[Jaro]

Ever since I can remember I felt empty and sad not only because Ive been called ugly and short on multiple occasions as a fucking child but it was just my default setting. When 2023 rolled around and looksmaxing was trending i joined org (I know I am a greycel) which by time made me spiral into even deeper depression at 13 i got addicted to nicotine and alcohol. Eventually I smoked some fuckass gas station weed which sent me into psychosis for the past year or so and gave me DPDR then I started taking some prescription pain killers and tried to kill my self on them at one point. Ive managed to quit the pain killers and alcohol recently my parents found out about my nic addiction grounded me and made me quit cold turkey, however I still feel like shit because I hate my body and my face never had a girlfriend still have sever mental issues and dont feel like I have any real friends I just want to ldar for the rest of eternity and not do anything.

 

[jhnvl_]

don’t give up man

 

[kanyewestlover66]

ive always hated how i look bhai, only thing that keeps me going is GPA maxing and dopamine farming school/grades. Do you gymmax? If you start going just take PEDs and get huge and it will give u smth to focus on and goals for you to set, also i made a few friends at me gym and we text each other when were going and we lift together, you could probably make some gym friends and turn it into an actual friendship where u hangout outside gym. (only reason i dont is bc theyre all retarded Russian kids)

 

[dyrae]

holy cope

ive always hated how i look bhai, only thing that keeps me going is GPA maxing and dopamine farming school/grades. Do you gymmax? If you start going just take PEDs and get huge and it will give u smth to focus on and goals for you to set, also i made a few friends at me gym and we text each other when were going and we lift together, you could probably make some gym friends and turn it into an actual friendship where u hangout outside gym. (only reason i dont is bc theyre all retarded Russian kids)

 

[jhnvl_]

holy cope

Only thing you can do is cope

 

[kanyewestlover66]

Only thing you can do is cope

literally bhai, our existence is pain and suffering and making superficial friends at the gym and cracking ltbs is the only way to make it feel slightly meaningful so i dont fucking kill myself. life is cope, always cope, never suicide


COPE IS LAW

 

[Jaro]

ive always hated how i look bhai, only thing that keeps me going is GPA maxing and dopamine farming school/grades. Do you gymmax? If you start going just take PEDs and get huge and it will give u smth to focus on and goals for you to set, also i made a few friends at me gym and we text each other when were going and we lift together, you could probably make some gym friends and turn it into an actual friendship where u hangout outside gym. (only reason i dont is bc theyre all retarded Russian kids)

Yeah I go to the gym sometimes but I dont wanna take roids at my age because im scared ill stunt my growth and hgh is kinda expensive but i might get it

 

[kanyewestlover66]

Yeah I go to the gym sometimes but I dont wanna take roids at my age because im scared ill stunt my growth and hgh is kinda expensive but i might get it

Take Mk677 I did and it was fire I saw rly good results or take CJC no dac cuz its better for hgh production, bro any growth hormone increasing substance wont stunt ur growth itll only make u grow more

 

[gaylarpmaster]

Ever since I can remember I felt empty and sad not only because Ive been called ugly and short on multiple occasions as a fucking child but it was just my default setting. When 2023 rolled around and looksmaxing was trending i joined org (I know I am a greycel) which by time made me spiral into even deeper depression at 13 i got addicted to nicotine and alcohol. Eventually I smoked some fuckass gas station weed which sent me into psychosis for the past year or so and gave me DPDR then I started taking some prescription pain killers and tried to kill my self on them at one point. Ive managed to quit the pain killers and alcohol recently my parents found out about my nic addiction grounded me and made me quit cold turkey, however I still feel like shit because I hate my body and my face never had a girlfriend still have sever mental issues and dont feel like I have any real friends I just want to ldar for the rest of eternity and not do anything.

it alr man life happens its best to just drink some monster and chill outside at night when its cold and your alone its nice