I Wasn’t prepared for school this year. So I walked in with my hair long (not in a good way I looked). Pale as shit, because I dwelled in my room the whole summer. And the same clothes from last year.
Every single summer I, for some reason, am happy to go back to school. Maybe it’s so I get some human interaction. Now that the first weeks almost over I’m getting a hair cut and hopefully buying more clothes over the weekend so I don’t look homeless. The thing is a lot of people don’t talk about how important the first impression of seeing people are. Luckily, I haven’t talked to any bitches yet. I’m starting to believe I’m sort of a narc. I convinced my self that since my face looks so good my hair, skin tone, and clothes don’t matter. But today I got my id picture and fuck I’m so average (ugly) maybe slightly above average w a cut. But honestly I’m just gonna cope for now and say this week gave me a wake up call. Now I know that I’m not some fucking god and have to actually have to put effort into my features. I’ll update you guys on how the second week goes for now I’m gonna ldar in my bed and maybe drink or smoke to cope with the fact I’m a loser.
(Can anyone relate to this)