life can be brutal, but suicide should never be an option. today, one of my friends sadly passed away. some of you may know him. fly high,
webs . youre in a better place, away from this society.
his final message to everyone;
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i was treated less than human my whole life, never had much friends and even recently when i got IRL friends they tale time out of there day to make excuses to not hang out with me. i was subhuman my entire life and recently despite all comments and rating i still believe i am that same subhuman freak. i look in the mirror in disgust and sorrow and think how much better my life would have been if i was just better looking. as i write this I relive a lot of memories of how less than a human being i was treated and how more of a side character where people just constantly step on me and leave me in the dust. nobody can look at my face and tell me i look good. objective or subjectively i am still ugly and forever will be. cheated on in every releshinship, mistreated by my parents, friends, and strangers who dont even know me all because i am ugly. thats not the main point though, the main point is how i live a lie. nothing in my life is worth staying for, not a soul here cares about me and my feelings. even recently, im miss treated by everyone i love constantly. it doesnt matter that i ascended because there feeling to me will always be the same. ill always be subhuman and weird to everyone because thats how i was when they first saw me. and thats how i am to myself to. i cant keep living a life of constant sorrow and miss treatment, i want out. so i cant take it anymore. goodbye all.my regards,zygomaticsavior (webs)
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