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I got hit in the face with a ball hard, my left upper lip and left lower was bruised and bleeding from my braces and feels like I have tmj, hopefully that goes away.
My biggest harmony falio is my downturned highly asymmetrical lips this made it worse. I was angry.
In the car ride home, I punched other parts of my lips until they were bruising and bleeding as well. This required lots of force to match what was caused. I did this to try and even out the asymmetry that was exaggerated from being hit in the face. If I was thinking clearly I would’ve waited till I got home and done it a little more precisely. But i don’t regret that too much. When I got home I was really agitated and wanted to take my anger out, so I wasn’t fun to talk to. I punched myself motivated by my anger but and for trying to even out my lips better. I think I was too impulsive, but honestly I feel my emotions are justified and I’m not operating on an ethical framework right now, just acting intuitionally.
Wether you view this as self hatred is up to you, idk what I think, I doubt I will think about it too much, but punching my lips really helped calm me down for now at least, unless I made it worse.
I was angry, it was a combination of things, I don’t know if this was the best outlet but it feels like it.
I have really bad duck lips now and I think it made my lips look more downturned, still feel it was worth it rn.
just venting ig
idk
My biggest harmony falio is my downturned highly asymmetrical lips this made it worse. I was angry.
In the car ride home, I punched other parts of my lips until they were bruising and bleeding as well. This required lots of force to match what was caused. I did this to try and even out the asymmetry that was exaggerated from being hit in the face. If I was thinking clearly I would’ve waited till I got home and done it a little more precisely. But i don’t regret that too much. When I got home I was really agitated and wanted to take my anger out, so I wasn’t fun to talk to. I punched myself motivated by my anger but and for trying to even out my lips better. I think I was too impulsive, but honestly I feel my emotions are justified and I’m not operating on an ethical framework right now, just acting intuitionally.
Wether you view this as self hatred is up to you, idk what I think, I doubt I will think about it too much, but punching my lips really helped calm me down for now at least, unless I made it worse.
I was angry, it was a combination of things, I don’t know if this was the best outlet but it feels like it.
I have really bad duck lips now and I think it made my lips look more downturned, still feel it was worth it rn.
just venting ig
idk
