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Iron
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Fuck. I’m currently 152 body weight, I went on an extreme deficit chasing facial aesthetics. Cutting from 210 body weight really bulked up from a cancerous one year bulk (that resulted me getting left for and cheated on) 
While I’m not neglecting the gym aspect part of my life I have developed a mild eating disorder and I am barely supplying myself correct nutrients while honestly focusing more on cardio rather than actual exercising.
The reason I’m writing this in rage is because I just attempted the same weight from a month ago around 15 pounds heavier and lost THREE reps on it. I am absolutely fuming, thank Gandy I ordered some roids coming in. I was waiting 12 weeks to implement anavar into my test base cycle but fuck it I’m starting both immediately. Lol Ik anavar is mild I was just playing it safe.
I’ve completely lost all motivation for the gym now and contemplating focusing purely fat loss until my roids come in. Is this a smart idea or should I quit being a whiny pussy and thug it out?
If ur natty in 2026 I truly believe ur a wimp and if I catch you I’m going to give u a wedgie…
Physique for anyone interested

While I’m not neglecting the gym aspect part of my life I have developed a mild eating disorder and I am barely supplying myself correct nutrients while honestly focusing more on cardio rather than actual exercising.

The reason I’m writing this in rage is because I just attempted the same weight from a month ago around 15 pounds heavier and lost THREE reps on it. I am absolutely fuming, thank Gandy I ordered some roids coming in. I was waiting 12 weeks to implement anavar into my test base cycle but fuck it I’m starting both immediately. Lol Ik anavar is mild I was just playing it safe.

I’ve completely lost all motivation for the gym now and contemplating focusing purely fat loss until my roids come in. Is this a smart idea or should I quit being a whiny pussy and thug it out?

If ur natty in 2026 I truly believe ur a wimp and if I catch you I’m going to give u a wedgie…

Physique for anyone interested

dont break ur consistency and just keep going to the gym lol
