i hate my self soooo much wish i was born average looking, like what do you mean people ignore me don't even look at me bc im too ugly when i try to talk to them they try to end the conversation asap, as it even ever started? when did i lost myslef? i just can't enjoy life idk how people do , but for me its impossible, im super self conscious cause i think about how i walk , smile, "squint" , jutt, hair also how i breathe , cause it annoys me when people around me breath heavily. And i will never find a girlfriend and of course never reproduce even tho i really wanted to , it would've been nice to raise kids and live a happy life, hate my life its just stress , and things to do, nobody has ever been nice to me, people are only nice to good looking guys/girls, even if they don't deserve it. that's it if someone wants to give me any advice please do i wanna live a decently regular life without stressing every second.
ps: don't even bother to write "kys" i have got that already a lot