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kuzon666

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My ex breaked up with me.
I loved her more than my fucking mother i had almost every possible first expirience: first kiss, first hug, first handhold, i tried the tit.
Every day i look in the mirror and i feel disgusted and it was like that long before this its been around for two years, the only time when i felt normal and not ugly was when i started dating her, i thought we could go for so much longer.
Tbh when i started dating i finally got some motivation to do anything in my life and i saw some sense in it, i wanted to end the school, go study become an IT specialist and start living with her, but at one moment she fully changed from loving girl to cold ass rock.
Rn i cant even stand up from my bed, i didnt showered for a week and didnt ate anything too.
Im thinking about drinking like 60 pills of paracetamol and like 30 pills of citramon so i can end this bullshit.
 
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My ex breaked up with me.
I loved her more than my fucking mother i had almost every possible first expirience: first kiss, first hug, first handhold, i tried the tit.
Every day i look in the mirror and i feel disgusted and it was like that long before this its been around for two years, the only time when i felt normal and not ugly was when i started dating her, i thought we could go for so much longer.
Tbh when i started dating i finally got some motivation to do anything in my life and i saw some sense in it, i wanted to end the school, go study become an IT specialist and start living with her, but at one moment she fully changed from loving girl to cold ass rock.
Rn i cant even stand up from my bed, i didnt showered for a week and didnt ate anything too.
Im thinking about drinking like 60 pills of paracetamol and like 30 pills of citramon so i can end this bullshit.
If you do it make sure to pin all the blame on her and maybe even add extra stuff
 

kuzon666

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Oh i will bro at the same time i love her but hate her because she did this to me i will tell everyone that it will happened because of her and eventually she will rope too i know her well
If you do it make sure to pin all the blame on her and maybe even add extra stuff
she has bipolar and chronic depression, so if i kill myself and put all the fault on her she wont be able to recover from it xd
 

kuzon666

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IQpill strikes again :cage::cage::cage::cage:
the thing is that i have pretty high iq, first 4 grades i was at high iq class and was best at it with no effort than i rotted for 3 years at home doing nothing but playing bedwars and then did nothing for 2 more years at school because i was sleeping on the lessons.
tbh if i kill her rn it will be obvious to everyone that it was me
 
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the thing is that i have pretty high iq, first 4 grades i was at high iq class and was best at it with no effort than i rotted for 3 years at home doing nothing but playing bedwars and then did nothing for 2 more years at school because i was sleeping on the lessons.
tbh if i kill her rn it will be obvious to everyone that it was me
Arent you killing yourself after?
 

kuzon666

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Yea so it doesnt matter if people know it was you who did it
Okay i will think about it make some better plan.
I know the best place, i will have to walk around it and overall think how should i do it and where should i take her, i will have to grab the pills with me so i can insta kill myself
 

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