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[Vampirism]

cus im a dumbass, thought i was gonna get some pus or something

Rookie mistake (as if I'd ever experience this jfl)

 

[Amygdala]

Rookie mistake (as if I'd ever experience this jfl)

shit was boring af aswell. only enjoyable parts were when i received some physical contact

 

[Vampirism]

shit was boring af aswell. only enjoyable parts were when i received some physical contact

Makes sense

 

[Vampirism]

Luckily I've not had the displeasure of ANY kind of social events recently, they quite literally bring me to tears it's insane how socially awkward I am

 

[Amygdala]

Luckily I've not had the displeasure of ANY kind of social events recently, they quite literally bring me to tears it's insane how socially awkward I am

i get you, im usually only comfortable with people i know but im not bad with others either, for eg foids

 

[Vampirism]

i get you, im usually only comfortable with people i know but im not bad with others either, for eg foids

I'm pretty bad with people I don't know, but surprisingly I can talk to them in lessons just not outside of school which is the annoying part

 

[Amygdala]

I'm pretty bad with people I don't know, but surprisingly I can talk to them in lessons just not outside of school which is the annoying part

i mean if you seriously struggle with that then i recommend either trying to build your social skills up asap or just start taking pregab

 

[TheEl1tesWillGoD0wn]

i mean if you seriously struggle with that then i recommend either trying to build your social skills up asap or just start taking pregab

I fixed it too
I was so fucking antiscoial a few years back

how did u fix it tho

 

[Vampirism]

i mean if you seriously struggle with that then i recommend either trying to build your social skills up asap or just start taking pregab

I mean I'm getting better at it, it's just that 3-4 years of intense bullying is a lot to shake in a few months

 

[TheEl1tesWillGoD0wn]

I mean I'm getting better at it, it's just that 3-4 years of intense bullying is a lot to shake in a few months

Got bullied for 6 years intotal
Thats real hard to shakeoff i agree

 

[Vampirism]

Got bullied for 6 years intotal
Thats real hard to shakeoff i agree

6 years is insane dude, congrats on still being here, I wanted to rope literally not even a year into the bullying

 

[TheEl1tesWillGoD0wn]

6 years is insane dude, congrats on still being here, I wanted to rope literally not even a year into the bullying

Never rope

But i had to change myself entirely to stop the bullying

 

[Amygdala]

I fixed it too
I was so fucking antiscoial a few years back

how did u fix it tho

tbh i was always more of the social kind of person up until i became a teen, i suddenly just started closing off from everyone due to some other events. however for the past year or so ive become more social, like i was before. i started socializing a lot more especially through big events like parties, and when i get drunk its 10x easier to talk to people.

 

[TheEl1tesWillGoD0wn]

tbh i was always more of the social kind of person up until i became a teen, i suddenly just started closing off from everyone due to some other events. however for the past year or so ive become more social, like i was before. i started socializing a lot more especially through big events like parties, and when i get drunk its 10x easier to talk to people.

Yeah thats true

For me tho i just got bullied in primary and first year highschool
Because of my looks and autism
So i had to go shopping a lot
Get a better hairstyle
And completely mask my personality
To stop it

But it was somehow worth it my life is heaven now

 

[Vampirism]

Never rope

But i had to change myself entirely to stop the bullying

Same, it sounds super cliche but I quite literally got a better haircut and went to the gym and it slowly went away (alongside periods of eating 1 meal a day for weeks at a time, surprisingly still grew but we ball). Also I gave up on roping very quickly because I'm too much of a pussy to go through with it

 

[TheEl1tesWillGoD0wn]

Same, it sounds super cliche but I quite literally got a better haircut and went to the gym and it slowly went away (alongside periods of eating 1 meal a day for weeks at a time, surprisingly still grew but we ball). Also I gave up on roping very quickly because I'm too much of a pussy to go through with it

True if I weren’t a pussy i would have roped too

 

[Vampirism]

Yeah thats true

For me tho i just got bullied in primary and first year highschool
Because of my looks and autism
So i had to go shopping a lot
Get a better hairstyle
And completely mask my personality
To stop it

But it was somehow worth it my life is heaven now

in primary I was super social and I actually was pretty chill, also somehow autism doesn't seem to be a problem for me because everyone calls me autistic but doesn't really mock me for it (not even got a proper diagnosis but it's QUITE obvious)

 

[Amygdala]

Vampirism TheEl1tesWillGoD0wn wish you guys the best in life, hopefully it gets better than it already is.

 

[TheEl1tesWillGoD0wn]

in primary I was super social and I actually was pretty chill, also somehow autism doesn't seem to be a problem for me because everyone calls me autistic but doesn't mock me for it (not even got a proper diagnosis but it's QUITE obvious)

Thats really suprising
No one really insults u by saying “ur autistic” directly
But just insult u because of the behaviour u show as an autist

 

[Vampirism]

Thats really suprising
No one really insults u by saying “ur autistic” directly
But just insult u because of the behaviour u show as an autist

Yeah it's so odd, someone calls me an "old soul" one minute and an immature fuck the next, but Imma be so real I'll take that over being harassed all day every day for my looks

 

[TheEl1tesWillGoD0wn]

Yeah it's so odd, someone calls me an "old soul" one minute and an immature fuck the next, but Imma be so real I'll take that over being harassed all day every day for my looks

Yeah
I also subconsciously copy other peoples words and behaviour and they used to call me annoying for it
And its just like not even on purpose

 

[Vampirism]

Yeah
I also subconsciously copy other peoples words and behaviour and they used to call me annoying for it
And its just like not even on purpose

same

 

[Vampirism]

Good part is I'm out of secondary soon and off to a different college than most people so I can start fresh kind of

 

[nineteen]

People involved:
- Foid 1
- Foid 2
- Foid 3
- Foid 2's older sister
- Me

So, i decided to meet up with foid 1 today, everything was going fine other than the vibe was off for the first couple of minutes. We then decided to meet up with foid 2 so we went to her house and stayed there for pretty much the entire time i was out with them. Foid 1 is texting some other boy, giggling at her phone with every message sent for a good 15 minutes (foid 1 has a bf bare in mind). Foid 2's older sister came in the room and spent around half of the time i was there with us, we talked about different things and had some decent group conversations.

Foid 3 then comes round foid 2's house aswell, being very energetic and what not. All 4 of them start a conversation talking about penis' and then it somehow got around to ranking which boys penis is the biggest out of every boy foid 2's older sister has slept with. i was sat on the bed listening to this whole conversation, feeling like a cuck. they tried getting me to join in with this dumbass conversation a decent amount of times which i mostly responded with "how the fuck do you expect me to join in a conversation like this" or something along the lines of that.

Foid 3 then decides to slander her bf (whom she just got into a relationship with the other day bare in mind) by saying things like "his penis is below average" and other bullshit like that. Obviously i dont want to get involved with a slop conversation like this so i stay silent for most of the time, which they notice, they begin saying stuff like "awhhh, why are you being quiet" "should we talk about pussy instead" and other shit like this. I once again say i dont want to be in a conversation like this and they just move on ig.

Foid 2 starts talking about how shes still a virgin and foid 1 decides to speak up and say the same thing, foid 2's older sister then says "maybe you guys could try some stuff out with *my name*", and they respond to this by just looking at me and then smirking. obviously i would rather do stuff in private (if it ever gets to that jfl).

Moving past this part they all come sit on the bed and foid 1 starts to nudge up to me, getting closer and closer. She then cuddles up to me in a sense (obviously im not gonna stop her. Why would i?). Im texting on my phone and foid 1 is looking at my phone as i do so, everytime she looked i moved my phone out of her sight (bit of a stupid move ik). They start nagging on about "so who are you texting" "let us see your phone!" which i say no to. They continue and after some time stop.

The conversation then moves into talking about how many boys houses theyve been round to 1 on 1 (not as much as i was expecting tbh), and then they ask me, i straight up tell them because why not. Foid 1 and foid 3 then make some tiktoks and whatever, then foid 3 leaves to go home.

Its around 9pm by the time she does and i stay for another hour. Foid 1 comes back and sits down on the bed, once again next to me and we make some small talk and that's pretty much it. Me and foid 1 then decide to leave for the night and she drops me back off home. Once I'm home she sends me a paragraph talking about how mine and hers relation/friendship isn't the same as how it used to be. I respond to this by sending some bullshit paragraph back along the lines of "yeah me too. I really much do prefer how our relationship/friendship was". She's now continuously texting me and ive been leaving her on delivered for some time as i am not dealing with this shit rn.

Overall experience: 1/10
Absolute torture.

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[Amygdala]

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needed to share this god awful experience