I’m alone and I will always be alone I am so neurodivergent, I’m good looking but i just can’t be like everyone else, I’m so awkward at everything I can’t even hold a conversation, lol I literally keep my head down the whole time in class just to avoid communicating with others and my grades are tumbling because of it, I have friends in all my classes but I just choose not to speak to any of them and they think im depressed when I’m not, lol every single time a girl speaks to me I ignore them because I don’t see a point. whats the point of socializing, i hate everything about socialization. I have something wrong with me can any of you guys name it.