A means to an end? (28 Viewers)

[fent]

Spoiler: thread song

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7fFGAM3mJKQ&list=RD7fFGAM3mJKQ&index=1

Hello fellow looksmaxxers, some of you know me, most don't.
This is my manifesto, maybe my last message to all of you.

This does not mean i intent to hurt someone/people or women as i have thought long and hard about how all those scenarios would play out and decided against it.
If i do get the balls to kill myself, I will do it quietly like the loser i am.
This will probally get turned into a meme and joke and so be it.

I've always had friends so im not going to pretend otherwise. Although I had few i cherished them.

My life ever since the age of 9 has just been a living hell. It's so hard.
Despite having friends i've always ended up alone. And the loop hits me harder and harder everytime; amplified even futher when i discovered LM.
Despite having friends i always seemed to ruin everything to the point on me getting left on read, to reply to later. A chore if you will.

I love the friends i've made here but i cant do this anymore

My parents have always made it clear they hated me. I was nothing compared to that of my brother. As much as i tried to cope around it soon i accepted the truth.
I've just been dealt a fucking shit hand and no matter how much i try to ammend it via exogenous hormones, coping, substance abuse.
The loop hit me harder and harder.

And even now i sit here and write this ignorant of the harsh reality.
No one cares.
Not my parents, any "friends" i had, sometimes no matter how hard you have to accept the truth.
You have to accept the fact that if you have to try so hard at a task as easy as making meaningful friendships, its over.

And i know why it is too. I cant even look myself in the mirror anymore. Each day lacks anything intresting, each day nothing happens at all.

My own parents have stated many times im a fuck up. A disgusting pig (when i was more overweight still am like 16% bf but whatever)
An ugly freak, the list goes on you get it.
Every pill there is rapes me, family, money, they all stab me.
This life is fucking hell ive always been neglected since birth. What even was the point of it? To bring me a life full of misery
And it worsens seeing everything i've ever wanted all happen to my brother like he is Gods gift to earth, hes taller, mogs me and has never had any problems with social interactions and relationships like me. I just happen to be the inferior one.
My genetic short-commings have lead to this hell that i cannot escape and its truly over.
I feel sick when i look at myself
Im at rock bottom. I can not handle it anymore. I fucking hate this. I just want this all to be done, to be at peace.


And i know there is nothing for me, no one sad or waiting because im hideous.
No girl, no parents or friends. It's like im nothing; like i dont exist
No one else will keep it real with you, but if you're not atleast MTN and tall its over.
Just accept it. I do not care about your "water". Its over for most of us

Never had a girlfriend or anything close to love.
Im just so tired.
Nothing has ever really gone right for me and maybe that was a sign.
I dont know what my future holds but i hope i can survive this if this is my last message. Thank you everyone for everything.

Spoiler: My favourite users

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[nineteen]

love you

 

[fent]

love you

Thanks for everything man

 

[the wizard]

Spoiler: thread song

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7fFGAM3mJKQ&list=RD7fFGAM3mJKQ&index=1

Hello fellow looksmaxxers, some of you know me, most don't.
This is my manifesto, maybe my last message to all of you.

This does not mean i intent to hurt someone/people or women as i have thought long and hard about how all those scenarios would play out and decided against it.
If i do get the balls to kill myself, I will do it quietly like the loser i am.
This will probally get turned into a meme and joke and so be it.

I've always had friends so im not going to pretend otherwise. Although I had few i cherished them.

My life ever since the age of 9 has just been a living hell. It's so hard.
Despite having friends i've always ended up alone. And the loop hits me harder and harder everytime; amplified even futher when i discovered LM.
Despite having friends i always seemed to ruin everything to the point on me getting left on read, to reply to later. A chore if you will.

I love the friends i've made here but i cant do this anymore

My parents have always made it clear they hated me. I was nothing compared to that of my brother. As much as i tried to cope around it soon i accepted the truth.
I've just been dealt a fucking shit hand and no matter how much i try to ammend it via exogenous hormones, coping, substance abuse.
The loop hit me harder and harder.

And even now i sit here and write this ignorant of the harsh reality.
No one cares.
Not my parents, any "friends" i had, sometimes no matter how hard you have to accept the truth.
You have to accept the fact that if you have to try so hard at a task as easy as making meaningful friendships, its over.

And i know why it is too. I cant even look myself in the mirror anymore. Each day lacks anything intresting, each day nothing happens at all.

My own parents have stated many times im a fuck up. A disgusting pig (when i was more overweight still am like 16% bf but whatever)
An ugly freak, the list goes on you get it.
Every pill there is rapes me, family, money, they all stab me.
This life is fucking hell ive always been neglected since birth. What even was the point of it? To bring me a life full of misery
And it worsens seeing everything i've ever wanted all happen to my brother like he is Gods gift to earth, hes taller, mogs me and has never had any problems with social interactions and relationships like me. I just happen to be the inferior one.
My genetic short-commings have lead to this hell that i cannot escape and its truly over.
I feel sick when i look at myself
Im at rock bottom. I can not handle it anymore. I fucking hate this. I just want this all to be done, to be at peace.


And i know there is nothing for me, no one sad or waiting because im hideous.
No girl, no parents or friends. It's like im nothing; like i dont exist
No one else will keep it real with you, but if you're not atleast MTN and tall its over.
Just accept it. I do not care about your "water". Its over for most of us

Never had a girlfriend or anything close to love.
Im just so tired.
Nothing has ever really gone right for me and maybe that was a sign.
I dont know what my future holds but i hope i can survive this if this is my last message. Thank you everyone for everything.

Spoiler: My favourite users

XvideosDemon Beyondthegrave paracelsus Syna Dexter Biomaxx Monstrum guilty 4pfl atrophicpyra bob08674 Brian carbon fentasticfob GeneticLotteryLoser halotestin Hauptmann hoodsickle Holy Hyporoxin Includings Mandy MedSlayer nineteen Mtn_hell LifeEnjoyer NoBONES Peace useless_neurodivergent User Razi sneakyalex7 sensitive sapphire Tabbyviel heir Skulloute thuuk the wizard Wizardcel tmpll FoidSlayer fentasticfob Please do not PM me as my parents have my account i love you all/SPOILER]

top one .gg user icl

 

[atrophicpyra]

Spoiler: thread song

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7fFGAM3mJKQ&list=RD7fFGAM3mJKQ&index=1

Hello fellow looksmaxxers, some of you know me, most don't.
This is my manifesto, maybe my last message to all of you.

This does not mean i intent to hurt someone/people or women as i have thought long and hard about how all those scenarios would play out and decided against it.
If i do get the balls to kill myself, I will do it quietly like the loser i am.
This will probally get turned into a meme and joke and so be it.

I've always had friends so im not going to pretend otherwise. Although I had few i cherished them.

My life ever since the age of 9 has just been a living hell. It's so hard.
Despite having friends i've always ended up alone. And the loop hits me harder and harder everytime; amplified even futher when i discovered LM.
Despite having friends i always seemed to ruin everything to the point on me getting left on read, to reply to later. A chore if you will.

I love the friends i've made here but i cant do this anymore

My parents have always made it clear they hated me. I was nothing compared to that of my brother. As much as i tried to cope around it soon i accepted the truth.
I've just been dealt a fucking shit hand and no matter how much i try to ammend it via exogenous hormones, coping, substance abuse.
The loop hit me harder and harder.

And even now i sit here and write this ignorant of the harsh reality.
No one cares.
Not my parents, any "friends" i had, sometimes no matter how hard you have to accept the truth.
You have to accept the fact that if you have to try so hard at a task as easy as making meaningful friendships, its over.

And i know why it is too. I cant even look myself in the mirror anymore. Each day lacks anything intresting, each day nothing happens at all.

My own parents have stated many times im a fuck up. A disgusting pig (when i was more overweight still am like 16% bf but whatever)
An ugly freak, the list goes on you get it.
Every pill there is rapes me, family, money, they all stab me.
This life is fucking hell ive always been neglected since birth. What even was the point of it? To bring me a life full of misery
And it worsens seeing everything i've ever wanted all happen to my brother like he is Gods gift to earth, hes taller, mogs me and has never had any problems with social interactions and relationships like me. I just happen to be the inferior one.
My genetic short-commings have lead to this hell that i cannot escape and its truly over.
I feel sick when i look at myself
Im at rock bottom. I can not handle it anymore. I fucking hate this. I just want this all to be done, to be at peace.


And i know there is nothing for me, no one sad or waiting because im hideous.
No girl, no parents or friends. It's like im nothing; like i dont exist
No one else will keep it real with you, but if you're not atleast MTN and tall its over.
Just accept it. I do not care about your "water". Its over for most of us

Never had a girlfriend or anything close to love.
Im just so tired.
Nothing has ever really gone right for me and maybe that was a sign.
I dont know what my future holds but i hope i can survive this if this is my last message. Thank you everyone for everything.

Spoiler: My favourite users

XvideosDemon Beyondthegrave paracelsus Syna Dexter Biomaxx Monstrum guilty 4pfl atrophicpyra bob08674 Brian carbon fentasticfob GeneticLotteryLoser halotestin Hauptmann hoodsickle Holy Hyporoxin Includings Mandy MedSlayer nineteen Mtn_hell LifeEnjoyer NoBONES Peace useless_neurodivergent User Razi sneakyalex7 sensitive sapphire Tabbyviel heir Skulloute thuuk the wizard Wizardcel tmpll FoidSlayer fentasticfob Please do not PM me as my parents have my account i love you all/SPOILER]

i love u too nigga

but move out as fast as possible dont call cps those homes r shit if u want to actually succeed in life, foster care was made as a prequisit to homelessness

 

[the wizard]

Spoiler: thread song

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7fFGAM3mJKQ&list=RD7fFGAM3mJKQ&index=1

Hello fellow looksmaxxers, some of you know me, most don't.
This is my manifesto, maybe my last message to all of you.

This does not mean i intent to hurt someone/people or women as i have thought long and hard about how all those scenarios would play out and decided against it.
If i do get the balls to kill myself, I will do it quietly like the loser i am.
This will probally get turned into a meme and joke and so be it.

I've always had friends so im not going to pretend otherwise. Although I had few i cherished them.

My life ever since the age of 9 has just been a living hell. It's so hard.
Despite having friends i've always ended up alone. And the loop hits me harder and harder everytime; amplified even futher when i discovered LM.
Despite having friends i always seemed to ruin everything to the point on me getting left on read, to reply to later. A chore if you will.

I love the friends i've made here but i cant do this anymore

My parents have always made it clear they hated me. I was nothing compared to that of my brother. As much as i tried to cope around it soon i accepted the truth.
I've just been dealt a fucking shit hand and no matter how much i try to ammend it via exogenous hormones, coping, substance abuse.
The loop hit me harder and harder.

And even now i sit here and write this ignorant of the harsh reality.
No one cares.
Not my parents, any "friends" i had, sometimes no matter how hard you have to accept the truth.
You have to accept the fact that if you have to try so hard at a task as easy as making meaningful friendships, its over.

And i know why it is too. I cant even look myself in the mirror anymore. Each day lacks anything intresting, each day nothing happens at all.

My own parents have stated many times im a fuck up. A disgusting pig (when i was more overweight still am like 16% bf but whatever)
An ugly freak, the list goes on you get it.
Every pill there is rapes me, family, money, they all stab me.
This life is fucking hell ive always been neglected since birth. What even was the point of it? To bring me a life full of misery
And it worsens seeing everything i've ever wanted all happen to my brother like he is Gods gift to earth, hes taller, mogs me and has never had any problems with social interactions and relationships like me. I just happen to be the inferior one.
My genetic short-commings have lead to this hell that i cannot escape and its truly over.
I feel sick when i look at myself
Im at rock bottom. I can not handle it anymore. I fucking hate this. I just want this all to be done, to be at peace.


And i know there is nothing for me, no one sad or waiting because im hideous.
No girl, no parents or friends. It's like im nothing; like i dont exist
No one else will keep it real with you, but if you're not atleast MTN and tall its over.
Just accept it. I do not care about your "water". Its over for most of us

Never had a girlfriend or anything close to love.
Im just so tired.
Nothing has ever really gone right for me and maybe that was a sign.
I dont know what my future holds but i hope i can survive this if this is my last message. Thank you everyone for everything.

Spoiler: My favourite users

XvideosDemon Beyondthegrave paracelsus Syna Dexter Biomaxx Monstrum guilty 4pfl atrophicpyra bob08674 Brian carbon fentasticfob GeneticLotteryLoser halotestin Hauptmann hoodsickle Holy Hyporoxin Includings Mandy MedSlayer nineteen Mtn_hell LifeEnjoyer NoBONES Peace useless_neurodivergent User Razi sneakyalex7 sensitive sapphire Tabbyviel heir Skulloute thuuk the wizard Wizardcel tmpll FoidSlayer fentasticfob goyboy.hero makeaway Please do not PM me as my parents have my account i love you all/SPOILER]

i’m so sorry it had to go this way man

 

[makeaway]

Spoiler: thread song

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7fFGAM3mJKQ&list=RD7fFGAM3mJKQ&index=1

Hello fellow looksmaxxers, some of you know me, most don't.
This is my manifesto, maybe my last message to all of you.

This does not mean i intent to hurt someone/people or women as i have thought long and hard about how all those scenarios would play out and decided against it.
If i do get the balls to kill myself, I will do it quietly like the loser i am.
This will probally get turned into a meme and joke and so be it.

I've always had friends so im not going to pretend otherwise. Although I had few i cherished them.

My life ever since the age of 9 has just been a living hell. It's so hard.
Despite having friends i've always ended up alone. And the loop hits me harder and harder everytime; amplified even futher when i discovered LM.
Despite having friends i always seemed to ruin everything to the point on me getting left on read, to reply to later. A chore if you will.

I love the friends i've made here but i cant do this anymore

My parents have always made it clear they hated me. I was nothing compared to that of my brother. As much as i tried to cope around it soon i accepted the truth.
I've just been dealt a fucking shit hand and no matter how much i try to ammend it via exogenous hormones, coping, substance abuse.
The loop hit me harder and harder.

And even now i sit here and write this ignorant of the harsh reality.
No one cares.
Not my parents, any "friends" i had, sometimes no matter how hard you have to accept the truth.
You have to accept the fact that if you have to try so hard at a task as easy as making meaningful friendships, its over.

And i know why it is too. I cant even look myself in the mirror anymore. Each day lacks anything intresting, each day nothing happens at all.

My own parents have stated many times im a fuck up. A disgusting pig (when i was more overweight still am like 16% bf but whatever)
An ugly freak, the list goes on you get it.
Every pill there is rapes me, family, money, they all stab me.
This life is fucking hell ive always been neglected since birth. What even was the point of it? To bring me a life full of misery
And it worsens seeing everything i've ever wanted all happen to my brother like he is Gods gift to earth, hes taller, mogs me and has never had any problems with social interactions and relationships like me. I just happen to be the inferior one.
My genetic short-commings have lead to this hell that i cannot escape and its truly over.
I feel sick when i look at myself
Im at rock bottom. I can not handle it anymore. I fucking hate this. I just want this all to be done, to be at peace.


And i know there is nothing for me, no one sad or waiting because im hideous.
No girl, no parents or friends. It's like im nothing; like i dont exist
No one else will keep it real with you, but if you're not atleast MTN and tall its over.
Just accept it. I do not care about your "water". Its over for most of us

Never had a girlfriend or anything close to love.
Im just so tired.
Nothing has ever really gone right for me and maybe that was a sign.
I dont know what my future holds but i hope i can survive this if this is my last message. Thank you everyone for everything.

Spoiler: My favourite users

XvideosDemon Beyondthegrave paracelsus Syna Dexter Biomaxx Monstrum guilty 4pfl atrophicpyra bob08674 Brian carbon fentasticfob GeneticLotteryLoser halotestin Hauptmann hoodsickle Holy Hyporoxin Includings Mandy MedSlayer nineteen Mtn_hell LifeEnjoyer NoBONES Peace useless_neurodivergent User Razi sneakyalex7 sensitive sapphire Tabbyviel heir Skulloute thuuk the wizard Wizardcel tmpll FoidSlayer fentasticfob goyboy.hero makeaway Please do not PM me as my parents have my account i love you all/SPOILER]

dont kys man you will die, we love you

 

[the wizard]

Spoiler: thread song

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7fFGAM3mJKQ&list=RD7fFGAM3mJKQ&index=1

Hello fellow looksmaxxers, some of you know me, most don't.
This is my manifesto, maybe my last message to all of you.

This does not mean i intent to hurt someone/people or women as i have thought long and hard about how all those scenarios would play out and decided against it.
If i do get the balls to kill myself, I will do it quietly like the loser i am.
This will probally get turned into a meme and joke and so be it.

I've always had friends so im not going to pretend otherwise. Although I had few i cherished them.

My life ever since the age of 9 has just been a living hell. It's so hard.
Despite having friends i've always ended up alone. And the loop hits me harder and harder everytime; amplified even futher when i discovered LM.
Despite having friends i always seemed to ruin everything to the point on me getting left on read, to reply to later. A chore if you will.

I love the friends i've made here but i cant do this anymore

My parents have always made it clear they hated me. I was nothing compared to that of my brother. As much as i tried to cope around it soon i accepted the truth.
I've just been dealt a fucking shit hand and no matter how much i try to ammend it via exogenous hormones, coping, substance abuse.
The loop hit me harder and harder.

And even now i sit here and write this ignorant of the harsh reality.
No one cares.
Not my parents, any "friends" i had, sometimes no matter how hard you have to accept the truth.
You have to accept the fact that if you have to try so hard at a task as easy as making meaningful friendships, its over.

And i know why it is too. I cant even look myself in the mirror anymore. Each day lacks anything intresting, each day nothing happens at all.

My own parents have stated many times im a fuck up. A disgusting pig (when i was more overweight still am like 16% bf but whatever)
An ugly freak, the list goes on you get it.
Every pill there is rapes me, family, money, they all stab me.
This life is fucking hell ive always been neglected since birth. What even was the point of it? To bring me a life full of misery
And it worsens seeing everything i've ever wanted all happen to my brother like he is Gods gift to earth, hes taller, mogs me and has never had any problems with social interactions and relationships like me. I just happen to be the inferior one.
My genetic short-commings have lead to this hell that i cannot escape and its truly over.
I feel sick when i look at myself
Im at rock bottom. I can not handle it anymore. I fucking hate this. I just want this all to be done, to be at peace.


And i know there is nothing for me, no one sad or waiting because im hideous.
No girl, no parents or friends. It's like im nothing; like i dont exist
No one else will keep it real with you, but if you're not atleast MTN and tall its over.
Just accept it. I do not care about your "water". Its over for most of us

Never had a girlfriend or anything close to love.
Im just so tired.
Nothing has ever really gone right for me and maybe that was a sign.
I dont know what my future holds but i hope i can survive this if this is my last message. Thank you everyone for everything.

Spoiler: My favourite users

XvideosDemon Beyondthegrave paracelsus Syna Dexter Biomaxx Monstrum guilty 4pfl atrophicpyra bob08674 Brian carbon fentasticfob GeneticLotteryLoser halotestin Hauptmann hoodsickle Holy Hyporoxin Includings Mandy MedSlayer nineteen Mtn_hell LifeEnjoyer NoBONES Peace useless_neurodivergent User Razi sneakyalex7 sensitive sapphire Tabbyviel heir Skulloute thuuk the wizard Wizardcel tmpll FoidSlayer fentasticfob goyboy.hero makeaway Please do not PM me as my parents have my account i love you all/SPOILER]

he changed his pfp he’s really gone

 

[makeaway]

he changed his pfp he’s really gone

no he isnt, pls

 

[Tabbyviel heir]

Spoiler: thread song

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7fFGAM3mJKQ&list=RD7fFGAM3mJKQ&index=1

Hello fellow looksmaxxers, some of you know me, most don't.
This is my manifesto, maybe my last message to all of you.

This does not mean i intent to hurt someone/people or women as i have thought long and hard about how all those scenarios would play out and decided against it.
If i do get the balls to kill myself, I will do it quietly like the loser i am.
This will probally get turned into a meme and joke and so be it.

I've always had friends so im not going to pretend otherwise. Although I had few i cherished them.

My life ever since the age of 9 has just been a living hell. It's so hard.
Despite having friends i've always ended up alone. And the loop hits me harder and harder everytime; amplified even futher when i discovered LM.
Despite having friends i always seemed to ruin everything to the point on me getting left on read, to reply to later. A chore if you will.

I love the friends i've made here but i cant do this anymore

My parents have always made it clear they hated me. I was nothing compared to that of my brother. As much as i tried to cope around it soon i accepted the truth.
I've just been dealt a fucking shit hand and no matter how much i try to ammend it via exogenous hormones, coping, substance abuse.
The loop hit me harder and harder.

And even now i sit here and write this ignorant of the harsh reality.
No one cares.
Not my parents, any "friends" i had, sometimes no matter how hard you have to accept the truth.
You have to accept the fact that if you have to try so hard at a task as easy as making meaningful friendships, its over.

And i know why it is too. I cant even look myself in the mirror anymore. Each day lacks anything intresting, each day nothing happens at all.

My own parents have stated many times im a fuck up. A disgusting pig (when i was more overweight still am like 16% bf but whatever)
An ugly freak, the list goes on you get it.
Every pill there is rapes me, family, money, they all stab me.
This life is fucking hell ive always been neglected since birth. What even was the point of it? To bring me a life full of misery
And it worsens seeing everything i've ever wanted all happen to my brother like he is Gods gift to earth, hes taller, mogs me and has never had any problems with social interactions and relationships like me. I just happen to be the inferior one.
My genetic short-commings have lead to this hell that i cannot escape and its truly over.
I feel sick when i look at myself
Im at rock bottom. I can not handle it anymore. I fucking hate this. I just want this all to be done, to be at peace.


And i know there is nothing for me, no one sad or waiting because im hideous.
No girl, no parents or friends. It's like im nothing; like i dont exist
No one else will keep it real with you, but if you're not atleast MTN and tall its over.
Just accept it. I do not care about your "water". Its over for most of us

Never had a girlfriend or anything close to love.
Im just so tired.
Nothing has ever really gone right for me and maybe that was a sign.
I dont know what my future holds but i hope i can survive this if this is my last message. Thank you everyone for everything.

Spoiler: My favourite users

XvideosDemon Beyondthegrave paracelsus Syna Dexter Biomaxx Monstrum guilty 4pfl atrophicpyra bob08674 Brian carbon fentasticfob GeneticLotteryLoser halotestin Hauptmann hoodsickle Holy Hyporoxin Includings Mandy MedSlayer nineteen Mtn_hell LifeEnjoyer NoBONES Peace useless_neurodivergent User Razi sneakyalex7 sensitive sapphire Tabbyviel heir Skulloute thuuk the wizard Wizardcel tmpll FoidSlayer fentasticfob goyboy.hero makeaway Please do not PM me as my parents have my account i love you all/SPOILER]

most of us here are rhe same but u gotta keep standing even when all the obstacles in life hit you at once

 

[salsa_]

bro please dont, this isnt the way

 

[tuffskiblud]

Spoiler: thread song

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7fFGAM3mJKQ&list=RD7fFGAM3mJKQ&index=1

Hello fellow looksmaxxers, some of you know me, most don't.
This is my manifesto, maybe my last message to all of you.

This does not mean i intent to hurt someone/people or women as i have thought long and hard about how all those scenarios would play out and decided against it.
If i do get the balls to kill myself, I will do it quietly like the loser i am.
This will probally get turned into a meme and joke and so be it.

I've always had friends so im not going to pretend otherwise. Although I had few i cherished them.

My life ever since the age of 9 has just been a living hell. It's so hard.
Despite having friends i've always ended up alone. And the loop hits me harder and harder everytime; amplified even futher when i discovered LM.
Despite having friends i always seemed to ruin everything to the point on me getting left on read, to reply to later. A chore if you will.

I love the friends i've made here but i cant do this anymore

My parents have always made it clear they hated me. I was nothing compared to that of my brother. As much as i tried to cope around it soon i accepted the truth.
I've just been dealt a fucking shit hand and no matter how much i try to ammend it via exogenous hormones, coping, substance abuse.
The loop hit me harder and harder.

And even now i sit here and write this ignorant of the harsh reality.
No one cares.
Not my parents, any "friends" i had, sometimes no matter how hard you have to accept the truth.
You have to accept the fact that if you have to try so hard at a task as easy as making meaningful friendships, its over.

And i know why it is too. I cant even look myself in the mirror anymore. Each day lacks anything intresting, each day nothing happens at all.

My own parents have stated many times im a fuck up. A disgusting pig (when i was more overweight still am like 16% bf but whatever)
An ugly freak, the list goes on you get it.
Every pill there is rapes me, family, money, they all stab me.
This life is fucking hell ive always been neglected since birth. What even was the point of it? To bring me a life full of misery
And it worsens seeing everything i've ever wanted all happen to my brother like he is Gods gift to earth, hes taller, mogs me and has never had any problems with social interactions and relationships like me. I just happen to be the inferior one.
My genetic short-commings have lead to this hell that i cannot escape and its truly over.
I feel sick when i look at myself
Im at rock bottom. I can not handle it anymore. I fucking hate this. I just want this all to be done, to be at peace.


And i know there is nothing for me, no one sad or waiting because im hideous.
No girl, no parents or friends. It's like im nothing; like i dont exist
No one else will keep it real with you, but if you're not atleast MTN and tall its over.
Just accept it. I do not care about your "water". Its over for most of us

Never had a girlfriend or anything close to love.
Im just so tired.
Nothing has ever really gone right for me and maybe that was a sign.
I dont know what my future holds but i hope i can survive this if this is my last message. Thank you everyone for everything.

Spoiler: My favourite users

XvideosDemon Beyondthegrave paracelsus Syna Dexter Biomaxx Monstrum guilty 4pfl atrophicpyra bob08674 Brian carbon fentasticfob GeneticLotteryLoser halotestin Hauptmann hoodsickle Holy Hyporoxin Includings Mandy MedSlayer nineteen Mtn_hell LifeEnjoyer NoBONES Peace useless_neurodivergent User Razi sneakyalex7 sensitive sapphire Tabbyviel heir Skulloute thuuk the wizard Wizardcel tmpll FoidSlayer fentasticfob goyboy.hero makeaway Please do not PM me as my parents have my account i love you all/SPOILER]

actually made me weep

 

[fentasticfob]

Spoiler: thread song

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7fFGAM3mJKQ&list=RD7fFGAM3mJKQ&index=1

Hello fellow looksmaxxers, some of you know me, most don't.
This is my manifesto, maybe my last message to all of you.

This does not mean i intent to hurt someone/people or women as i have thought long and hard about how all those scenarios would play out and decided against it.
If i do get the balls to kill myself, I will do it quietly like the loser i am.
This will probally get turned into a meme and joke and so be it.

I've always had friends so im not going to pretend otherwise. Although I had few i cherished them.

My life ever since the age of 9 has just been a living hell. It's so hard.
Despite having friends i've always ended up alone. And the loop hits me harder and harder everytime; amplified even futher when i discovered LM.
Despite having friends i always seemed to ruin everything to the point on me getting left on read, to reply to later. A chore if you will.

I love the friends i've made here but i cant do this anymore

My parents have always made it clear they hated me. I was nothing compared to that of my brother. As much as i tried to cope around it soon i accepted the truth.
I've just been dealt a fucking shit hand and no matter how much i try to ammend it via exogenous hormones, coping, substance abuse.
The loop hit me harder and harder.

And even now i sit here and write this ignorant of the harsh reality.
No one cares.
Not my parents, any "friends" i had, sometimes no matter how hard you have to accept the truth.
You have to accept the fact that if you have to try so hard at a task as easy as making meaningful friendships, its over.

And i know why it is too. I cant even look myself in the mirror anymore. Each day lacks anything intresting, each day nothing happens at all.

My own parents have stated many times im a fuck up. A disgusting pig (when i was more overweight still am like 16% bf but whatever)
An ugly freak, the list goes on you get it.
Every pill there is rapes me, family, money, they all stab me.
This life is fucking hell ive always been neglected since birth. What even was the point of it? To bring me a life full of misery
And it worsens seeing everything i've ever wanted all happen to my brother like he is Gods gift to earth, hes taller, mogs me and has never had any problems with social interactions and relationships like me. I just happen to be the inferior one.
My genetic short-commings have lead to this hell that i cannot escape and its truly over.
I feel sick when i look at myself
Im at rock bottom. I can not handle it anymore. I fucking hate this. I just want this all to be done, to be at peace.


And i know there is nothing for me, no one sad or waiting because im hideous.
No girl, no parents or friends. It's like im nothing; like i dont exist
No one else will keep it real with you, but if you're not atleast MTN and tall its over.
Just accept it. I do not care about your "water". Its over for most of us

Never had a girlfriend or anything close to love.
Im just so tired.
Nothing has ever really gone right for me and maybe that was a sign.
I dont know what my future holds but i hope i can survive this if this is my last message. Thank you everyone for everything.

Spoiler: My favourite users

XvideosDemon Beyondthegrave paracelsus Syna Dexter Biomaxx Monstrum guilty 4pfl atrophicpyra bob08674 Brian carbon fentasticfob GeneticLotteryLoser halotestin Hauptmann hoodsickle Holy Hyporoxin Includings Mandy MedSlayer nineteen Mtn_hell LifeEnjoyer NoBONES Peace useless_neurodivergent User Razi sneakyalex7 sensitive sapphire Tabbyviel heir Skulloute thuuk the wizard Wizardcel tmpll FoidSlayer fentasticfob goyboy.hero makeaway Please do not PM me as my parents have my account i love you all/SPOILER]

i cant say i understand your pain
but i truly wish u the best and hope u can get over this dude. much love man your an amazing friend.

 

[MedSlayer]

Spoiler: thread song

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7fFGAM3mJKQ&list=RD7fFGAM3mJKQ&index=1

Hello fellow looksmaxxers, some of you know me, most don't.
This is my manifesto, maybe my last message to all of you.

This does not mean i intent to hurt someone/people or women as i have thought long and hard about how all those scenarios would play out and decided against it.
If i do get the balls to kill myself, I will do it quietly like the loser i am.
This will probally get turned into a meme and joke and so be it.

I've always had friends so im not going to pretend otherwise. Although I had few i cherished them.

My life ever since the age of 9 has just been a living hell. It's so hard.
Despite having friends i've always ended up alone. And the loop hits me harder and harder everytime; amplified even futher when i discovered LM.
Despite having friends i always seemed to ruin everything to the point on me getting left on read, to reply to later. A chore if you will.

I love the friends i've made here but i cant do this anymore

My parents have always made it clear they hated me. I was nothing compared to that of my brother. As much as i tried to cope around it soon i accepted the truth.
I've just been dealt a fucking shit hand and no matter how much i try to ammend it via exogenous hormones, coping, substance abuse.
The loop hit me harder and harder.

And even now i sit here and write this ignorant of the harsh reality.
No one cares.
Not my parents, any "friends" i had, sometimes no matter how hard you have to accept the truth.
You have to accept the fact that if you have to try so hard at a task as easy as making meaningful friendships, its over.

And i know why it is too. I cant even look myself in the mirror anymore. Each day lacks anything intresting, each day nothing happens at all.

My own parents have stated many times im a fuck up. A disgusting pig (when i was more overweight still am like 16% bf but whatever)
An ugly freak, the list goes on you get it.
Every pill there is rapes me, family, money, they all stab me.
This life is fucking hell ive always been neglected since birth. What even was the point of it? To bring me a life full of misery
And it worsens seeing everything i've ever wanted all happen to my brother like he is Gods gift to earth, hes taller, mogs me and has never had any problems with social interactions and relationships like me. I just happen to be the inferior one.
My genetic short-commings have lead to this hell that i cannot escape and its truly over.
I feel sick when i look at myself
Im at rock bottom. I can not handle it anymore. I fucking hate this. I just want this all to be done, to be at peace.


And i know there is nothing for me, no one sad or waiting because im hideous.
No girl, no parents or friends. It's like im nothing; like i dont exist
No one else will keep it real with you, but if you're not atleast MTN and tall its over.
Just accept it. I do not care about your "water". Its over for most of us

Never had a girlfriend or anything close to love.
Im just so tired.
Nothing has ever really gone right for me and maybe that was a sign.
I dont know what my future holds but i hope i can survive this if this is my last message. Thank you everyone for everything.

Spoiler: My favourite users

XvideosDemon Beyondthegrave paracelsus Syna Dexter Biomaxx Monstrum guilty 4pfl atrophicpyra bob08674 Brian carbon fentasticfob GeneticLotteryLoser halotestin Hauptmann hoodsickle Holy Hyporoxin Includings Mandy MedSlayer nineteen Mtn_hell LifeEnjoyer NoBONES Peace useless_neurodivergent User Razi sneakyalex7 sensitive sapphire Tabbyviel heir Skulloute thuuk the wizard Wizardcel tmpll FoidSlayer fentasticfob goyboy.hero makeaway Please do not PM me as my parents have my account i love you all/SPOILER]

Shit man your really going to rope because of our fgfr3 debate
Nah but more seriously tho call me on dc its urgent

 

[tmpll]

dude please dont go out this way

 

[atrophicpyra]

Shit man your really going to rope because of our fgfr3 debate
Nah but more seriously tho call me on dc its urgent

dude please dont go out this way

did u guys suck dick for ur reps oh my ratio

 

[XvideosDemon]

Spoiler: thread song

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7fFGAM3mJKQ&list=RD7fFGAM3mJKQ&index=1

Hello fellow looksmaxxers, some of you know me, most don't.
This is my manifesto, maybe my last message to all of you.

This does not mean i intent to hurt someone/people or women as i have thought long and hard about how all those scenarios would play out and decided against it.
If i do get the balls to kill myself, I will do it quietly like the loser i am.
This will probally get turned into a meme and joke and so be it.

I've always had friends so im not going to pretend otherwise. Although I had few i cherished them.

My life ever since the age of 9 has just been a living hell. It's so hard.
Despite having friends i've always ended up alone. And the loop hits me harder and harder everytime; amplified even futher when i discovered LM.
Despite having friends i always seemed to ruin everything to the point on me getting left on read, to reply to later. A chore if you will.

I love the friends i've made here but i cant do this anymore

My parents have always made it clear they hated me. I was nothing compared to that of my brother. As much as i tried to cope around it soon i accepted the truth.
I've just been dealt a fucking shit hand and no matter how much i try to ammend it via exogenous hormones, coping, substance abuse.
The loop hit me harder and harder.

And even now i sit here and write this ignorant of the harsh reality.
No one cares.
Not my parents, any "friends" i had, sometimes no matter how hard you have to accept the truth.
You have to accept the fact that if you have to try so hard at a task as easy as making meaningful friendships, its over.

And i know why it is too. I cant even look myself in the mirror anymore. Each day lacks anything intresting, each day nothing happens at all.

My own parents have stated many times im a fuck up. A disgusting pig (when i was more overweight still am like 16% bf but whatever)
An ugly freak, the list goes on you get it.
Every pill there is rapes me, family, money, they all stab me.
This life is fucking hell ive always been neglected since birth. What even was the point of it? To bring me a life full of misery
And it worsens seeing everything i've ever wanted all happen to my brother like he is Gods gift to earth, hes taller, mogs me and has never had any problems with social interactions and relationships like me. I just happen to be the inferior one.
My genetic short-commings have lead to this hell that i cannot escape and its truly over.
I feel sick when i look at myself
Im at rock bottom. I can not handle it anymore. I fucking hate this. I just want this all to be done, to be at peace.


And i know there is nothing for me, no one sad or waiting because im hideous.
No girl, no parents or friends. It's like im nothing; like i dont exist
No one else will keep it real with you, but if you're not atleast MTN and tall its over.
Just accept it. I do not care about your "water". Its over for most of us

Never had a girlfriend or anything close to love.
Im just so tired.
Nothing has ever really gone right for me and maybe that was a sign.
I dont know what my future holds but i hope i can survive this if this is my last message. Thank you everyone for everything.

Spoiler: My favourite users

XvideosDemon Beyondthegrave paracelsus Syna Dexter Biomaxx Monstrum guilty 4pfl atrophicpyra bob08674 Brian carbon fentasticfob GeneticLotteryLoser halotestin Hauptmann hoodsickle Holy Hyporoxin Includings Mandy MedSlayer nineteen Mtn_hell LifeEnjoyer NoBONES Peace useless_neurodivergent User Razi sneakyalex7 sensitive sapphire Tabbyviel heir Skulloute thuuk the wizard Wizardcel tmpll FoidSlayer fentasticfob goyboy.hero makeaway Please do not PM me as my parents have my account i love you all/SPOILER]

Ok so I’m jerking often mid way I get a lil text in the gck vc yes I leave notifications on and I see this shit.

All ima say is don’t go I need you bhai and love ya also who am I gonna have a spot to chill with if I go over seas

 

[tmpll]

did u guys suck dick for ur reps oh my ratio

not the time retard

 

[salsa_]

the song

Waiting for you - Alex G

 

[PrinceND]

Spoiler: thread song

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7fFGAM3mJKQ&list=RD7fFGAM3mJKQ&index=1

Hello fellow looksmaxxers, some of you know me, most don't.
This is my manifesto, maybe my last message to all of you.

This does not mean i intent to hurt someone/people or women as i have thought long and hard about how all those scenarios would play out and decided against it.
If i do get the balls to kill myself, I will do it quietly like the loser i am.
This will probally get turned into a meme and joke and so be it.

I've always had friends so im not going to pretend otherwise. Although I had few i cherished them.

My life ever since the age of 9 has just been a living hell. It's so hard.
Despite having friends i've always ended up alone. And the loop hits me harder and harder everytime; amplified even futher when i discovered LM.
Despite having friends i always seemed to ruin everything to the point on me getting left on read, to reply to later. A chore if you will.

I love the friends i've made here but i cant do this anymore

My parents have always made it clear they hated me. I was nothing compared to that of my brother. As much as i tried to cope around it soon i accepted the truth.
I've just been dealt a fucking shit hand and no matter how much i try to ammend it via exogenous hormones, coping, substance abuse.
The loop hit me harder and harder.

And even now i sit here and write this ignorant of the harsh reality.
No one cares.
Not my parents, any "friends" i had, sometimes no matter how hard you have to accept the truth.
You have to accept the fact that if you have to try so hard at a task as easy as making meaningful friendships, its over.

And i know why it is too. I cant even look myself in the mirror anymore. Each day lacks anything intresting, each day nothing happens at all.

My own parents have stated many times im a fuck up. A disgusting pig (when i was more overweight still am like 16% bf but whatever)
An ugly freak, the list goes on you get it.
Every pill there is rapes me, family, money, they all stab me.
This life is fucking hell ive always been neglected since birth. What even was the point of it? To bring me a life full of misery
And it worsens seeing everything i've ever wanted all happen to my brother like he is Gods gift to earth, hes taller, mogs me and has never had any problems with social interactions and relationships like me. I just happen to be the inferior one.
My genetic short-commings have lead to this hell that i cannot escape and its truly over.
I feel sick when i look at myself
Im at rock bottom. I can not handle it anymore. I fucking hate this. I just want this all to be done, to be at peace.


And i know there is nothing for me, no one sad or waiting because im hideous.
No girl, no parents or friends. It's like im nothing; like i dont exist
No one else will keep it real with you, but if you're not atleast MTN and tall its over.
Just accept it. I do not care about your "water". Its over for most of us

Never had a girlfriend or anything close to love.
Im just so tired.
Nothing has ever really gone right for me and maybe that was a sign.
I dont know what my future holds but i hope i can survive this if this is my last message. Thank you everyone for everything.

Spoiler: My favourite users

XvideosDemon Beyondthegrave paracelsus Syna Dexter Biomaxx Monstrum guilty 4pfl atrophicpyra bob08674 Brian carbon fentasticfob GeneticLotteryLoser halotestin Hauptmann hoodsickle Holy Hyporoxin Includings Mandy MedSlayer nineteen Mtn_hell LifeEnjoyer NoBONES Peace useless_neurodivergent User Razi sneakyalex7 sensitive sapphire Tabbyviel heir Skulloute thuuk the wizard Wizardcel tmpll FoidSlayer fentasticfob goyboy.hero makeaway Please do not PM me as my parents have my account i love you all/SPOILER]

Life is unfair

 

[Peace]

nooo dont leave

 

[Syna]

I'd wanna discourage from doing it but i actually feel the same way and understand you completely.

 

[atrophicpyra]

Ok so I’m jerking often mid way I get a lil text in the gck vc yes I leave notifications on and I see this shit.

All ima say is don’t go I need you bhai and love ya also who am I gonna have a spot to chill with if I go over seas

not the time retard

rs tho rip

 

[tmpll]

rs tho rip

i didnt see his post

 

[guilty]

Spoiler: thread song

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7fFGAM3mJKQ&list=RD7fFGAM3mJKQ&index=1

Hello fellow looksmaxxers, some of you know me, most don't.
This is my manifesto, maybe my last message to all of you.

This does not mean i intent to hurt someone/people or women as i have thought long and hard about how all those scenarios would play out and decided against it.
If i do get the balls to kill myself, I will do it quietly like the loser i am.
This will probally get turned into a meme and joke and so be it.

I've always had friends so im not going to pretend otherwise. Although I had few i cherished them.

My life ever since the age of 9 has just been a living hell. It's so hard.
Despite having friends i've always ended up alone. And the loop hits me harder and harder everytime; amplified even futher when i discovered LM.
Despite having friends i always seemed to ruin everything to the point on me getting left on read, to reply to later. A chore if you will.

I love the friends i've made here but i cant do this anymore

My parents have always made it clear they hated me. I was nothing compared to that of my brother. As much as i tried to cope around it soon i accepted the truth.
I've just been dealt a fucking shit hand and no matter how much i try to ammend it via exogenous hormones, coping, substance abuse.
The loop hit me harder and harder.

And even now i sit here and write this ignorant of the harsh reality.
No one cares.
Not my parents, any "friends" i had, sometimes no matter how hard you have to accept the truth.
You have to accept the fact that if you have to try so hard at a task as easy as making meaningful friendships, its over.

And i know why it is too. I cant even look myself in the mirror anymore. Each day lacks anything intresting, each day nothing happens at all.

My own parents have stated many times im a fuck up. A disgusting pig (when i was more overweight still am like 16% bf but whatever)
An ugly freak, the list goes on you get it.
Every pill there is rapes me, family, money, they all stab me.
This life is fucking hell ive always been neglected since birth. What even was the point of it? To bring me a life full of misery
And it worsens seeing everything i've ever wanted all happen to my brother like he is Gods gift to earth, hes taller, mogs me and has never had any problems with social interactions and relationships like me. I just happen to be the inferior one.
My genetic short-commings have lead to this hell that i cannot escape and its truly over.
I feel sick when i look at myself
Im at rock bottom. I can not handle it anymore. I fucking hate this. I just want this all to be done, to be at peace.


And i know there is nothing for me, no one sad or waiting because im hideous.
No girl, no parents or friends. It's like im nothing; like i dont exist
No one else will keep it real with you, but if you're not atleast MTN and tall its over.
Just accept it. I do not care about your "water". Its over for most of us

Never had a girlfriend or anything close to love.
Im just so tired.
Nothing has ever really gone right for me and maybe that was a sign.
I dont know what my future holds but i hope i can survive this if this is my last message. Thank you everyone for everything.

Spoiler: My favourite users

XvideosDemon Beyondthegrave paracelsus Syna Dexter Biomaxx Monstrum guilty 4pfl atrophicpyra bob08674 Brian carbon fentasticfob GeneticLotteryLoser halotestin Hauptmann hoodsickle Holy Hyporoxin Includings Mandy MedSlayer nineteen Mtn_hell LifeEnjoyer NoBONES Peace useless_neurodivergent User Razi sneakyalex7 sensitive sapphire Tabbyviel heir Skulloute thuuk the wizard Wizardcel tmpll FoidSlayer fentasticfob goyboy.hero makeaway Please do not PM me as my parents have my account i love you all/SPOILER]

was not expecting this at all and i love you too but do NOT kys the assembly will be so awkward

 

[NoBONES]

Never had a girlfriend or anything close to love.
Im just so tired.
Nothing has ever really gone right for me and maybe that was a sign

Don't throw your life away for sum inferior creatures gng

 

[Mtn_hell]

Spoiler: thread song

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7fFGAM3mJKQ&list=RD7fFGAM3mJKQ&index=1

Hello fellow looksmaxxers, some of you know me, most don't.
This is my manifesto, maybe my last message to all of you.

This does not mean i intent to hurt someone/people or women as i have thought long and hard about how all those scenarios would play out and decided against it.
If i do get the balls to kill myself, I will do it quietly like the loser i am.
This will probally get turned into a meme and joke and so be it.

I've always had friends so im not going to pretend otherwise. Although I had few i cherished them.

My life ever since the age of 9 has just been a living hell. It's so hard.
Despite having friends i've always ended up alone. And the loop hits me harder and harder everytime; amplified even futher when i discovered LM.
Despite having friends i always seemed to ruin everything to the point on me getting left on read, to reply to later. A chore if you will.

I love the friends i've made here but i cant do this anymore

My parents have always made it clear they hated me. I was nothing compared to that of my brother. As much as i tried to cope around it soon i accepted the truth.
I've just been dealt a fucking shit hand and no matter how much i try to ammend it via exogenous hormones, coping, substance abuse.
The loop hit me harder and harder.

And even now i sit here and write this ignorant of the harsh reality.
No one cares.
Not my parents, any "friends" i had, sometimes no matter how hard you have to accept the truth.
You have to accept the fact that if you have to try so hard at a task as easy as making meaningful friendships, its over.

And i know why it is too. I cant even look myself in the mirror anymore. Each day lacks anything intresting, each day nothing happens at all.

My own parents have stated many times im a fuck up. A disgusting pig (when i was more overweight still am like 16% bf but whatever)
An ugly freak, the list goes on you get it.
Every pill there is rapes me, family, money, they all stab me.
This life is fucking hell ive always been neglected since birth. What even was the point of it? To bring me a life full of misery
And it worsens seeing everything i've ever wanted all happen to my brother like he is Gods gift to earth, hes taller, mogs me and has never had any problems with social interactions and relationships like me. I just happen to be the inferior one.
My genetic short-commings have lead to this hell that i cannot escape and its truly over.
I feel sick when i look at myself
Im at rock bottom. I can not handle it anymore. I fucking hate this. I just want this all to be done, to be at peace.


And i know there is nothing for me, no one sad or waiting because im hideous.
No girl, no parents or friends. It's like im nothing; like i dont exist
No one else will keep it real with you, but if you're not atleast MTN and tall its over.
Just accept it. I do not care about your "water". Its over for most of us

Never had a girlfriend or anything close to love.
Im just so tired.
Nothing has ever really gone right for me and maybe that was a sign.
I dont know what my future holds but i hope i can survive this if this is my last message. Thank you everyone for everything.

Spoiler: My favourite users

XvideosDemon Beyondthegrave paracelsus Syna Dexter Biomaxx Monstrum guilty 4pfl atrophicpyra bob08674 Brian carbon fentasticfob GeneticLotteryLoser halotestin Hauptmann hoodsickle Holy Hyporoxin Includings Mandy MedSlayer nineteen Mtn_hell LifeEnjoyer NoBONES Peace useless_neurodivergent User Razi sneakyalex7 sensitive sapphire Tabbyviel heir Skulloute thuuk the wizard Wizardcel tmpll FoidSlayer fentasticfob goyboy.hero makeaway Please do not PM me as my parents have my account i love you all/SPOILER]

Due i feel it asw. My aunties and cousins make it clear i was a mistake i was born into a short family i was bullied and poked at for my looks i cry myself to sleep every single night ive had no romantic relationships and i have crap mental health im average in more or less everything its a sad reality. The world has no meaning we live just to die everything we do is pointless. Im so sorry u were such a good user i truly love and wish the best for you. Genuinely u will live ur best life.

Much love , mtn_hell

Reach for the stars and ill see you in heaven (if it even exists)

 

[Includings]

Spoiler: thread song

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7fFGAM3mJKQ&list=RD7fFGAM3mJKQ&index=1

Hello fellow looksmaxxers, some of you know me, most don't.
This is my manifesto, maybe my last message to all of you.

This does not mean i intent to hurt someone/people or women as i have thought long and hard about how all those scenarios would play out and decided against it.
If i do get the balls to kill myself, I will do it quietly like the loser i am.
This will probally get turned into a meme and joke and so be it.

I've always had friends so im not going to pretend otherwise. Although I had few i cherished them.

My life ever since the age of 9 has just been a living hell. It's so hard.
Despite having friends i've always ended up alone. And the loop hits me harder and harder everytime; amplified even futher when i discovered LM.
Despite having friends i always seemed to ruin everything to the point on me getting left on read, to reply to later. A chore if you will.

I love the friends i've made here but i cant do this anymore

My parents have always made it clear they hated me. I was nothing compared to that of my brother. As much as i tried to cope around it soon i accepted the truth.
I've just been dealt a fucking shit hand and no matter how much i try to ammend it via exogenous hormones, coping, substance abuse.
The loop hit me harder and harder.

And even now i sit here and write this ignorant of the harsh reality.
No one cares.
Not my parents, any "friends" i had, sometimes no matter how hard you have to accept the truth.
You have to accept the fact that if you have to try so hard at a task as easy as making meaningful friendships, its over.

And i know why it is too. I cant even look myself in the mirror anymore. Each day lacks anything intresting, each day nothing happens at all.

My own parents have stated many times im a fuck up. A disgusting pig (when i was more overweight still am like 16% bf but whatever)
An ugly freak, the list goes on you get it.
Every pill there is rapes me, family, money, they all stab me.
This life is fucking hell ive always been neglected since birth. What even was the point of it? To bring me a life full of misery
And it worsens seeing everything i've ever wanted all happen to my brother like he is Gods gift to earth, hes taller, mogs me and has never had any problems with social interactions and relationships like me. I just happen to be the inferior one.
My genetic short-commings have lead to this hell that i cannot escape and its truly over.
I feel sick when i look at myself
Im at rock bottom. I can not handle it anymore. I fucking hate this. I just want this all to be done, to be at peace.


And i know there is nothing for me, no one sad or waiting because im hideous.
No girl, no parents or friends. It's like im nothing; like i dont exist
No one else will keep it real with you, but if you're not atleast MTN and tall its over.
Just accept it. I do not care about your "water". Its over for most of us

Never had a girlfriend or anything close to love.
Im just so tired.
Nothing has ever really gone right for me and maybe that was a sign.
I dont know what my future holds but i hope i can survive this if this is my last message. Thank you everyone for everything.

Spoiler: My favourite users

XvideosDemon Beyondthegrave paracelsus Syna Dexter Biomaxx Monstrum guilty 4pfl atrophicpyra bob08674 Brian carbon fentasticfob GeneticLotteryLoser halotestin Hauptmann hoodsickle Holy Hyporoxin Includings Mandy MedSlayer nineteen Mtn_hell LifeEnjoyer NoBONES Peace useless_neurodivergent User Razi sneakyalex7 sensitive sapphire Tabbyviel heir Skulloute thuuk the wizard Wizardcel tmpll FoidSlayer fentasticfob goyboy.hero makeaway Please do not PM me as my parents have my account i love you all/SPOILER]

I’m so fucking sorry bhai. It’s genuinely so cruel how society is and how normies treat those who are obviously left fortunate in life. I have no experienced nowhere near as bad as you but I understand your suffering. It’s moments like this where I try to treat and cherish those around me as much as I can despite looks. I pray I can impact a life for the better to prevent situations like yours. May life be kind to you and all ur dreams flourish in this life. Farewell and I’ll greave ur loss from this forum.

 

[Includings]

Spoiler: thread song

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7fFGAM3mJKQ&list=RD7fFGAM3mJKQ&index=1

Hello fellow looksmaxxers, some of you know me, most don't.
This is my manifesto, maybe my last message to all of you.

This does not mean i intent to hurt someone/people or women as i have thought long and hard about how all those scenarios would play out and decided against it.
If i do get the balls to kill myself, I will do it quietly like the loser i am.
This will probally get turned into a meme and joke and so be it.

I've always had friends so im not going to pretend otherwise. Although I had few i cherished them.

My life ever since the age of 9 has just been a living hell. It's so hard.
Despite having friends i've always ended up alone. And the loop hits me harder and harder everytime; amplified even futher when i discovered LM.
Despite having friends i always seemed to ruin everything to the point on me getting left on read, to reply to later. A chore if you will.

I love the friends i've made here but i cant do this anymore

My parents have always made it clear they hated me. I was nothing compared to that of my brother. As much as i tried to cope around it soon i accepted the truth.
I've just been dealt a fucking shit hand and no matter how much i try to ammend it via exogenous hormones, coping, substance abuse.
The loop hit me harder and harder.

And even now i sit here and write this ignorant of the harsh reality.
No one cares.
Not my parents, any "friends" i had, sometimes no matter how hard you have to accept the truth.
You have to accept the fact that if you have to try so hard at a task as easy as making meaningful friendships, its over.

And i know why it is too. I cant even look myself in the mirror anymore. Each day lacks anything intresting, each day nothing happens at all.

My own parents have stated many times im a fuck up. A disgusting pig (when i was more overweight still am like 16% bf but whatever)
An ugly freak, the list goes on you get it.
Every pill there is rapes me, family, money, they all stab me.
This life is fucking hell ive always been neglected since birth. What even was the point of it? To bring me a life full of misery
And it worsens seeing everything i've ever wanted all happen to my brother like he is Gods gift to earth, hes taller, mogs me and has never had any problems with social interactions and relationships like me. I just happen to be the inferior one.
My genetic short-commings have lead to this hell that i cannot escape and its truly over.
I feel sick when i look at myself
Im at rock bottom. I can not handle it anymore. I fucking hate this. I just want this all to be done, to be at peace.


And i know there is nothing for me, no one sad or waiting because im hideous.
No girl, no parents or friends. It's like im nothing; like i dont exist
No one else will keep it real with you, but if you're not atleast MTN and tall its over.
Just accept it. I do not care about your "water". Its over for most of us

Never had a girlfriend or anything close to love.
Im just so tired.
Nothing has ever really gone right for me and maybe that was a sign.
I dont know what my future holds but i hope i can survive this if this is my last message. Thank you everyone for everything.

Spoiler: My favourite users

XvideosDemon Beyondthegrave paracelsus Syna Dexter Biomaxx Monstrum guilty 4pfl atrophicpyra bob08674 Brian carbon fentasticfob GeneticLotteryLoser halotestin Hauptmann hoodsickle Holy Hyporoxin Includings Mandy MedSlayer nineteen Mtn_hell LifeEnjoyer NoBONES Peace useless_neurodivergent User Razi sneakyalex7 sensitive sapphire Tabbyviel heir Skulloute thuuk the wizard Wizardcel tmpll FoidSlayer fentasticfob goyboy.hero makeaway Please do not PM me as my parents have my account i love you all/SPOILER]

I’m listening to sad music for the rest of my workout to hopefully carry some burden of the sadness lingering in this life for u.

 

[paracelsus]

I love you bro please don’t do this. There is always another way I promise you. It won’t end your pain, it will just amplify it for the people around you. I hope you change your mind, none of us want to see it end like this

 

[the wizard]

don’t go

 

[tmpll]

don’t go

he wont answer on tt

 

[the wizard]

he wont answer on tt

did he repost anything after 6:13?

 

[sensitive sapphire]

i truely know how you feel, im really really fucking close to killing my self too. i would say dont do it but i know words from a friend on internet who u havent even met arent gonna change your mind. im gonna miss you, sending you love from the most deepst and honest part of my hear. good luck bhai.

 

[GeneticLotteryLoser]

Love you bro
we’ll miss you.

 

[AssMan]

Spoiler: thread song

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7fFGAM3mJKQ&list=RD7fFGAM3mJKQ&index=1

Hello fellow looksmaxxers, some of you know me, most don't.
This is my manifesto, maybe my last message to all of you.

This does not mean i intent to hurt someone/people or women as i have thought long and hard about how all those scenarios would play out and decided against it.
If i do get the balls to kill myself, I will do it quietly like the loser i am.
This will probally get turned into a meme and joke and so be it.

I've always had friends so im not going to pretend otherwise. Although I had few i cherished them.

My life ever since the age of 9 has just been a living hell. It's so hard.
Despite having friends i've always ended up alone. And the loop hits me harder and harder everytime; amplified even futher when i discovered LM.
Despite having friends i always seemed to ruin everything to the point on me getting left on read, to reply to later. A chore if you will.

I love the friends i've made here but i cant do this anymore

My parents have always made it clear they hated me. I was nothing compared to that of my brother. As much as i tried to cope around it soon i accepted the truth.
I've just been dealt a fucking shit hand and no matter how much i try to ammend it via exogenous hormones, coping, substance abuse.
The loop hit me harder and harder.

And even now i sit here and write this ignorant of the harsh reality.
No one cares.
Not my parents, any "friends" i had, sometimes no matter how hard you have to accept the truth.
You have to accept the fact that if you have to try so hard at a task as easy as making meaningful friendships, its over.

And i know why it is too. I cant even look myself in the mirror anymore. Each day lacks anything intresting, each day nothing happens at all.

My own parents have stated many times im a fuck up. A disgusting pig (when i was more overweight still am like 16% bf but whatever)
An ugly freak, the list goes on you get it.
Every pill there is rapes me, family, money, they all stab me.
This life is fucking hell ive always been neglected since birth. What even was the point of it? To bring me a life full of misery
And it worsens seeing everything i've ever wanted all happen to my brother like he is Gods gift to earth, hes taller, mogs me and has never had any problems with social interactions and relationships like me. I just happen to be the inferior one.
My genetic short-commings have lead to this hell that i cannot escape and its truly over.
I feel sick when i look at myself
Im at rock bottom. I can not handle it anymore. I fucking hate this. I just want this all to be done, to be at peace.


And i know there is nothing for me, no one sad or waiting because im hideous.
No girl, no parents or friends. It's like im nothing; like i dont exist
No one else will keep it real with you, but if you're not atleast MTN and tall its over.
Just accept it. I do not care about your "water". Its over for most of us

Never had a girlfriend or anything close to love.
Im just so tired.
Nothing has ever really gone right for me and maybe that was a sign.
I dont know what my future holds but i hope i can survive this if this is my last message. Thank you everyone for everything.

Spoiler: My favourite users

XvideosDemon Beyondthegrave paracelsus Syna Dexter Biomaxx Monstrum guilty 4pfl atrophicpyra bob08674 Brian carbon fentasticfob GeneticLotteryLoser halotestin Hauptmann hoodsickle Holy Hyporoxin Includings Mandy MedSlayer nineteen Mtn_hell LifeEnjoyer NoBONES Peace useless_neurodivergent User Razi sneakyalex7 sensitive sapphire Tabbyviel heir Skulloute thuuk the wizard Wizardcel tmpll FoidSlayer fentasticfob goyboy.hero makeaway Please do not PM me as my parents have my account i love you all/SPOILER]

Wishing you the best, will miss seeing the “fent reacted to your post in…”

 

[Parsival]

Don't let that kind of thing consume your mind, please. There's so much more to life. I know it sounds really red or blue pilled, but understand that there's beauty in everyone's life. I genuinely hate seeing how everyone's mind is consumed by this shit and reaches that point.
We should all strive to move forward

 

[4pfl]

Spoiler: thread song

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7fFGAM3mJKQ&list=RD7fFGAM3mJKQ&index=1

Hello fellow looksmaxxers, some of you know me, most don't.
This is my manifesto, maybe my last message to all of you.

This does not mean i intent to hurt someone/people or women as i have thought long and hard about how all those scenarios would play out and decided against it.
If i do get the balls to kill myself, I will do it quietly like the loser i am.
This will probally get turned into a meme and joke and so be it.

I've always had friends so im not going to pretend otherwise. Although I had few i cherished them.

My life ever since the age of 9 has just been a living hell. It's so hard.
Despite having friends i've always ended up alone. And the loop hits me harder and harder everytime; amplified even futher when i discovered LM.
Despite having friends i always seemed to ruin everything to the point on me getting left on read, to reply to later. A chore if you will.

I love the friends i've made here but i cant do this anymore

My parents have always made it clear they hated me. I was nothing compared to that of my brother. As much as i tried to cope around it soon i accepted the truth.
I've just been dealt a fucking shit hand and no matter how much i try to ammend it via exogenous hormones, coping, substance abuse.
The loop hit me harder and harder.

And even now i sit here and write this ignorant of the harsh reality.
No one cares.
Not my parents, any "friends" i had, sometimes no matter how hard you have to accept the truth.
You have to accept the fact that if you have to try so hard at a task as easy as making meaningful friendships, its over.

And i know why it is too. I cant even look myself in the mirror anymore. Each day lacks anything intresting, each day nothing happens at all.

My own parents have stated many times im a fuck up. A disgusting pig (when i was more overweight still am like 16% bf but whatever)
An ugly freak, the list goes on you get it.
Every pill there is rapes me, family, money, they all stab me.
This life is fucking hell ive always been neglected since birth. What even was the point of it? To bring me a life full of misery
And it worsens seeing everything i've ever wanted all happen to my brother like he is Gods gift to earth, hes taller, mogs me and has never had any problems with social interactions and relationships like me. I just happen to be the inferior one.
My genetic short-commings have lead to this hell that i cannot escape and its truly over.
I feel sick when i look at myself
Im at rock bottom. I can not handle it anymore. I fucking hate this. I just want this all to be done, to be at peace.


And i know there is nothing for me, no one sad or waiting because im hideous.
No girl, no parents or friends. It's like im nothing; like i dont exist
No one else will keep it real with you, but if you're not atleast MTN and tall its over.
Just accept it. I do not care about your "water". Its over for most of us

Never had a girlfriend or anything close to love.
Im just so tired.
Nothing has ever really gone right for me and maybe that was a sign.
I dont know what my future holds but i hope i can survive this if this is my last message. Thank you everyone for everything.

Spoiler: My favourite users

XvideosDemon Beyondthegrave paracelsus Syna Dexter Biomaxx Monstrum guilty 4pfl atrophicpyra bob08674 Brian carbon fentasticfob GeneticLotteryLoser halotestin Hauptmann hoodsickle Holy Hyporoxin Includings Mandy MedSlayer nineteen Mtn_hell LifeEnjoyer NoBONES Peace useless_neurodivergent User Razi sneakyalex7 sensitive sapphire Tabbyviel heir Skulloute thuuk the wizard Wizardcel tmpll FoidSlayer fentasticfob goyboy.hero makeaway Please do not PM me as my parents have my account i love you all/SPOILER]

please dont do this man we love you

you'll find a way bro your life has literally just started you're 14

Really hope you havent done it and will come back

 

[mcds]

damn, praying for you bhai, best of luck and always remember if nothing else people on this forum will gladly talk and listen to you

 

[sneakyalex7]

Spoiler: thread song

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7fFGAM3mJKQ&list=RD7fFGAM3mJKQ&index=1

Hello fellow looksmaxxers, some of you know me, most don't.
This is my manifesto, maybe my last message to all of you.

This does not mean i intent to hurt someone/people or women as i have thought long and hard about how all those scenarios would play out and decided against it.
If i do get the balls to kill myself, I will do it quietly like the loser i am.
This will probally get turned into a meme and joke and so be it.

I've always had friends so im not going to pretend otherwise. Although I had few i cherished them.

My life ever since the age of 9 has just been a living hell. It's so hard.
Despite having friends i've always ended up alone. And the loop hits me harder and harder everytime; amplified even futher when i discovered LM.
Despite having friends i always seemed to ruin everything to the point on me getting left on read, to reply to later. A chore if you will.

I love the friends i've made here but i cant do this anymore

My parents have always made it clear they hated me. I was nothing compared to that of my brother. As much as i tried to cope around it soon i accepted the truth.
I've just been dealt a fucking shit hand and no matter how much i try to ammend it via exogenous hormones, coping, substance abuse.
The loop hit me harder and harder.

And even now i sit here and write this ignorant of the harsh reality.
No one cares.
Not my parents, any "friends" i had, sometimes no matter how hard you have to accept the truth.
You have to accept the fact that if you have to try so hard at a task as easy as making meaningful friendships, its over.

And i know why it is too. I cant even look myself in the mirror anymore. Each day lacks anything intresting, each day nothing happens at all.

My own parents have stated many times im a fuck up. A disgusting pig (when i was more overweight still am like 16% bf but whatever)
An ugly freak, the list goes on you get it.
Every pill there is rapes me, family, money, they all stab me.
This life is fucking hell ive always been neglected since birth. What even was the point of it? To bring me a life full of misery
And it worsens seeing everything i've ever wanted all happen to my brother like he is Gods gift to earth, hes taller, mogs me and has never had any problems with social interactions and relationships like me. I just happen to be the inferior one.
My genetic short-commings have lead to this hell that i cannot escape and its truly over.
I feel sick when i look at myself
Im at rock bottom. I can not handle it anymore. I fucking hate this. I just want this all to be done, to be at peace.


And i know there is nothing for me, no one sad or waiting because im hideous.
No girl, no parents or friends. It's like im nothing; like i dont exist
No one else will keep it real with you, but if you're not atleast MTN and tall its over.
Just accept it. I do not care about your "water". Its over for most of us

Never had a girlfriend or anything close to love.
Im just so tired.
Nothing has ever really gone right for me and maybe that was a sign.
I dont know what my future holds but i hope i can survive this if this is my last message. Thank you everyone for everything.

Spoiler: My favourite users

XvideosDemon Beyondthegrave paracelsus Syna Dexter Biomaxx Monstrum guilty 4pfl atrophicpyra bob08674 Brian carbon fentasticfob GeneticLotteryLoser halotestin Hauptmann hoodsickle Holy Hyporoxin Includings Mandy MedSlayer nineteen Mtn_hell LifeEnjoyer NoBONES Peace useless_neurodivergent User Razi sneakyalex7 sensitive sapphire Tabbyviel heir Skulloute thuuk the wizard Wizardcel tmpll FoidSlayer fentasticfob goyboy.hero makeaway Please do not PM me as my parents have my account i love you all/SPOILER]

I would like to just say: You never had any friends. You were simply at the stage of being sort of "acquaintances" with those people. It was simply a byproduct of your social status. Did you share an obsession with those people? Open up your heart and be totally honest, for a period of time where you may actually learn about yourself? Would you care if they were simply erased from the world? <- (you'd only miss their attention, or the nostalgic feeling associated with the time spent with them). Did you have discussions that altered your way of thinking? Maybe i'm wrong, but your friends likely didn't care about you, except in the moment that you were feeding them attention. And you probably didn't really care about them either. real friends are very rare. I mean that those people you were "friends" with, all held little value as "friends".

I don't wanna try and cope you since I don't know what you look like but in my experience, your personality matters a lot in social life. Making others feel smart, funny, heard, useful, etc is what makes up 90% of getting friends for most people. If you aren't actively doing that, superficial (98% of people) will never like you.

Your family life sounds miserable. Hope you can feel better about your situation with your parents.

What I did personally to stop thinking abysmal thoughts like you are thinking is to simply stop caring about so much. Firstly just hop off technology except maybe to watch tv. Just think about living, eating the tastiest and healthiest meat, drinking the best possible juice, best tasting milk, get in the sun and bathe in it, just basic things that allow you to survive and feel better.

As someone who has very seriously thought about killing myself; you can find passion in life, and it is not worth throwing yours away.

As a recommendation, if you decide on killing yourself watch the show "Sonny Boy" before you do so. This show honestly made my suicidal thoughts go away for a long time.

Hope your life or at least your mood improves.

 

[useless_neurodivergent]

yo bro if u need to vent some time,im always here bro u got my disc
(im trying my best english)

 

[useless_neurodivergent]

yo bro why do not respong the messages we been sending you on gck

 

[useless_neurodivergent]

yo bro pls ik we didnt know for too much but you really have parents like me my mother has double personality and i hate she always beat the shit of me

 

[mod]

rip men

 

[Hyporoxin]

damn. i don't know what to say but suicide is not a way, it might seem as one but it isn't
there are always poeple who care about you, and if not you can just find them. This post already shows people care about you.

 

[i_blame_oxytocin]

im so sorry man i wish you the best or maybe not as i don't want to see you rope but yk what i mean
im going to miss you bhai, you were one of the best users this forum saw and you'll live on in all our hearts
much love brother

 

[i_blame_oxytocin]

reading this made my eyes water
it was such a sad read i really hope you go far

 

[Scorpion]

Spoiler: thread song

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7fFGAM3mJKQ&list=RD7fFGAM3mJKQ&index=1

Hello fellow looksmaxxers, some of you know me, most don't.
This is my manifesto, maybe my last message to all of you.

This does not mean i intent to hurt someone/people or women as i have thought long and hard about how all those scenarios would play out and decided against it.
If i do get the balls to kill myself, I will do it quietly like the loser i am.
This will probally get turned into a meme and joke and so be it.

I've always had friends so im not going to pretend otherwise. Although I had few i cherished them.

My life ever since the age of 9 has just been a living hell. It's so hard.
Despite having friends i've always ended up alone. And the loop hits me harder and harder everytime; amplified even futher when i discovered LM.
Despite having friends i always seemed to ruin everything to the point on me getting left on read, to reply to later. A chore if you will.

I love the friends i've made here but i cant do this anymore

My parents have always made it clear they hated me. I was nothing compared to that of my brother. As much as i tried to cope around it soon i accepted the truth.
I've just been dealt a fucking shit hand and no matter how much i try to ammend it via exogenous hormones, coping, substance abuse.
The loop hit me harder and harder.

And even now i sit here and write this ignorant of the harsh reality.
No one cares.
Not my parents, any "friends" i had, sometimes no matter how hard you have to accept the truth.
You have to accept the fact that if you have to try so hard at a task as easy as making meaningful friendships, its over.

And i know why it is too. I cant even look myself in the mirror anymore. Each day lacks anything intresting, each day nothing happens at all.

My own parents have stated many times im a fuck up. A disgusting pig (when i was more overweight still am like 16% bf but whatever)
An ugly freak, the list goes on you get it.
Every pill there is rapes me, family, money, they all stab me.
This life is fucking hell ive always been neglected since birth. What even was the point of it? To bring me a life full of misery
And it worsens seeing everything i've ever wanted all happen to my brother like he is Gods gift to earth, hes taller, mogs me and has never had any problems with social interactions and relationships like me. I just happen to be the inferior one.
My genetic short-commings have lead to this hell that i cannot escape and its truly over.
I feel sick when i look at myself
Im at rock bottom. I can not handle it anymore. I fucking hate this. I just want this all to be done, to be at peace.


And i know there is nothing for me, no one sad or waiting because im hideous.
No girl, no parents or friends. It's like im nothing; like i dont exist
No one else will keep it real with you, but if you're not atleast MTN and tall its over.
Just accept it. I do not care about your "water". Its over for most of us

Never had a girlfriend or anything close to love.
Im just so tired.
Nothing has ever really gone right for me and maybe that was a sign.
I dont know what my future holds but i hope i can survive this if this is my last message. Thank you everyone for everything.

Spoiler: My favourite users

XvideosDemon Beyondthegrave paracelsus Syna Dexter Biomaxx Monstrum guilty 4pfl atrophicpyra bob08674 Brian carbon fentasticfob GeneticLotteryLoser halotestin Hauptmann hoodsickle Holy Hyporoxin Includings Mandy MedSlayer nineteen Mtn_hell LifeEnjoyer NoBONES Peace useless_neurodivergent User Razi sneakyalex7 sensitive sapphire Tabbyviel heir Skulloute thuuk the wizard Wizardcel tmpll FoidSlayer fentasticfob goyboy.hero makeaway Please do not PM me as my parents have my account i love you all/SPOILER]

relatable asf

 

[Scorpion]

he wont answer on tt

whats his tt