I hate my life in school no larp i get rated top 3 boys lookswise in my year but im too ND bro i cant get girls. I think im a hmtn and 6,2 but i cant pull i even tried to move to girls online but i always fail for example this one girl hit me up we spoke but im so dry i dont know how to speak to females so she blocked me when she showe dinterest in me first she even said iwas here type man. Even before people asked if i was autisitic maybe i actually am autisitic maybe thats why i get made fun of im not a genuine victim in my group like i would say im in the higher sid eof the hierachy but i still get made fun of sometime and i hate it i want to be king of my group i want to be the leader i hate being a beta


