Toxic Femininity Oxytocine addiction + First time raping (1 Viewer)

[Parsival]

This thread was originally going to be about my withdrawal symptoms from the lack of daily oxytocin, physical contact, and sex I used to have. And about this new girl I'm talking to who was literally a total "hoe", but after a few messages where she gave me reasons why she wasn't a hoe, and I refuted her claims, she blocked me a few minutes ago hahaha.

[UWSL]I'll probably get unlocked later, or I don't know.[/UWSL]

Since the last time I posted here, one of the main things I've noticed is how dependent I became on oxytocin/intimacy.

Ever since what happened with Anny, I started feeling this weird physiological absence in my day-to-day life. Not romantic sadness in the stereotypical sense, but more like my body noticing the lack of something it had gotten used to having constantly: physical contact, affection, intimacy, sexual activity, etc. I think all humans are dependent on those things to some extent. Eventually I noticed I was subconsciously trying to recreate that same state again as quickly as possible.
Which is how I ended up in another weird situation recently.
A girl from high school who used to like me "started" interacting with me again, [UWSL]We talked suggestively on WhatsApp [/UWSL]and somehow when I went to her house some days ago I immediately went toward physical contact. At first she didn't really want to, but eventually she let it happen. [UWSL]Then we were in bed, she didn't mind me being there with her, but when I started touching her inappropriately, she started to "get annoyed," which didn't really bother her, maybe she was just trying to play hard to get. After that, other things happened, and even though she resisted, I knew she wanted it.[/UWSL]

Every time women/relationships become relevant in my life something strange always ends up happening around it.
[UWSL]Bye again, I just wanted to let you know that I'm part of the TFR organization.[/UWSL]
[UWSL]university is going well[/UWSL]

 

[Amygdala]

wow parsival is back

 

[xtchud]

you shouldnt rape people

 

[Judenbänker]

dnr + tales + get a life nigga

 

[Amygdala]

you shouldnt rape people

its called natural selection boiiiii

 

[lewanay]

yo wtf

 

[xtchud]

its called natural selection boiiiii

not rlly, women are weaker and you cant rlly breed out women from the gene pool. I just dont think you should rape people, its an awful thing to do

 

[Amygdala]

not rlly, women are weaker and you cant rlly breed out women from the gene pool. I just dont think you should rape people, its an awful thing to do

dnr
obviously i dont go round raping people nigga

 

[Hyporoxin]

not rlly, women are weaker and you cant rlly breed out women from the gene pool. I just dont think you should rape people, its an awful thing to do

we should only rape for example @Hyporoxin

 

[Amygdala]

we should only rape for example @Hyporoxin

me first pls

 

[paracelsus]

we should only rape for example @Hyporoxin

guys we should all rape @paracelsus and @El ︎

 

[Parsival]

wow parsival is back

[UWSL]Yeah baby, I just wanted to share what I did, another experience I guess?[/UWSL]

dnr + tales + get a life nigga

Nigga wtf u mean, [UWSL]I left the forum because I had a life.[/UWSL]

not rlly, women are weaker and you cant rlly breed out women from the gene pool. I just dont think you should rape people, its an awful thing to do

[UWSL]I will not rape all women, only HTB or STACY. Anyway, [UWSL]I don't feel like it was completely rape[/UWSL] because she was hinting at it beforehand, and then she kept writing to me like, "You shouldn't have done that, we're just friends, blah blah blah," but before that she was sending me pictures in the shower, and after that she kept writing to me, I mean...[/UWSL]

[UWSL]BYE AGAIN[/UWSL]

 

[Hexum]

This thread was originally going to be about my withdrawal symptoms from the lack of daily oxytocin, physical contact, and sex I used to have. And about this new girl I'm talking to who was literally a total "hoe", but after a few messages where she gave me reasons why she wasn't a hoe, and I refuted her claims, she blocked me a few minutes ago hahaha.

[UWSL]I'll probably get unlocked later, or I don't know.[/UWSL]

Since the last time I posted here, one of the main things I've noticed is how dependent I became on oxytocin/intimacy.

Ever since what happened with Anny, I started feeling this weird physiological absence in my day-to-day life. Not romantic sadness in the stereotypical sense, but more like my body noticing the lack of something it had gotten used to having constantly: physical contact, affection, intimacy, sexual activity, etc. I think all humans are dependent on those things to some extent. Eventually I noticed I was subconsciously trying to recreate that same state again as quickly as possible.
Which is how I ended up in another weird situation recently.
A girl from high school who used to like me "started" interacting with me again, [UWSL]We talked suggestively on WhatsApp [/UWSL]and somehow when I went to her house some days ago I immediately went toward physical contact. At first she didn't really want to, but eventually she let it happen. [UWSL]Then we were in bed, she didn't mind me being there with her, but when I started touching her inappropriately, she started to "get annoyed," which didn't really bother her, maybe she was just trying to play hard to get. After that, other things happened, and even though she resisted, I knew she wanted it.[/UWSL]

Every time women/relationships become relevant in my life something strange always ends up happening around it.
[UWSL]Bye again, I just wanted to let you know that I'm part of the TFR organization.[/UWSL]
[UWSL]university is going well[/UWSL]

tall tales

 

[Hyporoxin]

hyporoxin is tired now, im going to sleep. bye guys love you all
-Hyporoxin

 

[Hexum]

hyporoxin is tired now, im going to sleep. bye guys love you all
-Hyporoxin first one to say gn gets 50 reps

good night

 

[xtchud]

[UWSL]Yeah baby, I just wanted to share what I did, another experience I guess?[/UWSL]

Nigga wtf u mean, [UWSL]I left the forum because I had a life.[/UWSL]

[UWSL]I will not rape all women, only HTB or STACY. Anyway, [UWSL]I don't feel like it was completely rape[/UWSL] because she was hinting at it beforehand, and then she kept writing to me like, "You shouldn't have done that, we're just friends, blah blah blah," but before that she was sending me pictures in the shower, and after that she kept writing to me, I mean...[/UWSL]

i mean idk the situation exactly ofc but the fact that youre saying youd rape some women is kind of evil. I think its easy for men to see ambiguous situations only from their pov, think about it from the girls pov, ive been on that side of it and its quite scary, men are rlly quite scary and its pretty easy to end up doing something you dont want to cause a man is pushing you

 

[Hyporoxin]

good night

i did say that? hm okay

 

[Hexum]

i did say that? hm okay

i hope you dream of cracking buns tn

 

[Judenbänker]

Nigga wtf u mean, [UWSL]I left the forum because I had a life.[/UWSL]

and came back because you dont have one
thus get a life you brown ass jeet

 

[Hexum]

and came back because you dont have one
thus get a life you brown ass jeet

no more

 

[Parsival]

and came back because you dont have one
thus get a life you brown ass jeet

[UWSL]So if I cut hair once, am I a barber?[/UWSL]
[UWSL]I'm not going to try hard to prove I have a life, I just have one, that's all. IF I CUT HAIR ONCE, DOES THAT MAKE ME A BARBER?[/UWSL]

 

[Judenbänker]

[UWSL]So if I cut hair once, am I a barber?[/UWSL]

unrelated analogy not even resembling this situation

 

[Hexum]

[UWSL]So if I cut hair once, am I a barber?[/UWSL]

 

[xtchud]

[UWSL]So if I cut hair once, am I a barber?[/UWSL]

if you rape once youre a rapist

 

[Judenbänker]

if you rape once youre a rapist

Not true

 

[xtchud]

Not true

are you fr

 

[Hexum]

Not true

 

[Judenbänker]

are you fr

I just dont like you

 

[xtchud]

I just dont like you

its mutual

 

[Judenbänker]

its mutual

Just that idgaf about your opinion

 

[Hexum]

but we cal all be friends

 

[xtchud]

Just that idgaf about your opinion

i hope you get raped then well see how you feel

 

[the wizard]

This thread was originally going to be about my withdrawal symptoms from the lack of daily oxytocin, physical contact, and sex I used to have. And about this new girl I'm talking to who was literally a total "hoe", but after a few messages where she gave me reasons why she wasn't a hoe, and I refuted her claims, she blocked me a few minutes ago hahaha.

[UWSL]I'll probably get unlocked later, or I don't know.[/UWSL]

Since the last time I posted here, one of the main things I've noticed is how dependent I became on oxytocin/intimacy.

Ever since what happened with Anny, I started feeling this weird physiological absence in my day-to-day life. Not romantic sadness in the stereotypical sense, but more like my body noticing the lack of something it had gotten used to having constantly: physical contact, affection, intimacy, sexual activity, etc. I think all humans are dependent on those things to some extent. Eventually I noticed I was subconsciously trying to recreate that same state again as quickly as possible.
Which is how I ended up in another weird situation recently.
A girl from high school who used to like me "started" interacting with me again, [UWSL]We talked suggestively on WhatsApp [/UWSL]and somehow when I went to her house some days ago I immediately went toward physical contact. At first she didn't really want to, but eventually she let it happen. [UWSL]Then we were in bed, she didn't mind me being there with her, but when I started touching her inappropriately, she started to "get annoyed," which didn't really bother her, maybe she was just trying to play hard to get. After that, other things happened, and even though she resisted, I knew she wanted it.[/UWSL]

Every time women/relationships become relevant in my life something strange always ends up happening around it.
[UWSL]Bye again, I just wanted to let you know that I'm part of the TFR organization.[/UWSL]
[UWSL]university is going well[/UWSL]

same, i blocked a bitch for just being annoying, every time there was an argument she would block me and temper add me 20 min later, i was tired of it. but i still miss getting head every hangout

 

[Judenbänker]

i hope you get raped then well see how you feel

dnr tranny
there is no raping me as I love every sexual interaction I could get

 

[the wizard]

dnr tranny
there is no raping me as I love every sexual interaction I could get

what a response

 

[xtchud]

dnr tranny
there is no raping me as I love every sexual interaction I could get

even with a man, r u gay?

 

[Judenbänker]

even with a man, r u gay?

 

[the wizard]

even with a man, r u gay?

ur worse than that dude

 

[xtchud]

ur worse than that dude

im open about the fact i like sleeping with men

 

[xtchud]

ur worse than that dude

also lowkey, gay is worse than tranny. at least trannies commit

 

[the wizard]

also lowkey, gay is worse than tranny. at least trannies commit

what??? ur retarded nigger

 

[the wizard]

im open about the fact i like sleeping with men

who even care if dudes like dudes, ur somewhere in between i don’t wanna hear shit

 

[xtchud]

what??? ur retarded nigger

nah think about it

 

[mirincristian]

guys we should all rape @paracelsus and @El ︎

nahh boii that’s YOU
ROFL

 

[Judenbänker]

also lowkey, gay is worse than tranny. at least trannies commit

gays are natty, troons are on asshole-tissue-fake-vagina gear

 

[mirincristian]

i mean idk the situation exactly ofc but the fact that youre saying youd rape some women is kind of evil. I think its easy for men to see ambiguous situations only from their pov, think about it from the girls pov, ive been on that side of it and its quite scary, men are rlly quite scary and its pretty easy to end up doing something you dont want to cause a man is pushing you

nobody was pushing her to write afterwards or to send him photos

 

[xtchud]

gays are natty, troons are on asshole-tissue-fake-vagina gear

thats not how they make the vagina and even if it was, gays fuck asshole tissue anyway

 

[xtchud]

nobody was pushing her to write afterwards or to send him photos

sure, i said i cant speak properly for that scenario but hes saying he likes to rape or whatver, also im gonan be honest i havent slept in like 35 hours so theres a high liklihood everything im saying is nonsense

 

[Judenbänker]

thats not how they make the vagina and even if it was,

Yes it is lol (colovaginoplasty)

gays fuck asshole tissue anyway

Yeah but that can close and doesnt reek of shit all the time

 

[mirincristian]

sure, i said i cant speak properly for that scenario but hes saying he likes to rape or whatver, also im gonan be honest i havent slept in like 35 hours so theres a high liklihood everything im saying is nonsense

no worries g
goodnight

- wholesome @mirincristian