay try to be with feminine looking guys but I just cant. I honestly just can’t feel attracted to dudes.

just looking for any reason to keep going with them as I've probably stunted my growth as i haven't seen any height growth in a long time.

Just fuck her nigga it ain’t that deep

 

[PrinceND]

So, I was in class about a week ago right as the bell to leave was about to ring. I remember one of the guys in class saying, "Oh girls name should date guys name." (it was worded differently)

Keep in mind, this girl is the definition of a 4.25 on a good day with a full face of makeup on recessed chin, overbite and a wide nose around 5'1. My friend is around a 4.25 to 4.5 PSL he’s not terrible, just a little overweight at 5'8" with a hawk nose nothing too bad.

But basically, she said he’s way too ugly for her and that she’d rather someone like Dillon (me). It was like a snide remark because I’m a little better than him but not that much better. She basically compared me to her, like I’m in the same league as her?

I’m really considering whether I should just give up and accept that it’s over, since I’ve probably taken multiple years off my life cycling steroids just to get compared in the same league. I’ve been thinking I should just accept that I’ll be lonely and try to be gay try to be with feminine looking guys but I just cant. I honestly just can’t feel attracted to dudes.

just looking for any reason to keep going with them as I've probably stunted my growth as i haven't seen any height growth in a long time.

Unless you were born good looking you wont stray too far from your league

 

[auk]

women are hypergamous, there isnt much hope for dating ur looksmatch, just fuck around with the ltbs

 

[Dimorphic]

Just fuck her nigga it ain’t that deep

No, bro I'm deadass been so paranoid recently i swear all my previous social anxiety came back i cant talk to people now i used to be able to put on a persona but now i just cant I've just been silent for the past almost week. i just truly think its over i couldn't touch women like that who is so rude man i used to get bullied from the same group of girls i just cant get a connection to any female at my school except one girl who was nice to me at my worst. i just know what its like and i know how much that would've affected him.

 

[Dimorphic]

women are hypergamous, there isnt much hope for dating ur looksmatch, just fuck around with the ltbs

i cant man, I've had a choice before but i just get like idk. i just cant talk to women as of recently its like my previous bullying i faced from them two years back is haunting me.

 

[Dimorphic]

Unless you were born good looking you wont stray too far from your league

idk man i think i might just have to give up. I've lost all my previous persona of confidence and social.

 

[PrinceND]

idk man i think i might just have to give up. I've lost all my previous persona of confidence and social.

We cant really give up, life is a game of survival. Those who aren't conventionally attractive have to survive better

 

[Dimorphic]

We cant really give up, life is a game of survival. Those who aren't conventionally attractive still have to survive

im surviving but i think ill give up the idea of reproducing unless i can shake the previous ostracization i experienced in my formative years

 

[Scorpion]

No, bro I'm deadass been so paranoid recently i swear all my previous social anxiety came back i cant talk to people now i used to be able to put on a persona but now i just cant I've just been silent for the past almost week. i just truly think its over i couldn't touch women like that who is so rude man i used to get bullied from the same group of girls i just cant get a connection to any female at my school except one girl who was nice to me at my worst. i just know what its like and i know how much that would've affected him.

U dont need a connection with her

Just fuck and dump

 

[Dimorphic]

U dont need a connection with her

Just fuck and dump

Wish it was that simple bro.

 

[Skanta]

So, I was in class about a week ago right as the bell to leave was about to ring. I remember one of the guys in class saying, "Oh girls name should date guys name." (it was worded differently)

Keep in mind, this girl is the definition of a 4.25 on a good day with a full face of makeup on recessed chin, overbite and a wide nose around 5'1. My friend is around a 4.25 to 4.5 PSL he’s not terrible, just a little overweight at 5'8" with a hawk nose nothing too bad.

But basically, she said he’s way too ugly for her and that she’d rather someone like Dillon (me). It was like a snide remark because I’m a little better than him but not that much better. She basically compared me to her, like I’m in the same league as her?

I’m really considering whether I should just give up and accept that it’s over, since I’ve probably taken multiple years off my life cycling steroids just to get compared in the same league. I’ve been thinking I should just accept that I’ll be lonely and try to be gay try to be with feminine looking guys but I just cant. I honestly just can’t feel attracted to dudes.

just looking for any reason to keep going with them as I've probably stunted my growth as i haven't seen any height growth in a long time.

Do you fr think that hoe knows her league ? looksmaxxing and stuff is really viral rn and its just boosting everybodys ego. just start with ltb or some fuck them and dip and work up. Ive seen a girl say that looksmaxxing is dumb ash couple months ago let it be 8 and now after its viral and every nga knows shes in a relationship with a guy that looks like fucking chico like not even glazin that nga and shes mtb at best with frauds. its not that deep they are gonna forget nothing ever happens

 

[vampirearchetype]

Wasnt there another use named dimorphic?
Who is this?