Thats sad, i cant hate mine altough when i was 8 he beated my grandmother in front of me, ive growup whith my grandmother and father(part of mom), i just wanted some love from my familly, but they all turned back on me when i turned 18 and my depression got worse, i cant find a job, i feel like a useless parasite, my sister maked me and my other stepfather to trow punches at eachother, i dont really care about him and my mother since she was always searching for mans, it was rare when she showed some affect towards me, unless she was drunk or high on weed, thanks to all the bullying i stoped being functional, droping school for 3 months on the year i finished, i am inteligent im not trying to cheer myself up, i always understood hard complexes just by hearing people talkin about, but i cant really put efort on learning things since i cant not ldar everyday, im trying to make small steps everyday.
What im trying to say is, altough people hurt you on that life, spread your kindness that i know resides on your heart to those who really deserve, and u know who deserves that better than everyone?, You, i hope u pass trough that, dont ever give it up or do any crazy thing, god bless you.
