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JBW
- Joined
- Dec 3, 2025
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Dnr this or wtvr but I'm just tired, I'm actually crying, I'm tired of living this disgusting life and only thing keeping me from suicide is my sick brother. I have no family beside him, no friends, no love by an opposite gender. I'm tired and I just want to rest but this all is crushing me. I really don't want to larp a fucking suicidal teenager but I swear on everything I wish for this all to end. I am so alone that I can't even talk about this to anyone. Again no family or friends, I can't tell my brother because I have to make this strong image of myself to appear like a father figure I never had. My mom died and shit and I'm just so fucking tired. I have to vent to fucking incels seeking approval like a fucking loser. All I ever fucking wanted was to be loved, for someone to hold me, am I so fucking pathetic that I don't even deserve slitest feeling of love? Fuck this live and all this shit, one day you will find me dead in some river and you will not care

