Literally cried myself to sleep last night (positive) (2 Viewers)

[Asperger]

1 and a half years ago when i got into a new school people saw me and their smile faded. Every fucking time i stepped through the door the class looked at me and i felt the positivity leave the room. I never had any friends in that class except for one girl who became my best friend. She still bullied me for beeing ugly and i am glad i fucking listened to her. I didnt fix much except health indicators (through diet obv), gymcelling and some tan and hair maxxing. I tried to kms and blablabla dnr dnr i can see it coming but still:
Now i look way better than i did, not underdeveloped anymore, taller n shit. And i got into a new school like 4 months ago. Now people treat me so much better. My friends are happier with me, girls talk to me, one girl i crushed on since the beginning walks to school and home from school with me and we always joke around. I thought back to all last night and i cried. Looks can do so much? Its not that bad anymore that i am a fucking autist? All of a sudden autism is cute and funny? People say hello when you go into the waiting room etc. Whatever moral of the story (which most of yall already have in your mind) please dont waste any time. If you are 12 or 17 reading ts start researching rn your life will become SO much better. Water post but js needed to get some of my heart since i dont wanna vent to rl people. Have a nice fucking day niggas!

 

[Endo]

1 and a half years ago when i got into a new school people saw me and their smile faded. Every fucking time i stepped through the door the class looked at me and i felt the positivity leave the room. I never had any friends in that class except for one girl who became my best friend. She still bullied me for beeing ugly and i am glad i fucking listened to her. I didnt fix much except health indicators (through diet obv), gymcelling and some tan and hair maxxing. I tried to kms and blablabla dnr dnr i can see it coming but still:
Now i look way better than i did, not underdeveloped anymore, taller n shit. And i got into a new school like 4 months ago. Now people treat me so much better. My friends are happier with me, girls talk to me, one girl i crushed on since the beginning walks to school and home from school with me and we always joke around. I thought back to all last night and i cried. Looks can do so much? Its not that bad anymore that i am a fucking autist? All of a sudden autism is cute and funny? People say hello when you go into the waiting room etc. Whatever moral of the story (which most of yall already have in your mind) please dont waste any time. If you are 12 or 17 reading ts start researching rn your life will become SO much better. Water post but js needed to get some of my heart since i dont wanna vent to rl people. Have a nice fucking day niggas!

I walked into the classroom and everyone screamed ugly and beat me up ahh guy

 

[Asperger]

I walked into the classroom and everyone screamed ugly and beat me up ahh guy

i got beat up once but that didnt correlate with my looks at all

 

[Salt_muncher]

1 and a half years ago when i got into a new school people saw me and their smile faded. Every fucking time i stepped through the door the class looked at me and i felt the positivity leave the room. I never had any friends in that class except for one girl who became my best friend. She still bullied me for beeing ugly and i am glad i fucking listened to her. I didnt fix much except health indicators (through diet obv), gymcelling and some tan and hair maxxing. I tried to kms and blablabla dnr dnr i can see it coming but still:
Now i look way better than i did, not underdeveloped anymore, taller n shit. And i got into a new school like 4 months ago. Now people treat me so much better. My friends are happier with me, girls talk to me, one girl i crushed on since the beginning walks to school and home from school with me and we always joke around. I thought back to all last night and i cried. Looks can do so much? Its not that bad anymore that i am a fucking autist? All of a sudden autism is cute and funny? People say hello when you go into the waiting room etc. Whatever moral of the story (which most of yall already have in your mind) please dont waste any time. If you are 12 or 17 reading ts start researching rn your life will become SO much better. Water post but js needed to get some of my heart since i dont wanna vent to rl people. Have a nice fucking day niggas!

Your the lucky few who mange to escape being sub 5 for 90% it’s over unless you get a crazy amount of money and drop 200k+

 

[Z1gler7]

1 and a half years ago when i got into a new school people saw me and their smile faded. Every fucking time i stepped through the door the class looked at me and i felt the positivity leave the room. I never had any friends in that class except for one girl who became my best friend. She still bullied me for beeing ugly and i am glad i fucking listened to her. I didnt fix much except health indicators (through diet obv), gymcelling and some tan and hair maxxing. I tried to kms and blablabla dnr dnr i can see it coming but still:
Now i look way better than i did, not underdeveloped anymore, taller n shit. And i got into a new school like 4 months ago. Now people treat me so much better. My friends are happier with me, girls talk to me, one girl i crushed on since the beginning walks to school and home from school with me and we always joke around. I thought back to all last night and i cried. Looks can do so much? Its not that bad anymore that i am a fucking autist? All of a sudden autism is cute and funny? People say hello when you go into the waiting room etc. Whatever moral of the story (which most of yall already have in your mind) please dont waste any time. If you are 12 or 17 reading ts start researching rn your life will become SO much better. Water post but js needed to get some of my heart since i dont wanna vent to rl people. Have a nice fucking day niggas!

dnr after the first two sentences but sounds nice bro