SuicideFuel Annoyance (1 Viewer)

[FoidSlayer]

I've been so frustrated these past couple of weeks. It feels like I've gone nowhere. I haven't made any plans or something and I just feel lost. Sometimes I hate my own parents for conceiving me, even though obviously like, WTF they're my parents. I can't just hate them because I'm the unfortunate genetic outcome. Well I'm not sure if it's justified, they made me unattractive so is that enough to hate them? It's not like they're abusive or anything just that. It seems selfish to birth a kid knowing your poor gene pool and the world that you'll be bringing them into.

Also I see both arguments regarding suicide. People who say that suicide is selfish because, people rely on you and such are kinda right. But at the same time, if you have a problem that borderline unfixable and life just keeps throwing you shit for no reason, it's justifiable for you to kill yourself, and people who rely on you are selfish because they want you around to fuel themselves

Also people who say this is "muh gods plan" I'm not too religious, my family is Catholic and we went to church when I was younger. I'm just not fully seeing eye to eye with most of these believers. Your life is shit but don't worry bro it's gods plan!! Like what the fuck, that shit pisses me off. I hate how this world and it's people are structured and, idk

 

[tmpll]

im religious and catholic and i also agree with its Gods plan stuff partially

 

[FoidSlayer]

im religious and catholic and i also agree with its Gods plan stuff partially

I just can't see it, it makes me annoyed because it's like everything I do is not from my own action.

 

[fent]

I've been so frustrated these past couple of weeks. It feels like I've gone nowhere. I haven't made any plans or something and I just feel lost. Sometimes I hate my own parents for conceiving me, even though obviously like, WTF they're my parents. I can't just hate them because I'm the unfortunate genetic outcome. Well I'm not sure if it's justified, they made me unattractive so is that enough to hate them? It's not like they're abusive or anything just that. It seems selfish to birth a kid knowing your poor gene pool and the world that you'll be bringing them into.

Also I see both arguments regarding suicide. People who say that suicide is selfish because, people rely on you and such are kinda right. But at the same time, if you have a problem that borderline unfixable and life just keeps throwing you shit for no reason, it's justifiable for you to kill yourself, and people who rely on you are selfish because they want you around to fuel themselves

Also people who say this is "muh gods plan" I'm not too religious, my family is Catholic and we went to church when I was younger. I'm just not fully seeing eye to eye with most of these believers. Your life is shit but don't worry bro it's gods plan!! Like what the fuck, that shit pisses me off. I hate how this world and it's people are structured and, idk

i dont believe its justified to hate your parents over your genetic outcome however your feelings are still valid imo

 

[FoidSlayer]

i dont believe its justified to hate your parents over your genetic outcome however your feelings are still valid imo

That's what I was thinking

 

[Hexum]

Its Gods plan lil muh

 

[Razi]

Chill bro don’t stress

 

[Dexter]

people who dont want you to commit suicide are selfish as they want you alive for their entertainment; regardless of how you're feeling

 

[PrettyBoyMaxxing]

I've been so frustrated these past couple of weeks. It feels like I've gone nowhere. I haven't made any plans or something and I just feel lost. Sometimes I hate my own parents for conceiving me, even though obviously like, WTF they're my parents. I can't just hate them because I'm the unfortunate genetic outcome. Well I'm not sure if it's justified, they made me unattractive so is that enough to hate them? It's not like they're abusive or anything just that. It seems selfish to birth a kid knowing your poor gene pool and the world that you'll be bringing them into.

well no they just don't hold looks as the end all be all, and which it isn't, it'd be like complaining you didn't win the lottery completely ignoring the fact billions have also played and lost much more then you have

 

[FoidSlayer]

people who dont want you to commit suicide are selfish as they want you alive for their entertainment; regardless of how you're feeling

That was my thought process, it just makes sense

 

[Razi]

That was my thought process, it just makes sense

Nah don’t kill yourself conns that’s bad

 

[FoidSlayer]

Nah don’t kill yourself conns that’s bad

I'm not going to, trust me

Imma get all this shit in order and put in the work

This was more just to get off my chest sorta thing

 

[nineteen]

I've been so frustrated these past couple of weeks. It feels like I've gone nowhere. I haven't made any plans or something and I just feel lost. Sometimes I hate my own parents for conceiving me, even though obviously like, WTF they're my parents. I can't just hate them because I'm the unfortunate genetic outcome. Well I'm not sure if it's justified, they made me unattractive so is that enough to hate them? It's not like they're abusive or anything just that. It seems selfish to birth a kid knowing your poor gene pool and the world that you'll be bringing them into.

Also I see both arguments regarding suicide. People who say that suicide is selfish because, people rely on you and such are kinda right. But at the same time, if you have a problem that borderline unfixable and life just keeps throwing you shit for no reason, it's justifiable for you to kill yourself, and people who rely on you are selfish because they want you around to fuel themselves

Also people who say this is "muh gods plan" I'm not too religious, my family is Catholic and we went to church when I was younger. I'm just not fully seeing eye to eye with most of these believers. Your life is shit but don't worry bro it's gods plan!! Like what the fuck, that shit pisses me off. I hate how this world and it's people are structured and, idk

same

 

[Razi]

I'm not going to, trust me

Imma get all this shit in order and put in the work

This was more just to get off my chest sorta thing

Yeh I get you hope things go well

 

[vampirearchetype]

I understand where the annoyance of people suffering after your death even though you suffered the most stems from, but it's much more than people suffering only after your death.

If you were there daily in people's life, having you abruptly gone is definitely going to create an empty void that feels heavy and incomplete; you used to fill that void. That's generally how it feels

Also, please ignore the ignorant religious people who word their ideas wrong - they're so absorbed in religion they forget to act normal.
It's not God's plan to have you suffer for long periods of time, that's religious people coping and linking everything to God.
God will acknowledge your suffering, that is why He promises such a beautiful afterlife once we all inevitably die. Just get through the hardships now, and wait patiently for a relaxing afterlife - or nothing, if nothing happens once we die. Then we can die peacefully

 

[goyboy.hero]

I've been so frustrated these past couple of weeks. It feels like I've gone nowhere. I haven't made any plans or something and I just feel lost. Sometimes I hate my own parents for conceiving me, even though obviously like, WTF they're my parents. I can't just hate them because I'm the unfortunate genetic outcome. Well I'm not sure if it's justified, they made me unattractive so is that enough to hate them? It's not like they're abusive or anything just that. It seems selfish to birth a kid knowing your poor gene pool and the world that you'll be bringing them into.

Also I see both arguments regarding suicide. People who say that suicide is selfish because, people rely on you and such are kinda right. But at the same time, if you have a problem that borderline unfixable and life just keeps throwing you shit for no reason, it's justifiable for you to kill yourself, and people who rely on you are selfish because they want you around to fuel themselves

Also people who say this is "muh gods plan" I'm not too religious, my family is Catholic and we went to church when I was younger. I'm just not fully seeing eye to eye with most of these believers. Your life is shit but don't worry bro it's gods plan!! Like what the fuck, that shit pisses me off. I hate how this world and it's people are structured and, idk

Its okay to feel that way but not to blame your parents, it's not their fault for your genetics or their genetics