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my school has shut down for almost 2 weeks now,due to war and emergency stuff (I live in the middle east)
those whole weeks I have been stuck in my room without social interaction,my parents aren't in the country,my bigger sibling is in college and to add on top of that the only thing that could keep me from going mentally ill during this time (my PC) is broken without a fix.
As of now I only have my phone and the 3 minute talk with the delivery driver I get my daily dinner from to keep me entertained,I've started counting emergency sirens to add a new form of entertainment.
I'm making this thread because as of today,while making this thread I am experiencing signs of mental illness (I started running around my room and thinking about situations where I need to socially interact,while also giggling like a maniac if the situation I'm thinking of is funny or something)
(and I have also started making conspiracies where I am a first project of the "weird" archetype of kids and the government somehow messed up and put me with the "NPCs" archetype throughout my school life,I started believing this because the kids that are 1-3 years younger than me are also leaning towards the "weird" archetype rather the outdated "NPCs" I am running with so maybe I can get away with fucking a child so idk)
before you DNR like a faggot,in short:
I started seeing signs of mental illness because I'm locked in my room and I need a solution to calm down.
those whole weeks I have been stuck in my room without social interaction,my parents aren't in the country,my bigger sibling is in college and to add on top of that the only thing that could keep me from going mentally ill during this time (my PC) is broken without a fix.
As of now I only have my phone and the 3 minute talk with the delivery driver I get my daily dinner from to keep me entertained,I've started counting emergency sirens to add a new form of entertainment.
I'm making this thread because as of today,while making this thread I am experiencing signs of mental illness (I started running around my room and thinking about situations where I need to socially interact,while also giggling like a maniac if the situation I'm thinking of is funny or something)
(and I have also started making conspiracies where I am a first project of the "weird" archetype of kids and the government somehow messed up and put me with the "NPCs" archetype throughout my school life,I started believing this because the kids that are 1-3 years younger than me are also leaning towards the "weird" archetype rather the outdated "NPCs" I am running with so maybe I can get away with fucking a child so idk)
before you DNR like a faggot,in short:
I started seeing signs of mental illness because I'm locked in my room and I need a solution to calm down.


