On December 31, for the first time since the 6th grade of school, I talked and met a girl, she is from my school from my friend's class, and it was from him that I learned that she was somehow interested in me. so 2 months later, on December 31, I decided to write to her after consulting with a friend. in the end, as it seemed to me at first, she was happy about it, but in the end, now when I invite her for a walk, she has excuses, she says she doesn't know when she can at all, although as my friend said, she often walks. the problem is not even that, but the fact that I'm already paranoid about being bullied by girls from 5th to 7th grade, and now everything is more or less fine, but I still don't talk to them. They'd rather ask my fat classmates for help than me. My mother, a Foid, keeps saying that Foids can sense what kind of person you are, my friends also say that i going insane and its not that serious, i dont know what to do.

