slogxER
Ropefueler
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It’s 1am, and I just can’t get out of my head that my friend was calling me ugly multiple times and laughing about it as a joke, as a minor thing. When I got home, I Genuenly tried to search anything, I’ll just focus everything on looks. Been hard mewing for the past couple of hours. But now after thinking I realized it might Genuenly be over, there’s no hope. I can’t feel myself as human. So the best thing is rope cus ik that if my life doesn’t get better till my 25. I’ll rope so why not save all this pain and do it. Or wait till I’m 18(next year) and buy needles and more. But rope is the most realistic and better option I have rn. Can yall give me some motivation and advice to rope?
living as an ethnic too. And hope that Christ would let me in his kingdom 






