Amygdala
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I both physically and mentally just can't. All i feel is pure rage and disgust.
This nigger is trying to get closer with the girl i want and is being straight up about it. Although she's not engaging with him, it still hurts.
I just want to kill him. Even just beating the absolute FUCK out of him wouldn't be enough. I literally mog this nigger in every single aspect, to oblivion and back.
And people will tell me "but
Amygdala, its not that deep" "just move on" "ignore it" "you're overreacting". On anything, IT IS THAT DEEP. Nobody gets it.
It's just a wave of emotions which i can't seem to ignore or deal with. I feel sick to my stomach; literally as if I'm about to throw up. My heart hurts; everything hurts.
I've been attached to a girl before, but never THIS attached. It's almost as if there's something seriously wrong with me.
It feels as if I'm getting tortured. I'm lost for words.
I have NEVER felt this way before about a girl.
Every time I'm with her i feel at peace only then. She was literally in my arms today; and every night i come back home from being with her i reminisce every moment.
All i want to do is prove myself to her. It feels as if I revolve around her.
And i have no other way of coping other than going back to doing drugs and LDARing all day and night.
I only feel love for her. All i want to do is nurture and care for her. To cherish her truly.
She even gave me her bracelet and i wore it for a day. It's as if i can still feel the weight of it on my wrist. Everything just feels so intimate. And i really thought.
But now its time to listen to my kind of woman by Mac DeMarco and cry; only thing I can do. Because none of this makes any sense to me.
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Scorpion
sensitive sapphire
makeaway
hoodsickle
XvideosDemon
Parsival
convict
Peace
And
Syna, thanks.
This nigger is trying to get closer with the girl i want and is being straight up about it. Although she's not engaging with him, it still hurts.
I just want to kill him. Even just beating the absolute FUCK out of him wouldn't be enough. I literally mog this nigger in every single aspect, to oblivion and back.
And people will tell me "but
It's just a wave of emotions which i can't seem to ignore or deal with. I feel sick to my stomach; literally as if I'm about to throw up. My heart hurts; everything hurts.
I've been attached to a girl before, but never THIS attached. It's almost as if there's something seriously wrong with me.
It feels as if I'm getting tortured. I'm lost for words.
I have NEVER felt this way before about a girl.
Every time I'm with her i feel at peace only then. She was literally in my arms today; and every night i come back home from being with her i reminisce every moment.
All i want to do is prove myself to her. It feels as if I revolve around her.
And i have no other way of coping other than going back to doing drugs and LDARing all day and night.
I only feel love for her. All i want to do is nurture and care for her. To cherish her truly.
She even gave me her bracelet and i wore it for a day. It's as if i can still feel the weight of it on my wrist. Everything just feels so intimate. And i really thought.
But now its time to listen to my kind of woman by Mac DeMarco and cry; only thing I can do. Because none of this makes any sense to me.
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