Ngl those mommy audios fucked me up
Genuinely felt so comfortable listening to those shits and I developed this want for a childhood friend love story but as you know it's obviously too late so
I'm just still holding on hope but idk what to exactly I have this one girl I talk to that is a friend of mine and she's really cool but there are downsides and upsides of course to her and I just want to stay pute for her but she's giving me mixed signals whether or not she likes me like that so im just stuck staying celibate ig. I don't really care tho I have a relatively low libido most of the time so sex isn't really something I seek out nor is masturbation