I’m starting to feel weird again (1 Viewer)

[Parsival]

I’m starting to feel weird again, and I don’t know what to do this time. The last time I felt like this, I got into a relationship and it helped for a while—not because of love, but because it gave me distraction and something new. But now it’s not enough. Even the experiences I’ve been talking about don’t really change anything; deep down they’re not that important, I just try to give them meaning to escape this feeling, and it still doesn’t go away. I’ve already “ascended”—I became what I wanted to be back in 2nd preparatory, and I even ended up getting the chance to see GAVA again—and I still feel the same. Even pushing myself to extremes doesn’t fix it, and it’s not about my environment either because it follows me everywhere. Now I’m realizing this has happened multiple times; every time I feel like this, I look for something new to focus on, it works for a while, and then I’m back here again. I’m not even sad—because if I were, at least I’d be grateful.

Oh, and btw, I did figure out the university situation—I’m going to study civil engineering.

 

[Griffith]

I’m starting to feel miserable again, and I don’t know what to do this time. The last time I felt like this, I got into a relationship and it helped for a while—not because of love, but because it gave me distraction and something new. But now it’s not enough. Even the experiences I’ve been talking about don’t really change anything; deep down they’re not that important, I just try to give them meaning to escape this feeling, and it still doesn’t go away. I’ve already “ascended”—I became what I wanted to be back in 2nd preparatory, and I even ended up getting the chance to see GAVA again—and I still feel the same. Even pushing myself to extremes doesn’t fix it, and it’s not about my environment either because it follows me everywhere. Now I’m realizing this has happened multiple times; every time I feel like this, I look for something new to focus on, it works for a while, and then I’m back here again. I’m not even sad—because if I were, at least I’d be grateful.

dnr, hope you get better tho

 

[FemboyLover]

I’m starting to feel weird again, and I don’t know what to do this time.

Just larp and goon, works best if you do both simultaneously

 

[4psl]

Smoke weed to stay chillin

 

[Griffith]

Smoke weed to stay chillin

 

[Parsival]

Smoke weed to stay chillin

I actually have some