Venting Im gonna go live in my local subway basement (vent) (1 Viewer)

[hoodsickle]

Im so fucking tired of my home situation, yeah its not that bad and some people have it worse but Im still enraged.
I'll start off by saying its me, Little brother, little sister, mum. A few years ago I got kicked out of my room because my sister needed a "play room" to put all her toys, ive been shoved into the corner of the living room, its separated by dividers but that doesnt change how i have no privacy and no relief from everyone else in the house. All day my pathetic excuse of a brother sits in his ass playing fortnite, eating and cumming. My sister does nothing but scream all day and my failure of a mother doesnt do shit; it doesnt help how shes a delusional idiot, spending all her time doing volunteer work and working for organisations which do jack shit. She has multiple meetings per week and is allergic to wearing headphones. She's also a pathetic slut always going to parties and bringing guys from her roster to drink and eat while its 1 am and im trying to sleep while I have to get up at 5.
There is no food in the entire house, mum goes grocery shopping once every 2 weeks and buys 98% garbage and 2% food which i would eat such as some meat and fish and fruits. After 2 days I have nothing to eat that has any nutritional value while they are all eating fucking chicken nuggets and noodle soup.
My existence is disregarded and im by far the least important to her.
I dont get birthdays, Christmas and my mum fucking steals my money.
She is a horrible human being, extremely toxic mindset and personality.
And amidst all of this is havent had a father for 12 years. Ive tried to avoid being at home, going out in the morning and coming home to sleep, to no avail. I try to be in bed at 11; my room is right in the middle of the house, I hear my brother screaming and clacking his controller, I hear my stupid sister playing and screaming, I hear my mum in the kitchen making as much noise as physically possible and then its my fault that im tired all the time and its my fault I dont want to get up for school.

I might just become a mercenary and pilgrimage peoples houses to make a living while I sleep in a field of grass like a cool medieval ruffian

 

[hippocamp]

No way hoodsickle lore, lemme read rq

 

[hippocamp]

Damn, didn't expect it was that bad for you man, shits rough.....

probably just plan on getting out of this shit hole as soon as it's practically possible for you, you gotta fix your life yourself cuz no one's gonna magically change things, you got this bhai

 

[Parsival]

Yeah, your situation sucks, bro. I know people in a similar situation who were lucky enough to have a friend with family who doesn't mind them hanging around their house occasionally. If you make the decision you want to make, it's a bit extreme. I hope the best

 

[humble_brit_volcel]

Im so fucking tired of my home situation, yeah its not that bad and some people have it worse but Im still enraged.
I'll start off by saying its me, Little brother, little sister, mum. A few years ago I got kicked out of my room because my sister needed a "play room" to put all her toys, ive been shoved into the corner of the living room, its separated by dividers but that doesnt change how i have no privacy and no relief from everyone else in the house. All day my pathetic excuse of a brother sits in his ass playing fortnite, eating and cumming. My sister does nothing but scream all day and my failure of a mother doesnt do shit; it doesnt help how shes a delusional idiot, spending all her time doing volunteer work and working for organisations which do jack shit. She has multiple meetings per week and is allergic to wearing headphones. She's also a pathetic slut always going to parties and bringing guys from her roster to drink and eat while its 1 am and im trying to sleep while I have to get up at 5.
There is no food in the entire house, mum goes grocery shopping once every 2 weeks and buys 98% garbage and 2% food which i would eat such as some meat and fish and fruits. After 2 days I have nothing to eat that has any nutritional value while they are all eating fucking chicken nuggets and noodle soup.
My existence is disregarded and im by far the least important to her.
I dont get birthdays, Christmas and my mum fucking steals my money.
She is a horrible human being, extremely toxic mindset and personality.
And amidst all of this is havent had a father for 12 years. Ive tried to avoid being at home, going out in the morning and coming home to sleep, to no avail. I try to be in bed at 11; my room is right in the middle of the house, I hear my brother screaming and clacking his controller, I hear my stupid sister playing and screaming, I hear my mum in the kitchen making as much noise as physically possible and then its my fault that im tired all the time and its my fault I dont want to get up for school.

I might just become a mercenary and pilgrimage peoples houses to make a living while I sleep in a field of grass like a cool medieval ruffian

hope shit gets better for you hoodsickle

 

[fent]

Im so fucking tired of my home situation, yeah its not that bad and some people have it worse but Im still enraged.
I'll start off by saying its me, Little brother, little sister, mum. A few years ago I got kicked out of my room because my sister needed a "play room" to put all her toys, ive been shoved into the corner of the living room, its separated by dividers but that doesnt change how i have no privacy and no relief from everyone else in the house. All day my pathetic excuse of a brother sits in his ass playing fortnite, eating and cumming. My sister does nothing but scream all day and my failure of a mother doesnt do shit; it doesnt help how shes a delusional idiot, spending all her time doing volunteer work and working for organisations which do jack shit. She has multiple meetings per week and is allergic to wearing headphones. She's also a pathetic slut always going to parties and bringing guys from her roster to drink and eat while its 1 am and im trying to sleep while I have to get up at 5.
There is no food in the entire house, mum goes grocery shopping once every 2 weeks and buys 98% garbage and 2% food which i would eat such as some meat and fish and fruits. After 2 days I have nothing to eat that has any nutritional value while they are all eating fucking chicken nuggets and noodle soup.
My existence is disregarded and im by far the least important to her.
I dont get birthdays, Christmas and my mum fucking steals my money.
She is a horrible human being, extremely toxic mindset and personality.
And amidst all of this is havent had a father for 12 years. Ive tried to avoid being at home, going out in the morning and coming home to sleep, to no avail. I try to be in bed at 11; my room is right in the middle of the house, I hear my brother screaming and clacking his controller, I hear my stupid sister playing and screaming, I hear my mum in the kitchen making as much noise as physically possible and then its my fault that im tired all the time and its my fault I dont want to get up for school.

I might just become a mercenary and pilgrimage peoples houses to make a living while I sleep in a field of grass like a cool medieval ruffian

Holy fuck, kill her.

Seriously sorry to hear that, try cps? Surley this is neglect

 

[4pfl]

Im so fucking tired of my home situation, yeah its not that bad and some people have it worse but Im still enraged.
I'll start off by saying its me, Little brother, little sister, mum. A few years ago I got kicked out of my room because my sister needed a "play room" to put all her toys, ive been shoved into the corner of the living room, its separated by dividers but that doesnt change how i have no privacy and no relief from everyone else in the house. All day my pathetic excuse of a brother sits in his ass playing fortnite, eating and cumming. My sister does nothing but scream all day and my failure of a mother doesnt do shit; it doesnt help how shes a delusional idiot, spending all her time doing volunteer work and working for organisations which do jack shit. She has multiple meetings per week and is allergic to wearing headphones. She's also a pathetic slut always going to parties and bringing guys from her roster to drink and eat while its 1 am and im trying to sleep while I have to get up at 5.
There is no food in the entire house, mum goes grocery shopping once every 2 weeks and buys 98% garbage and 2% food which i would eat such as some meat and fish and fruits. After 2 days I have nothing to eat that has any nutritional value while they are all eating fucking chicken nuggets and noodle soup.
My existence is disregarded and im by far the least important to her.
I dont get birthdays, Christmas and my mum fucking steals my money.
She is a horrible human being, extremely toxic mindset and personality.
And amidst all of this is havent had a father for 12 years. Ive tried to avoid being at home, going out in the morning and coming home to sleep, to no avail. I try to be in bed at 11; my room is right in the middle of the house, I hear my brother screaming and clacking his controller, I hear my stupid sister playing and screaming, I hear my mum in the kitchen making as much noise as physically possible and then its my fault that im tired all the time and its my fault I dont want to get up for school.

I might just become a mercenary and pilgrimage peoples houses to make a living while I sleep in a field of grass like a cool medieval ruffian

i hate your mom

 

[PrinceND]

Im so fucking tired of my home situation, yeah its not that bad and some people have it worse but Im still enraged.
I'll start off by saying its me, Little brother, little sister, mum. A few years ago I got kicked out of my room because my sister needed a "play room" to put all her toys, ive been shoved into the corner of the living room, its separated by dividers but that doesnt change how i have no privacy and no relief from everyone else in the house. All day my pathetic excuse of a brother sits in his ass playing fortnite, eating and cumming. My sister does nothing but scream all day and my failure of a mother doesnt do shit; it doesnt help how shes a delusional idiot, spending all her time doing volunteer work and working for organisations which do jack shit. She has multiple meetings per week and is allergic to wearing headphones. She's also a pathetic slut always going to parties and bringing guys from her roster to drink and eat while its 1 am and im trying to sleep while I have to get up at 5.
There is no food in the entire house, mum goes grocery shopping once every 2 weeks and buys 98% garbage and 2% food which i would eat such as some meat and fish and fruits. After 2 days I have nothing to eat that has any nutritional value while they are all eating fucking chicken nuggets and noodle soup.
My existence is disregarded and im by far the least important to her.
I dont get birthdays, Christmas and my mum fucking steals my money.
She is a horrible human being, extremely toxic mindset and personality.
And amidst all of this is havent had a father for 12 years. Ive tried to avoid being at home, going out in the morning and coming home to sleep, to no avail. I try to be in bed at 11; my room is right in the middle of the house, I hear my brother screaming and clacking his controller, I hear my stupid sister playing and screaming, I hear my mum in the kitchen making as much noise as physically possible and then its my fault that im tired all the time and its my fault I dont want to get up for school.

I might just become a mercenary and pilgrimage peoples houses to make a living while I sleep in a field of grass like a cool medieval ruffian

Shit man, I can only hope it gets better

 

[Includings]

Im so fucking tired of my home situation, yeah its not that bad and some people have it worse but Im still enraged.
I'll start off by saying its me, Little brother, little sister, mum. A few years ago I got kicked out of my room because my sister needed a "play room" to put all her toys, ive been shoved into the corner of the living room, its separated by dividers but that doesnt change how i have no privacy and no relief from everyone else in the house. All day my pathetic excuse of a brother sits in his ass playing fortnite, eating and cumming. My sister does nothing but scream all day and my failure of a mother doesnt do shit; it doesnt help how shes a delusional idiot, spending all her time doing volunteer work and working for organisations which do jack shit. She has multiple meetings per week and is allergic to wearing headphones. She's also a pathetic slut always going to parties and bringing guys from her roster to drink and eat while its 1 am and im trying to sleep while I have to get up at 5.
There is no food in the entire house, mum goes grocery shopping once every 2 weeks and buys 98% garbage and 2% food which i would eat such as some meat and fish and fruits. After 2 days I have nothing to eat that has any nutritional value while they are all eating fucking chicken nuggets and noodle soup.
My existence is disregarded and im by far the least important to her.
I dont get birthdays, Christmas and my mum fucking steals my money.
She is a horrible human being, extremely toxic mindset and personality.
And amidst all of this is havent had a father for 12 years. Ive tried to avoid being at home, going out in the morning and coming home to sleep, to no avail. I try to be in bed at 11; my room is right in the middle of the house, I hear my brother screaming and clacking his controller, I hear my stupid sister playing and screaming, I hear my mum in the kitchen making as much noise as physically possible and then its my fault that im tired all the time and its my fault I dont want to get up for school.

I might just become a mercenary and pilgrimage peoples houses to make a living while I sleep in a field of grass like a cool medieval ruffian

Hoodsickle lore and its saddening I pray for u bhai may u find prosperity post school and all ur goals come true

 

[i_blame_oxytocin]

im so sorry bhai

 

[i_blame_oxytocin]

have you talk to school or police about this, idk if that would help or even be something your comfortable doing that
do you have friends or other family can stay at
i really hope it gets better for you