Tomorrow after 1 year of online school I will go back to my old school, I left that school because everyday I was suffering, no friends, no girls, my neurodivergence was killing me at the point that every single time I got out of school I went home just to cry and think about killing my self, every day I was feeling envy of that blessed kids that can have friends, go to parties and do crazy shit with their friends
Idk what I’m gonna do I don’t wanna get back to that cycle of suffering, and the worst part is that I fixed my acne I was getting lean, got long hair
But I got vaccines 6 days ago and I’m bloated as shit I’m scared of going back I don’t want to go back :(
