Tealovingfool
Iron
- Joined
- Nov 23, 2025
- Posts
- 91
- Reputation
- 71
Nobody has reached out to check on me they never do not my family not my friends ive been isolated the past few days since ive been sick and ive had a lot of time to think and I realised how much ive learned to numb myself and in that time I didnt have anything to numb myself with and all ive felt is a pit of loneliness it goes deep this feeling has been something jve felt my whole life ever since I was a kid too weird for everyone else and left out and now where im the ugly shy smoker loser well thats what everyone says about me I got less weird or did I maybe I just changed my mask a little I always mask everything because every time I havent ive been pushed away and disregarded by everyone and I know nobody is fucking reading this but I like writing down shit when my thoughts are loud it helps a tiny bit sorry to anyone who had to read this


