[sjzso]

Childhood/Environment Pill isnt talked about enough. You think your brain one day decided to become an autist or to exclude you from social life? No, it's matter of years long traumas/issues/stresses/etc etc (The thing that your brain tries to avoid as it wasn't the best experience back then), even worse when developed while in growing process. Your ND? Or it's you always being left out which caused you to be an outsider and forced you to be introverted rathen than extroverted. Basically high inhib vs low inhib
You think you're subhuman? Or it's people who always picked up on you and made fun of you for your looks, so now u think it's joke whenever Someones likes you or wants something back while it's just basic human manners aka being nice.

cba to yap and shit but you get what I mean. tbh at some point it might not make sense cuz I'm ESL but ye u either get it or nah


Quick vid that also refers to what I mean etc

 

[Bigonialmanlet]

Childhood/Environment Pill isnt talked about enough. You think your brain one day decided to become an autist or to exclude you from social life? No, it's matter of years long traumas/issues/stresses/etc etc (The thing that your brain tries to avoid as it wasn't the best experience back then), even worse when developed while in growing process. Your ND? Or it's you always being left out which caused you to be an outsider and forced you to be introverted rathen than extroverted. Basically high inhib vs low inhib
You think you're subhuman? Or it's people who always picked up on you and made fun of you for your looks, so now u think it's joke whenever Someones likes you or wants something back while it's just basic human manners aka being nice.

cba to yap and shit but you get what I mean. tbh at some point it might not make sense cuz I'm ESL but ye u either get it or nah


Quick vid that also refers to what I mean etc

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Lowkey made me shed a tear because this is such peak writing bro

 

[sjzso]

Lowkey made me shed a tear because this is such peak writing bro

thx bro, I could've said it much better and so explain, but ye idk was typing whatever I thought so ye whatever

 

[Idec]

Rehab room/ITV has talked about this, I would recommend you to watch his videos

 

[UnlitNight30]

Childhood/Environment Pill isnt talked about enough. You think your brain one day decided to become an autist or to exclude you from social life? No, it's matter of years long traumas/issues/stresses/etc etc (The thing that your brain tries to avoid as it wasn't the best experience back then), even worse when developed while in growing process. Your ND? Or it's you always being left out which caused you to be an outsider and forced you to be introverted rathen than extroverted. Basically high inhib vs low inhib
You think you're subhuman? Or it's people who always picked up on you and made fun of you for your looks, so now u think it's joke whenever Someones likes you or wants something back while it's just basic human manners aka being nice.

cba to yap and shit but you get what I mean. tbh at some point it might not make sense cuz I'm ESL but ye u either get it or nah


Quick vid that also refers to what I mean etc

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no one talks about this enough where your upbringing greatly determines and influences how your life will play out

 

[sjzso]

no one talks about this enough where your upbringing greatly determines and influences how your life will play out

Exactly,
basically abusive/bad overall childhood=getting fucked up with shits in your brain later in life and for some those bad things will keep coming back whether they want/like it or nah by any means

 

[Bond]

Childhood psychology pill

 

[Zeanix]

Wow just wow

 

[sjzso]

Wow just wow

Ye thx ig basically last few posts are my random thoughts before I have school at before 7am, and hella shit JFL

 

[Zeanix]

Ye thx ig basically last few posts are my random thoughts before I have school at before 7am, and hella shit JFL

I hate school but at the same time it's better than staying home all day

 

[sjzso]

I hate school but at the same time it's better than staying home all day

school is good for socializing if u have freind group to laugh and yap and shit ye

 

[ovb4itbg]

after a long childhood of bullying and mistreatment, i have no desire to socialize or makes friends anymore. it’s not worth it going through those experiences

 

[sjzso]

after a long childhood of bullying and mistreatment, i have no desire to socialize or makes friends anymore. it’s not worth it going through those experiences

Still Worth trying to leave the nd high inhib kingdom of agony and loneliness, sports are probably the easiest stuff u can make friends at even more when ur good or chill, or just be forced to interact by some school shits or work projects idk

 

[ovb4itbg]

Still Worth trying to leave the nd high inhib kingdom of agony and loneliness, sports are probably the easiest stuff u can make friends at even more when ur good or chill, or just be forced to interact by some school shits or work projects idk

i do homeschooling and im about to graduate hs, im out of options. maybe ill have a social life in a few years