Souleous / Indiana Evans
words cant describe my pain and rage
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alright real story no bs
DEPRESSING THREAD MUSIC
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cw9QtATph1U&list=RDcw9QtATph1U&start_radio=1
Same post in the previous thread i posted but im going to repost it and add a photo of her i recently went grave digging to find.
fuck. man i miss her so much fuck. to see her one more time.....
2 years ago i started at a new school new environment everything wrong from day 1 i was chopped as fuck acne everywhere face back shoulders puss scabs disgusting low contrast shit skin heterochromia didnt even matter because my sclera was always red so my eyes just looked cooked i looked unhealthy nothing about me looked good
then there was matilda blonde hair brown eyes good face good body effortless confidence type of girl who doesnt even try and everyone notices her i didnt exist in her world i was the ugly awkward south asian kid
then there was this girl kya loud annoying always needed attention she roasted me nonstop calling me indian even tho im not laughing at me in class making everyone notice i just sat there took it every day
about a month in kya was being extra loud again and for once matilda spoke up not yelling not flashy just said why do you keep saying that hes not even indian just stop
that shit stuck with me no one had ever defended me before she probably doesnt even know how much that mattered
after that she asked me to help her with math homework we started calling sharing screens solving problems nothing flirty nothing romantic just studying but for me that was the only time i got to exist near her even a little
rest of that year was the same still chopped still acne ridden still invisible then she moved schools six months before i ever left
2 years later i ascended like crazy
and thats when i found out matilda has a boyfriend now she only ever saw the worst version of me never the one i became timing was already finished before i even started
thats it thats the story no villain arc no happy ending just bad timing
DEPRESSING THREAD MUSIC
Same post in the previous thread i posted but im going to repost it and add a photo of her i recently went grave digging to find.
fuck. man i miss her so much fuck. to see her one more time.....
2 years ago i started at a new school new environment everything wrong from day 1 i was chopped as fuck acne everywhere face back shoulders puss scabs disgusting low contrast shit skin heterochromia didnt even matter because my sclera was always red so my eyes just looked cooked i looked unhealthy nothing about me looked good
then there was matilda blonde hair brown eyes good face good body effortless confidence type of girl who doesnt even try and everyone notices her i didnt exist in her world i was the ugly awkward south asian kid
then there was this girl kya loud annoying always needed attention she roasted me nonstop calling me indian even tho im not laughing at me in class making everyone notice i just sat there took it every day
about a month in kya was being extra loud again and for once matilda spoke up not yelling not flashy just said why do you keep saying that hes not even indian just stop
that shit stuck with me no one had ever defended me before she probably doesnt even know how much that mattered
after that she asked me to help her with math homework we started calling sharing screens solving problems nothing flirty nothing romantic just studying but for me that was the only time i got to exist near her even a little
rest of that year was the same still chopped still acne ridden still invisible then she moved schools six months before i ever left
2 years later i ascended like crazy
and thats when i found out matilda has a boyfriend now she only ever saw the worst version of me never the one i became timing was already finished before i even started
thats it thats the story no villain arc no happy ending just bad timing
nah nah thats just one of many
