Parsival
ND Indiginous Fraudcel
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Okay, listen everyone, if all goes well this Friday, I won't need this forum or anything from Looksmax ever again. Like I said before, I really didn't need this and I made a mistake thinking I needed to improve my appearance for my goal. Just one word is all it takes to eliminate the frustration I've had these past two years. The mistake I made because I was young will finally be fixed.

Today I went to a friend's house where I spent several hours getting a jacket I own adjusted. The thing is, my friend has a pretty different mindset than me. We're both "above average" in some ways, me more than him (I'm not saying this to brag, but for context later). He knows I have more than he does, but there's no envy between us, and it's actually quite healthy, even though we're not "best friends," just friends. The thing is, since I spent a lot of time at his house, I experienced what it's like to be in a family like his. I'm not saying my family is bad, no, but there are certain things his family has that mine doesn't (good things). Anyway, being with this family and having a more-than-average appearance (he's a very NT HMTN guy) is pretty great. While we were talking, I kept asking him things like, "Would you do this?" Without telling him that these were things I did, he would say no and give his reason, and I found his answer quite convincing. Later, I spoke with his father and told him about an important situation that I hadn't been able to discuss with anyone. He told me what took me two years to understand the importance of. It was quite curious, I suppose. I, who took two years to understand the importance of something, would have understood it in seconds if I had someone like him, or I might never have gone through what I went through. He told me what I should do, and I'm going to do it. If everything goes well, it will be clear that I wasted two years doing something that did help me, but not in what truly matters: my goal.

