Venting Im unloveble (1 Viewer)

[sensitive sapphire]

Everybody keeps leaving me i havent been able to keep a relationship since the day i was born. even my own parents dont like me, sure they love me but they never liked me as a person and i feel the same about them. everytime i try, i try to be the perfect friend, try to be whatever they want from and its never enough they'll just keep fucking leaving me and lately i came to the canculison that its just me, Im unloveble. I really wish i had dissociative Identity so i could hallucinate myself and talk to him 24/7.

 

[hippocamp]

even my own parents dont like me, sure they love me but they never liked me as a person and i feel the same about them

That's the kinda unexplainable feeling Ive been feeling since a long time, i never truly could write it in words, you did it for me

Like you know they care cuz you're their son but they hate the way you turned it to be or grew up to be and have that constant look of disappointed, my dad even once said "I wish you never grew up" jfl

My dad kinda blames it on himself that he failed as a parent when some shit happened last year, i didn't know how to even respond I just stood their and listened,

idk if he'll ever be proud of me

 

[mod]

damn no words, just know we're here

 

[Razi]

Holy relatable

 

[4pfl]

Everybody keeps leaving me i havent been able to keep a relationship since the day i was born. even my own parents dont like me, sure they love me but they never liked me as a person and i feel the same about them. everytime i try, i try to be the perfect friend, try to be whatever they want from and its never enough they'll just keep fucking leaving me and lately i came to the canculison that its just me, Im unloveble. I really wish i had dissociative Identity so i could hallucinate myself and talk to him 24/7.

relatable

i hope it gets better for all of us

 

[i_blame_oxytocin]

just know that we all care greatly for you

 

[jousefrzu]

Everybody keeps leaving me i havent been able to keep a relationship since the day i was born. even my own parents dont like me, sure they love me but they never liked me as a person and i feel the same about them. everytime i try, i try to be the perfect friend, try to be whatever they want from and its never enough they'll just keep fucking leaving me and lately i came to the canculison that its just me, Im unloveble. I really wish i had dissociative Identity so i could hallucinate myself and talk to him 24/7.

Im sorry always here to talk man

 

[hippocamp]