Was sitting in history on Friday, and I had to sit by some dude. It's two tables pushed together to create 4 seats.
He sat so far away from me on that table, he was practically conjoined with the white girl sitting next to him. I was so confused as to why I seemed so repelling.
Since theres many rows in front and behind, we had to put our books in a pile and pass it forward. He gathered his books and the two white kids' books and passed it forward. He left mine out, so I just had to pass it forward on my own. Why? Why do people have to be like this?
Then, today, I stumbled across his tik tok and his reposts are filled with save Europe edits, and European battles from the past. I realised why I was so repelling--it's because I'm ethnic.
I was an idiot for not piecing this together in the moment.
I have to sit by this fucker for gosh knows how long. Maybe if your cumskin leaders hadn't paired up with Jews, my home country wouldn't be in rubble right now. Then I wouldn't be in your distasteful, retarded country. I would have never even touched the tainted soil of Europe had my country not been outnumbered and weakened.
It makes me feel disgusting almost. Like it's my fault I'm not white. People are fucking cruel and don't realise just how much they affect others. It's going to be a humiliation ritual when I have history for 2 hours on Monday, and have to sit by his dumbass for 2 hours.
This is what life is all about though