My videos get deleted with a warning about it being "low effort" or "junk" on some of these forums so maybe I'll just write out my thoughts instead.
I wanted to talk about being bluepilled, all the time people I know will single me out and make comments about how I'm "good looking", and just for comparison 90% of my friends and family and people I associate with IRL look like absolute shit, so maybe I'm "good looking" compared to what they think is a normal appearance, this is not a rant about incel life because I dont consider myself an incel, I'm just a guy who got really fat and ugly and haven't had sex in almost 15 years.
Luckily I'm on the list for government housing (as every NEET should be) and will be moving far away from my friends and family and hopefully having a fresh start where nobody really knows me, living with my sister makes it difficult to lose weight and get in shape because theres always junk food lying around and I eat it sometimes.
People I know will make comments offhandedly about how I'm "good looking" and I always want to snap at them because I know I'm not, if you're given the choice to eat a rotten apple or eat a piece of dogshit everyone will choose to eat the rotten apple, that doesn't mean the rotten apple is an appealing choice. I want to distance myself from everyone I know and live alone so I can focus on self improvement, being in the presence of people who have shit lifestyles and make poor food choices make me do the same.
I don't consider smoking to be on my list of things to change, I smoke 2 packs a day and I enjoy it way too much to quit, smoking has not affected me as aversely as I was made to believe it would, I don't expect to run marathons so smoking is fine and it may help with weight loss.
I wanted to talk about being bluepilled, all the time people I know will single me out and make comments about how I'm "good looking", and just for comparison 90% of my friends and family and people I associate with IRL look like absolute shit, so maybe I'm "good looking" compared to what they think is a normal appearance, this is not a rant about incel life because I dont consider myself an incel, I'm just a guy who got really fat and ugly and haven't had sex in almost 15 years.
Luckily I'm on the list for government housing (as every NEET should be) and will be moving far away from my friends and family and hopefully having a fresh start where nobody really knows me, living with my sister makes it difficult to lose weight and get in shape because theres always junk food lying around and I eat it sometimes.
People I know will make comments offhandedly about how I'm "good looking" and I always want to snap at them because I know I'm not, if you're given the choice to eat a rotten apple or eat a piece of dogshit everyone will choose to eat the rotten apple, that doesn't mean the rotten apple is an appealing choice. I want to distance myself from everyone I know and live alone so I can focus on self improvement, being in the presence of people who have shit lifestyles and make poor food choices make me do the same.
I don't consider smoking to be on my list of things to change, I smoke 2 packs a day and I enjoy it way too much to quit, smoking has not affected me as aversely as I was made to believe it would, I don't expect to run marathons so smoking is fine and it may help with weight loss.
