megamaxxer
Future is not looking good for them
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After high school the blackpill hit even harder. I graduated as a 5'9" balding recessed-chin virgin with zero social proof. Tried college for a bit but dropped out cause being around all those young tight stacies walking around in yoga pants while knowing they'd never even look at a subhuman like me made me wanna rope. Started wagecucking in some dead-end IT job, sitting in a dark room all day staring at code, making just enough to pay rent and buy copes (gym membership, minoxidil, tretinoin, protein powder, you name it).
Now? 27 years old, still 5'9" (maybe 5'10" with good posture on a lucky day), still balding ( Norwood 3-4 at this point, shaved it all off last year cause fuck it), still skinnyfat even after years of lifting because my frame is dogshit and T levels are probably in the gutter. Live alone in a small apartment, no friends, no social life. Most days it's wake up, jerk off to porn (usually BBC or cuckold shit cause I'm a masochist at this point), go to work, come home, doomscroll looksmax and *********, lift in my shitty home gym, eat, edge some more, sleep. Rinse and repeat.
Romance history?
Closest I ever got was one time in college a fat chick gave me her number after I helped her with some assignment. Texted for a week, then she ghosted when she realized I wasn't gonna simp for her onlyfans or whatever. Another time a girl at work smiled at me twice… turned out she was just being polite and had a boyfriend. That's it. That's my "experience".
Coping? Lmao what coping.I tried the gymcel route hard — been lifting 5-6 days a week for 4 years. Got a bit stronger but still look like a tall midget with clothes on. Mewing? Been mewing since 2021, still recessed as fuck. Looksmaxxing stack? Spent thousands on skincare, hair treatments, even considered surgery but I'm too poor and scared of botching. Porn addiction is my main "girlfriend" at this point. Sometimes I go on 2-3 week nofap streaks thinking it'll raise my T and give me confidence… then I break and binge even harder while hating myself.
Now? 27 years old, still 5'9" (maybe 5'10" with good posture on a lucky day), still balding ( Norwood 3-4 at this point, shaved it all off last year cause fuck it), still skinnyfat even after years of lifting because my frame is dogshit and T levels are probably in the gutter. Live alone in a small apartment, no friends, no social life. Most days it's wake up, jerk off to porn (usually BBC or cuckold shit cause I'm a masochist at this point), go to work, come home, doomscroll looksmax and *********, lift in my shitty home gym, eat, edge some more, sleep. Rinse and repeat.
Romance history?
- Never had a girlfriend. Not even close.
- Never kissed a girl.
- Never had sex.
- Still 100% KHHV (kissless, hugless, handholdless virgin).
Closest I ever got was one time in college a fat chick gave me her number after I helped her with some assignment. Texted for a week, then she ghosted when she realized I wasn't gonna simp for her onlyfans or whatever. Another time a girl at work smiled at me twice… turned out she was just being polite and had a boyfriend. That's it. That's my "experience".
Coping? Lmao what coping.I tried the gymcel route hard — been lifting 5-6 days a week for 4 years. Got a bit stronger but still look like a tall midget with clothes on. Mewing? Been mewing since 2021, still recessed as fuck. Looksmaxxing stack? Spent thousands on skincare, hair treatments, even considered surgery but I'm too poor and scared of botching. Porn addiction is my main "girlfriend" at this point. Sometimes I go on 2-3 week nofap streaks thinking it'll raise my T and give me confidence… then I break and binge even harder while hating myself.
