[lowinhibmanlet]

i had a rlly fucking terrible upbringing health wise
i love my parents but they fed me the cheapest, least nutritious shit, somehow im not recessed thank God but this genuinely ruined me
i was 200 at 5'8 and lost 60 lbs half dieting half reta (being honest)
and built muscle

i thought i just needed to get leaner after already getting lean enough to see chest + shoulder striations. and veins on every part of my body
but losing another 8 lbs through starvemaxxing (with 90 mg vyvanse and 5mg reta) i genuinely realised i will never have decent abs
this is due to loose skin, i can grab it and pull it out 4+ inches all around my midsection

i hate this shit, its all ive wanted for years and after working so hard to get here and genuinely going fucking insane trying to lose this weight and undo all the damage that has been done to my health and body, i realize i wont ever look good

i also have good hollows but the most hideous nasolabial folds youve ever fucking seen due to extra skin and losing weight

my friends all say i look great and everyone points out i lost weight even ngas at the gym say im lean asf but thats bc i wear a wife beater everywhere which shows the lean looking parts of my body and hides my midsection

maybe one day ill be able to afford skin removal
and scoliosis correction, facelift, LL, infraorbital implants. autoplasty, and canthoplasty

 

[abirzore]

how parents feel handing their children frozen pizzas daily

 

[jkxz]

getting fed the least nutritious shit is so real man

 

[Jaro]

Pin hgh and ghkcu trust

 

[lowinhibmanlet]

Pin hgh and ghkcu trust

alr on ghk, but yea i think hgh will help with skin turnover and hopefully tighten it
i did just lose weight and ive seen some ppl say if u lose weight right after ur skin will be loose then after a year it will look a lot better so thats some good hopefuel