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I FUCKING HATE MYSELF AND PEOPLE !!! I'm so mad at myself cause I don't know why I feel bad and people around me are too stupid to see I'm struggling to just LIVING MY LIFE or they just don't give a fuck. I especially hate my family, I hope they die slowly and in pain, they literally RUINED my mental health when I was a kid, they were fucking alcoholics and abusers, they used to beat me and my big bro for litteraly nothing (my dad was the worst), now they try to manipulate us by saying they're sorry and that it was not "that bad". Even my "friends" don't give a fuck about me, nobody does, I feel like I'm completely invisible to EVERYONE and EVERYTHING, now I understand ER and others people who did similar things. IT'S OVER !!!!!!

